I hardly find myself trying to write songs anymore
I finally got clean, im searching for things to adore
It's hard to keep this song a happy one, there's so much more
Honestly life got so hard when i got one foot through the door

Lost the privilege to cry, people would kill for my options
Lost the chance to fully die, now people need me to call them
Thought i was over my dad, still living for everybody
But me

Honestly they were half correct how things always improve
Things didnt get any worse for me, it changed from red to blue 
If anything im less equipped to find the answers too
So why do I get questions from people, im the same as you


Do my friends a favor, lets stop running in these circles
extend you both my hands, ill help you through all of your hurdles
Promise ill only resent you, if you don't show that you try
Cause honestly even im lost on how to help myself at times


gash

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gash

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