let’s just say my black underwear are now white

I feel like my husband just woke from a 4 year coma rn

im sick and tireddd of getting betrayedddd 🗣️

Your music really helped me through tough times, im glad to see you still here. Great work <3

ill grab my shotgun n let that shit spray 🗣️

[Intro]
Should've seen my face
When I turned up to work
In a coat far too big
My anxieties lurked
A man named Brandon
Showed me around
Taught how to talk to customers
When more were inbound

[Verse 1]
The first thing I did
Was I fucked up an order
The guy was so pissed
And he called me a slur
I spent all night
Cleaning the floor
The hurl from the kids
Made me sick to my core

Did you know it's
illegal
to work a minor on the
night shift
But it seems that's
the deal
I don't know how I
survived that shit

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal

[Verse 2]
Shout out to the bathroom
Where I screamed my lungs off
It was my only safe space
That was never enough
Thank fuck for my brain
Who knew when to quit
When I started to hallucinate
I think that was it

There's been so many times
That I want to die
McDonalds gave me insomnia
And I don't think that's right
The manager's on weed
and he's flirting with teens
I don't know what to do
What the fuck does this all mean

[Solo]

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal

[Verse 3]
My college work is due
I've got so much to do
I'm sleeping for an hour
And I want to redo
I've started sexualising
my own death
And I think that's fucked up
But I still hold my breath

Why does life suck
Woe is me
You're sickly little prickly
And you think that you should leave
I googled how to hang myself
It told me not to grieve
I wanted gone so hard
Yet I rolled down my sleeve

[Intermission]
I can't hear you
I can't see you
I can't read the
things you want to do
I can't escape myself
I can't relate myself
I can't shape the world
into itself

[Verse 4]
One time I heard a voice
It came from a corpse
He said quit your job
And he started to warp
McDonalds drove me down to
the pits of insanity
I don't know what to do
And I think that I'm panicking

I came up with a plan
to fix my head
I'll quit my job
so I don't end up dead
I handed in my two weeks
And never looked back
Fuck that establishment
And fuck all of those twats

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal
There's people telling me that I am suicidal
I think it's funny because I don't want to die
The voices yell at me that I am suicidal

[Solo 2]

Working at McDonalds unironically made me suicidal

bad song give me views and attention anyway
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/picksinapillbottle/i-just-want-it-back

i miss my past i miss my friends
and i hate how all good things just end
i never wanted to descend    
into the depths or draws again

and what i wanted all along
was someone else to sing this song
and maybe i would sing along
to figure out where i went wrong 

i miss my past i miss my friends
and i hate how all good things just end
sometimes i think about the times that which i never thought would end

and now i dont know what i'm doing
or what i'm thinking
or where i'm going
or how it's going all the time 
i thought it wouldn't go like this

and then i saw the signs
of the everstopping never changing times

oh why did they have to end

what happened before will never happen before my eyes again

oh why did they have to end

DOWNLOAD LOL

i just want it back

nokilam cover: @nokilam

im in this class again
just staring at the wall
your on my mind again
for no reason at all

maybe this time round
you can look my way
but its fine ill watch you leave
and i wont beg you to stay

fuck what he said
lets go and dance
your in my head
no i know i cant

cant send a text
get left on red
wish i was dead
im alone again

these beginnings
dont feel that much new
i feel so shitty
i wouldnt with you

chaudown!! (nokilam)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1XQYzZH6NbL9s1XOHp5mkY?si=7c0ba8471d824f7a

I cant stand to see you out with him it really fucking hurts
lets make out again so you can leave me crying on the curb
but it wasnt meant to end this way
i always wanted you to stay
half dead, and reluctant
you were the only one i ever wanted
 
we had something special
now im dealing with a fucked up mental
thought wed make it through it
but you didnt care enough to prove it
i cant wash this blood off
its dripping onto my skin
you had enough of me
now you only want him 

i wont live to see you out with him its time for this to hurt
sent some lead his way
and now he's lying face down on the curb
it was always meant to end this way
now im covered in his brains
he's dead and youre upset
this is the only thing i ever wanted

i'd kill him

You say I lack conviction
And you say I have addiction
But I'm really just addicted
To keeping you around

To think that you would tell me
Instead of overwhelm me
But from you I never get a sound

And I know that it's all my fault
But I couldn't care less to change
And I know you're behind this all
When you smile, I see fangs 

(I just need you to)

Tell me what you want
That's just how it goes
Tell me what you want
You think I should know

Tell me what you want
That's just how it goes
Tell me what you want
You think I should know

Not a day goes by
Where I don't have you on my mind
I think I'm wasting all my time
Trying to get you by my side

Even now, I hate to see
That you're finally happy
Inside of someone else's view
Oh god, why couldn't it be you.

