*REUPLOAD FROM ARCHIVE PAGE*

produced by poorbryan and bixby (and mostly bixby lol)
written by bixby and adapted by poorbryan
performed by poorbryan featuring aquariiius
mixed and mastered by poorbryan

lyrics:

intro:
out of options i lost to the fall
keep my eyes on the dust on my wall
fucking up my head
on saturday morning
sat by the porch and
seen all the warnings

verse:
cuz i dont know what they all expect of me
and tell me whats the point when im not worth a thing
cuz i dont even know what u want from me
so close ur eyes and leave me just to fade away

hook:
so tell me whats the reason
i can never sleep in
say that im the bad guy
god its such a bad lie
i cant seem to find home
everything is so cold
do this shit on my own
i can never find light

aquariiius (verse 2):
there may not be a reason
im still searchin for meaning
long night playing with feelings
it haunts me through the seasons
i wish i had a source
from someone to keep me whole
need someone to take control
when im fallin dont let go

it looks easy, you make it look easy
sabotage myself but im still not defeated
so exhausted, but im no longer haunted
feelin broken but i cant ask for helpin hands

bridge:
no serotonin cant catch a break
no motivation cant stay awake
dont ask about it
i cant explain
i highly doubt that you wont
walk away

hook:
so tell me whats the reason
i can never sleep in
say that im the bad guy
god its such a bad lie
i cant seem to find home
everything is so cold
do this shit on my own
i can never find light

aquariiius (bridge 2):
it looks easy, you make it look easy
sabotage myself but im still not defeated
running circles in my mind 
none of this is justified
lesson learned not overnight
i cant take my own advice

outro:
fucking up my head
guess im out for the weekend
got 2020 vision
i cant even fuckin see straight

aquariiius (outro): 
ya and theres someone that im needin
can you tell me whats the reason

reason w/ aquariiius (bixby)

true story

but i dont think that its the last time 
baby this is not right 
u been on my mind like all night 
but still i see u in the starlight 
all these things i cant find
n its getting harder to pretend 

i need u off my mind 
off ur love im so blind 
still miss u all the time 
cant get out of ur bind 

but still i see u in the starlight 
all these things i cant find
n its getting harder to pretend 
but i dont think that its the last time 
u been on my mind like all night 
n i dont think we just can make amends 
n i dont know if i’ll see u again 
wanna take ur hand in this bitter end 
but still i know we cant be friends 
n yet its breaking me apart 

but i know things are not for certain 
cut my wrist and lock ur words in 
but i dont know if i deserve this 
lose myself behind closed curtains
n i know maybe im not worth it 
if i could i would be perfect 
but i dont know if i deserve this
lose myself behind closed curtains

uncertain (recycleBin + nate2timez)

isolated w/ yungfuckingaff (odece + cozin)

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luvlxckdown - cant believe im gone (remix) w/ poorbryan [northeast lights x odece]

lyrics:
cuz i been down bad 
i been lonely 
why does everybody think they know me
all these fucking thoughts and i been thinking that im useless
dressed up in designer and i still feel like im worthless
got lost in the wake 
i feel im deserted 
u left as of late 
i feel i deserve this
caught up in these days 
dont know if its worth it
im stuck in my ways 
wont open the curtains
oh my god its the same
rip me down to the core 
swear to god i wont change 
let the tears hit the floor 

Wat3r:
watching all the things i care about fall by the wayside
said i wouldnt care about this life and i should take mine 
(i should take mine)
you always say it too
but you dont know 
you could never understand 
just go home 
you’re so fuckin selfish and i hope one day you wake up 
vanity and greed that you hide behind all your makeup 
(fuckin worthless)
and its like you never shut up 
ruined everything i loved and its fucked up 


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damn that's crazy, anyways i'm sad w/ 💕Wat3r💕 (prod. discent)

prod. Beverly Valley (pierce the vegan on youtube)

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