credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

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a place where i belong [feat. supachefm!] (prod. 4evr)

-lyrics-
I´ve been losing track of time
told me you were by my side  
all the things that i cant hide
same old me, at least i tried

now i´m zoned out in my bedroom 
lookin at my phone,should i text  you
wish you were here when i come through  
cruisin all alone cause i have to 

now im just ghost 
cutting my throat
wrote you note
try to promote

now it´s 2 am in the morning
hopping on that whip and its foreign 
steppin on that gas cause flooring
smokin on that motherfucking chlorine 

I´ve been losing track of time
told me you were by my side  
all the things that i cant hide
same old me, at least i tried

now i´m zoned out in my bedroom  
lookin at my phone,should i text  you 
wish you were here when i come through 
cruisin all alone cause i have to 

now im just ghost 
cutting my throat
wrote you note
try to promote

now it´s 2 am in the morning
hopping on that whip and its foreign 
steppin on that gas cause floo   ring
smokin on that motherfucking chlorine

imdeadanyways. (Prod. Yun Malfoy)

imdeadanyways. (prod.yun malfoy)

s/o
@toxicmindd

-lyrics-
[hook: killshinomi]
all the memories i have 
buried in the past (im trying)
wish that i have had 
when i fucking crashed (im dying)

all the memories i have 
buried in the past (im crying)
wish that i have had 
when i fucking crashed yeah

[verse 1: sinner]
i feel so much pain 
girl you can´t see it
bullet in my brain
i don´t wanna be me

i´m switchin lanes
take another pill
i feel it in my veins 
girl you crushed my will

been through so much sharing
i could never share you
i have stopped caring 
cause i´ll never get you

just hide the truth 
have none to loose
im in a mood to see
is my head bulletproof

[hook: killshinomi]
all the memories i have 
buried in the past 
wish that i have had 
when i fucking crashed 

all the memories i have 
buried in the past 
wish that i have had 
when i fucking crashed 


all the memories i have 
buried in the past (im trying)
wish that i have had 
when i fucking crashed (im dying)

all the memories i have 
buried in the past (im crying)
wish that i have had 
when i fucking crashed yeah



[verse 2: killshinomi]
all alone in my house like always
thoughts inside my head i´ll try to explain 
maybe i can´t die cause i hear the rain
i can´t find no thread all i feel is pain
2x

Memories w/ Toxic Mind (prod. hateful)

memories w/ sinner (prod.hateful)

original song made by @ihateshinigami

-lyrics-
Lost and afraid of the world that surrounds me
I constantly let down everyone around me
My heart it glows, my soul it floats
I stay awake cause I can't breathe
When demons haunt me in my sheets
Have you ever felt like you were dead?
Like nothing feels the same so you just lie in your bed
Light a cigarette, put your woes to rest
I'm a fallen angel baby, I'm not like the rest
I try to hold on to the thing that I once loved
My heart and emotions are something I'm void of
You're wasting away, are you okay?
Please just keep your head up and just hope for better days
Hold on to your memories and you'll be safe
This may be our last chance to leave this place
It's like I hold myself back
Crying wolf to all the sheep
Singing lullabies to ease my mind
Safely drifting in the night
But nothing's ever as it seems
Waking up from fevered dreams
I counted every single sheep
But I still can't fucking sleep
It's like I hold myself back
Crying wolf to all the sheep
Singing lullabies to ease my mind
Safely drifting in the night
But nothing's ever as it seems
Waking up from fevered dreams
I counted every single sheep
But I still can't fucking sleep

shinigami - a fallen angel (yung $ight flip)

one kiss one rope...
-lyrics-
it´s getting cold again,
i wish you´d known me then,
and i just can´t pretend,
i´m all alone again,

i know,
i can´t,
u know,
my bad,
i wish,
i hope,
one kiss,
one rope,

u see me fade away,
not coming back today,
the price i have to pay,
i need to find a way,

cold.(prod.spyder)

The Notebook (prod. Yung $ight)

i cant lose another friend
like i never meant
wonder when i reach the end
but im heaven sent

wonder when ill hit the wall
like im never sure
fallin on the fucking floor
cant do this anymore

tell me
will this ever work out
hate me
i know it never worked out

fuck you
bet that u gon be proud
of me
when u hear my sound

im not gonna die tonight
cus i wanna feel alive
all the fights set aside
i just wanna be alright

and im gonna find a way
take you to a better place
wishing that i could stay
ill do whatever it takes

i cant lose another friend
like i never meant
wonder when i reach the end
but im heaven sent

wonder when ill hit the wall
like im never sure
fallin on the fucking floor
cant do this anymore

imdeadanyways. (prod.yun malfoy)

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