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■off vocal/mp3/lyrics
⇒ https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1fheI0oRWHxbKYARzAnZqnPoWFQxK2lvG?usp=sharing
■vocal midi
⇒ https://drive.google.com/file/d/1_dUf3oeHAxG1B46RseCEgFOnlQZ7xv2z/view?usp=sharing

Lyrics:
Live to feed on pointless issues
Sickening, I say “I miss you”
Reckless, you cut the tissue
Proceeding to tell me that
“None of this will hurt at all!”

Sedated memories melting away
as my heart beats on
Racking up my nerves with deception
How my brain turns raw

apart from the hurting,
saying that all the pain I felt was all a lie
we've forgotten, so it seems

it's a fake past, fake life, faker than me
just another headache that I can't relieve

apart from assumptions rotting,
the argument repeats and then dies
selective facts that stemmed from biased cries

since no one dares to see through the opposite side
pain that you caused, you'll never realize

Assess the notion,
“Too defective against our needs”
In fear, you’re forced to
biting the hand that feeds

Dissected memories melting away,
I conclude my part
leading up the progress by fractions
then it falls apart

Far from hurting
I’d rather have the pain to be a lie
Ain’t it nice to forget?

While a fake past, fake life, faker than me
Better than a wound without a remedy

In spite of the life you’ve given
I’m just another version of you
And somehow I’d rather forget that too

Since no one dares to question the things we do
Let us pretend that this was all just Deja Vu

since no one dares to see through the opposite side
pain that they caused, they’ll never realize

Midazolam / vflower

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