true story

but i dont think that its the last time 
baby this is not right 
u been on my mind like all night 
but still i see u in the starlight 
all these things i cant find
n its getting harder to pretend 

i need u off my mind 
off ur love im so blind 
still miss u all the time 
cant get out of ur bind 

but still i see u in the starlight 
all these things i cant find
n its getting harder to pretend 
but i dont think that its the last time 
u been on my mind like all night 
n i dont think we just can make amends 
n i dont know if i’ll see u again 
wanna take ur hand in this bitter end 
but still i know we cant be friends 
n yet its breaking me apart 

but i know things are not for certain 
cut my wrist and lock ur words in 
but i dont know if i deserve this 
lose myself behind closed curtains
n i know maybe im not worth it 
if i could i would be perfect 
but i dont know if i deserve this
lose myself behind closed curtains

uncertain (recycleBin + nate2timez)

Bleach

I WEPT (EVIL MIXX)

on my own terms
living slow burn
really it don't hurt
i can tell you that it's worth it now
with the confidence that i just found
but am i allowed
to say something mean
i might make you cry
and i know it might seem
like for all of this time
there was no honesty
i'd tell you the truth 
but you like lies you believe
can you believe in me 
when i say who i am
you don't believe in anything 
and i just can't understand
i really love everything 
you hate the world in your hands
i hid the world from your plans
i had to pay your demands
seven hundred fifty i don't have
i probably gave you double that
said you didn't wanna be selfish still
but i wanted a spoiled brat
every single time you came my way
you left same day and doubled back
and i know that you wanna be friends
but i keep my friends close and we're so much more than that
i got so much more than money i got honeys coming over
i got something in my system cause it's so hard to be sober
but it's over, oh thank god its over
i'll live without the closure
oh thank god its over, i'll live

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

lies u believe

wake up in the mornin i jus wanna roll up
dont know what im doin but ik im goin up
but bae u actin different lately i can tell u changin on me
i keep it 100 baby u more like two 20s and a cool 50
i gotta watch my back idk whos wit me
touch down touch down touch down
bae im in yo city
im tryna run it up yea im tryna touch a milly

ra ra ra ra ra ra
im tryna run it up yea im tryna touch a milly
ooo ok heres one thing to kno bout me
ima find a win no matter wat no matter were i be
mmmm oh thts jus the way it go
im not tryna fall in love again fuk it geronimo
huh yea
blame it on the
whatever tho
make up ya mind bae cuz this shit unprofessional

unprofeshinal [p. nojupiter]

TR3NDS3TT3RRRR

helper - bpd

back out p. shoiyi x jolst

BEEN THRU IT (+LUQUI)

this track is one of my favorites. the two people who helped make it are such dear people to me I love them with my whole heart. secre is a amazing prod and leaf is a beautiful friend. I love you guys!!!!!

(xelenes tears)

Ive been breaking pens like you broke my heart
take another hit to get you off my mind
chaos rules my life, I been so high I might die

baby can you hold me through the night?
 I dont wanna cry alone
can't you pick up your phone
we can go somewhere far away
drive all night just to get some space
Sick of feeling stuck in my town
I just wanna see your pretty face
in your eyes I can drown 
now your gone im so down
smoking up till I see the sun

all I feel is chaos in my soul
carnage in my mind
I been breaking down slow
my bones start to break 
my hearts full of pain I can't seem to take
blue inside my cup 
purple in my lungs
red spilling from my cuts
you never seem to care enough
broken memories in your wake
miss your touch now my hands start to shake

(903 leaf0
(now my hands start to shake
think of you
no matter what im leaving)

I can bearly see now
baby I can bearly think now
(yuh)
I can bearly sleep now

too much pain going through my brain
to much drugs running through my veins
used to fuck in my bed 
baby now your stuck in my head
all this smoke
baby I can bearly see through
ima die soon
but even dead I know that i'll miss you
(oh baby I know that i'll miss you)

(xelenes tears)
all I feel is chaos in my soul
carnage in my mind
I been breaking down slow
my bones start to break 
my hearts full of pain I can't seem to take
blue inside my cup 
purple in my lungs
red spilling from my cuts
you never seem to care enough
broken memories in your wake
miss your touch now my hands start to shake

Broken Memories (feat 903 leaf) [prod secre_swallowtail]

produced by: @yunnygoldz
artwork, vocals, mixing, crying by: @sendflowrs

lyrics:

and would you stay?
would you tell me if you really wanted me?
yeah, baby would you stay?
yeah, baby would you stay?
would you lie for me?
would you die for me?
ive been running
for her love,
I try to intercept her, 
but no luck,
yeah ive been calling,
her bluff
but her heart ice cold,
she don't show no love

I watch it vanish, from my hands,
if I close my eyes, maybe you'll come back yeah
then I start to panic and I grab my notepad,
and I write another song about the bad days,
always bout the BAD DAYS,
BAD DAYS,
think about the BAD DAYS, 
I just cant get over you, ill sleep forever gladly,
everytime you're sober you cant even fucking stand me,
I said baby thats not love she smiled at me, said "exactly"

so get the fuck out my head, im falling again, where are you?
don't hit my friends, 
I wanted you dead, but are you?
pressure again, I cannot pretend ill call you, 
the money you spend has changed you my love, you're not you 

(the money you’ve spent has changed you my love, you're not you)
x2

and would you stay?
would you tell me if you really wanted me?
yeah, baby would you stay?
yeah, baby would you stay?
would you lie for me?
would you die for me?
ive been running
for her love,
I try to intercept her, 
but no luck,
yeah ive been calling,
her bluff
but her heart ice cold,
she don't show no love

no love
my hands 
come back
note pad 
bad days

m my hands 
c come back
n note pad
bad days

uncertain (recycleBin + nate2timez)

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