two thousand miles w/ sace6 (IOF)

(chorus)
I said I love u I say way too much 
I woke up drunken on the pavement with my face still stuck 
she tried to call me but im too turnt up 
she's prolly crying in da club with her lipstick done
x2
(verse)
stars align all on her spine 
her beauty marks are on my mind 
I know love will take its time 
ill be right here for the ride 
and I don't wanna lose you 
like I lost everything I fucking had 
and baby ill show you
that im willing to give you everything I have 
(chorus repeats)
(prod.noahmadethiss)

-I use to never love anything but now that I have you around I actually know what it feels like to love someone other than myself. every minute I spend with you my heart opens up a little bit more to this cold world we live in, thank you for being my special person, your the reason why im still sane, I love you my cinnamon apple

cryin in da club (noahmadethiss)

*REUPLOAD FROM ARCHIVE PAGE*

produced by poorbryan and bixby (and mostly bixby lol)
written by bixby and adapted by poorbryan
performed by poorbryan featuring aquariiius
mixed and mastered by poorbryan

lyrics:

intro:
out of options i lost to the fall
keep my eyes on the dust on my wall
fucking up my head
on saturday morning
sat by the porch and
seen all the warnings

verse:
cuz i dont know what they all expect of me
and tell me whats the point when im not worth a thing
cuz i dont even know what u want from me
so close ur eyes and leave me just to fade away

hook:
so tell me whats the reason
i can never sleep in
say that im the bad guy
god its such a bad lie
i cant seem to find home
everything is so cold
do this shit on my own
i can never find light

aquariiius (verse 2):
there may not be a reason
im still searchin for meaning
long night playing with feelings
it haunts me through the seasons
i wish i had a source
from someone to keep me whole
need someone to take control
when im fallin dont let go

it looks easy, you make it look easy
sabotage myself but im still not defeated
so exhausted, but im no longer haunted
feelin broken but i cant ask for helpin hands

bridge:
no serotonin cant catch a break
no motivation cant stay awake
dont ask about it
i cant explain
i highly doubt that you wont
walk away

hook:
so tell me whats the reason
i can never sleep in
say that im the bad guy
god its such a bad lie
i cant seem to find home
everything is so cold
do this shit on my own
i can never find light

aquariiius (bridge 2):
it looks easy, you make it look easy
sabotage myself but im still not defeated
running circles in my mind 
none of this is justified
lesson learned not overnight
i cant take my own advice

outro:
fucking up my head
guess im out for the weekend
got 2020 vision
i cant even fuckin see straight

aquariiius (outro): 
ya and theres someone that im needin
can you tell me whats the reason

reason w/ aquariiius (bixby)

all dogs go 2 heaven w/ jstnprks (p. noahmadethiss x genshi)

produced by @johnnyfriend

featuring @rouri404

my favorite view ft. rouri404 (johnnyfriend)

this song means alot to me because i've never talked about growing up like this before :) i hope you guys like it <3

again tyty @kaihaunted for the amazing art, it means a lot to me 
~~~~~~~~

hometown, head down 
walk around, never make a sound, yeah 
8 now, drugged out
every thought in my head is too loud 
on the corner of stumbling to the fucking bottom 
blue pill, red pill, too many fucking bottles 
gone now, and i found 
that this anxiety is killing me now 
13, no dreams 
just trying to get by by any means 
fake smiles, and routines
no one knows what's going on behind the scenes 
never thought i would end up being so pessimistic 
cause i keep breaking myself just to never go and fix it 
no sleep, and i see 
that all i needed was to go and be free

4000 people out here 
thank god i left it that year 
all keep their heads in the mirror 
and their peaks are closer than they appear 
hometown of zombies and ghosts 
fled west, oh i had to go 
got tired of everyone holding back on finding their growth 

19, come spring
i got stuck in the in-between, yeah 
no job, no keys
but i know i wanna be something 
paying rent with loan, i'm feeling so dependent 
start missing my home, and everybody in it 
pain stings, the sound rings
but back home, at least they're in the swings of things 

4000 people out there
at least their visions are clear 
i keep my head in the mirror 
and my peak is closer than it appears
hometown of zombies and ghosts
at least their heads are afloat 
got tired of looking back, wish that i had kept finding my growth

can i ask u some questions?

hometown

RIP Shwangler ft. kennedyxoxo *lileffort*

i see u everywhere i walk now w/ sideview drive (prod jolst + innsmouth)

w/ @bhertuy
prod @recyclexbin

eunhae:

when i wake up no i don’t feel okay
i don’t wanna go another day 
where i’m alone and i can’t see your face
nothing else amounts to the pain

when i’m without you it gets scary
it gets dark and my vision gets blurry
i can’t believe i saw you at that party
all over her cause you were off the molly

i can’t believe i’m going through this again
i just want to think i made you up in my head
it’d be so easy to feel something if all along it wasn’t real it’s kinda comforting
people think i’m crazy no wonder no one fucks with me
honestly i’m all alone unless i’m in my dreams

bhertuy: 

and you can say anything you want
it's not my fault I lost my all
rejects receive that's what i got 
refresh my feed that's what i lost

and i'm just thinking alright 
let me cut cut you out of my simple life 
cuz i just realised 
im the one who write 
how i still fucked up my rights
is what had got me to deny

i can't believe i'm going through this again ft. bhertuy

<3

@fuckyoushadow

just want something i can feel
something that looks so real
the thoughts always in my mind
i just don’t wanna waste your time x2

you’re so far, far from me
do you know who you are, can you see
will you be back now
lost you in the big crowd
will you pick me up from the ground
but my head is full of doubt

just want something i can feel
something that looks so real
the thoughts always in my mind
i just don’t wanna waste your time x3

reason w/ aquariiius (bixby)

poorbryan

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