edgelord

cant express what
I am thinking
words elude me
feel so damn foolish 

I feel so stupid
I feel so useless
I think so I'm so cringe
Im so retarded

Cant connect with
anybody
always anxious 
There's no one there for me

Retarded

idk


im gettin really tired of goin to bed
at 10 o clock
im gettin really fed up i think ive 
had enough

but you wont reply
i wanna see the sky
well go as fast as we can
i cant walk or sit or stand
but you wont reply
wanna see the sky
meaningless divide
youre lost but youre divine

my room is really messy
theres clothes all on the floor
you can find me among them
with one foot out the door

i dont wanna get up
do you have the time
i just dont wanna get up
do you have the time
cus my life is crazy but im too damn lazy everything just happens i dont get a saying
cus my life is shitty oh shes so damn pretty i dont deserve any of this at all
ill put these things to rest now
theyve lost their humanity
im demoted to low down
ill never see the true me
but you wont reply
i wanna see you die
your meaningless divine
but ill forget in time

im gettin really tired
sittin round and growin mold
im gettin really old now 
i cant be an adult

Womp Womp

older song i made in like january

teenagers inside our bedroom
worryingly insecure
everybody knows were losers
were still not completely sure
but dont go
we need you
come be miserable with me
im a crab in a bucket
pull you down down here with me
shooter said were not so worthy
and im inclined to agree
say goodbye to your favorite artists
at least they didnt make gamer 3
gezebelle anhero 13 century cowboy
crustsox dethtech h4rtbrkr fried by fluoride
neetnation endwiser maniac deepblu
steakfry hallowed watermark npobu
dont go
we need you
come be miserable with me
im a crab 
in a bucket
pull you down down here with me

don't go

Lyrics:

I live in constant pain
but I never complain
I think i'll go insane
these feelings I cant contain

I wish my life was greater
but im in a torture chamber
oh no

Torture Chamber (2024 Remaster)

my contribution to the basement tapes comp...

she’s got a cottage-core profile picture on twitter
she’s gonna tell you her opinion on Israel
crucifix between her cute collar bones
pretend to not like her but I really wanna kiss her

cause she’s so based
she’s so based 
she’s so based
she’s so based

her portfolios all in on crypto
she’s gotta a big network yeah she’s really in the know
cigarette burns on her shooter tshirt
smoking outside the show on the patio

yeah I know, I should probably say no
but shes even read notes from the underground
haven’t felt this way in forever
cause I think we’d be so cool together

cause you’re so based
you’re so based
you’re so based
you’re so based

cause she’s so based
she’s so based 
she’s so based
she’s so based

she's so based...

Blackpilled Again (UhOhSlater cover) - Penguinband

Lyrics:
why is it so hard
not to give up again
on my own for the third time
don't know how to fit in
still have the letters you wrote me
guess I won't need them then
guess I really just can't see
when my time will begin

Moving On

what made you think id ever get over you
now you're gone I have nothing left to lose
a maniac is loose and shoots on sight
shoot to kill is all thats on his mind

A gun in my hand 
and voices in my head 
theyre in my head

All I wanted was you to stay
didnt want things to end this way
on my way to a shooting spree
death by cop will be the end of me

A gun in my hand 
and voices in my head 
theyre in my head

Moving On

PopKill