And I know that it's all my fault
But I couldn't care less to change
And I know you're behind this all
When you smile, I see fangs 

(I just need you to)

Tell me what you want
That's just how it goes
Tell me what you want
You think I should know

Tell me what you want
That's just how it goes
Tell me what you want
You think I should know

(I just need you to)

Tell me what you want
That's just how it goes
Tell me what you want
You think I should know

Tell me what you want
That's just how it goes
Tell me what you want
You think I should know

Tell Me What You Want

You got me cross eyed
It's not cuz I'm fried
You got me seeing colors 
Then you rip it right under

These crosses 
Line my bed
You make me recite verses 
To block out all your curses 

Shattered promise
Got me like this
Hollowed heart 
Empty phone
Leave a message at the tone

These crosses 
Line my bed
You make me recite verses 
To block out all your curses

5 Year Plan

(demo)

Wake up just to kill the day
Sleep, fuck, repeat
Every plan feels fake as hell
Every face feels obsolete

Friends ghost me all the time
Love’s a glitch I didn’t need
"I don’t need you, I don’t care"
That’s the part you hate

I don’t dream, I shut down
Hope’s a scam I figured it out
I don’t dream, I shut down
Breathing’s just a habit now

I DON'T DREAM

Lyrics:

You went out the door
You always wanted more
You said I'm not the one
That's when I came undone

Go tell everyone
I wasn't any fun
I'll tell everyone
I'm at the end of a gun

There's blood on the floor
I'm not here anymore
I'm sick and tired 
of getting betrayed
I'll grab my shotgun
and let that shit spray
Don't come save me
Don't give me your day
It's too late now
I'm going away

I'm going away
I'm going away

Going Away

2026

†нє ѕнєєρ

HOOK:

PLEASE DONT TALK TO ME

YOU FUCKING PIG

PLEASE DONT TALK TO ME

YOU FUCKING SCUM

I WILL SLAUGHTER THE

FUCKING PIG

FILTHY MOTHERFUCKER

BETTER FUCKING RUN

I WILL NEVER FUCKING SELF DELETE

I WILL NEVER BE A FUCKING SHEEP…..

DEAD

I WILL NEVER BE A FUCKING SHEEP

VERSE: 1

cut the fucking pig let the motherfucker bleed

let the fucking blood drip

dripping on my skin

never trust the devil and the succubus

i am the family dont fuck with us

all the politicians is fucking sus

people is stupid dont follow lust

they feed your mind brainwash all the time

empty

you can’t see the light

we are blind

empty

dead…..

HOOK:

FILTHY DIRTY PIG

GONNA FUCKKING DIE

I WILL SEND THEM TO THE FUCKING SKY

STAB THEM IN THE FACE

IN THE FUCKING EYES

DIRTY FILTHY

THATS FUCKING WHY

VERSE: 2

hollow

dont follow ….follow

fuck the pig and kill the sheep

all the dirty motherfucker die

all the dirty motherfucker die

you deserve to fucking die

motherfucka

Die....

we all are fucking stuck in hell

fire in your soul

they trap you

slap you

we dont want to hear you speak….

we never gonna
we never gonna
we never gonna be like them

we never gonna
we never gonna
we never gonna be like them

BRIGE HOOK:

FUCK
FUCK
FUCK

FUCK THEM ALL

FUCK
FUCK
FUCK

FUCK THAT SHITT

REST
REST
REST

REST IN PISS

REST
REST
REST

REST IN SHITT

VERSE: 3

television lies

all fucking day

they buy

your soul

okey ?…

they fuck with your mind

feel so lost all the time

my thoughts is trapped in a war

i am falling

in this room i can not breathe

help me
help me
help me
help me

save me
save me
save me

HOOK:

KILL AND SLAUGHTER THE FUCKING PIG

KILL AND SLAUGHTER THE FUCKING SCUM

MY FACE IS THE LAST THING YOU WILL FUCKING SEE

RIGHT BEFORE YOU FUCKING DIE

Going Away

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