sexual tension between my car and a telephone pole (first make)

An old song that i decided to release
originally written in october 2021
recorded on 4track cassette on about june 2022

Don't Waste Your Time On E Girls

Lyrics:

im gonna drink until i cant stand anymore
then take a shot or four 
and march out the door
piss in my neighbors lawn
and walk into the store
i need more alcohol
BAC galore

don't remember anything 
from the night before
all i know is that smirnoff
rules more than
any whore

i'm in a drunken rage
i wanna stab you in the face
shoot you with my 12 gage
make sure that you're in pain

im in a drunken rage
smirnoff will make me sane
one more shot to the brain
watch my life go down the drain

oooo

i'm in a drunken rage
i wanna stab you in the face
shoot you with my 12 gage
make sure that you're in pain

im in a drunken rage
smirnoff will make me sane
one more shot to the brain
watch my life go down the drain

Smirnoff

Lyrics:

i'd rather have a head on collision
than spend any time with you
i'd rather have a head on collision
now that i know were through (x2)

driving in my car
at 105
tryna get you off my mind
it really makes me sick
the thought kills me inside
that you were once by my side
the memory of you
makes me wonder why
you had to fuck up my life
whatever fuck you
i hope i die
vehicular suicide

i'd rather have a head on collision
than spend any time with you
i'd rather have a head on collision
now that i know were through (x2)

Head On Collision

black ops

handguns are beautiful

Lyrics:

so so tired
I wanna go to bed
i feel like shit
i wish that i were dead
my brain is numb
i feel sick in the head
i fucked up i want my skin to shed
make me bleed so i can feel somethin
i dont deserve to feel anything
my soul is broke 
i need to drink something
fuck my life im tired of living

what have i become
shell of a man
no longer who i used to be

what have i become
im fucking done
im fucking sick of being me

future i cant see
in misery
stuck on the sins that crafted me
i want to change
no one to blame
except for myself 
and im so lame

what have i become
shell of a man
no longer who i used to be

what have i become
im fucking done
im fucking sick of being me

What Have I Become

Lyrics:

I live in constant pain
but I never complain
I think i'll go insane
these feelings I cant contain

I wish my life was greater
but im in a torture chamber
oh no

Torture Chamber (2024 Remaster)

5.56 to break up all those cliques
Double ought is what i brought just to see you bleed a lot
Fuck yourself, you don't know why i even care
On zero day

Ur in my stats
Stacking bodies it's 12 and 0
Fuck an optic
Got no options
you're running too slow
Burn my cross, they're not coming back you know

And i know i couldn't do this without you
Don't they know, we're an army of two
Cannot stand this fucking school
On zero day
x2


*this is based on a movie pls dont fed me

ZEROED IN

A 26-track odyssey through sin, collapse, rebirth, empire, and war.

After a month-long hiatus, AxAxC returns with the most ambitious project in our history — a violent, emotional, and mythic exploration of the human condition.
This album is built on deathcore, nu-metal, liturgy-core, and Christian rock, fused with orchestral suites, Norse epics, spoken-word interludes, and cinematic war narration.

This is an album about burning down the version of yourself that’s killing you.
It opens in the trenches of addiction and internal collapse (“By Sin and Self-Destruction,” “My Demons,” “On My Own”), descends into despair and self-destruction (“I Tried to Be Free,” “Lose It All Again”), and hits its emotional breaking point in the ritualistic centerpiece Self-Immolation Ceremony.

From there, the album rises into myth — with Norse war-cries, celestial hauntings, phoenix-like rebirth, and dirges for doubt and fear.
Then, suddenly, the horizon shifts.
The personal becomes political.
And the final arc transforms into a historical epic — a prelude to AxAxC’s upcoming projects:
The Path of War and Democracy.

“The Rise of Evil” retells the beginning of WW2 as a warning.
“Support • Defend • Democracy” declares the album’s stance.
“Dulce et Decorum” channels war poetry into a modern metal requiem.

The final track, “Lento Bliss,” returns the listener to fragile humanity —
a reminder that after war, both inner and outer…
we still have to live.

This album is a journey.
A confession.
A requiem.
A resurrection.

This is Abolition with Self-Immolation.
Burn the old self.
Rise from the ash.

© AxAxCStudios™ — All rights reserved.
DISTORT • DISTRUST • DESTROY.

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Justice For Me (Remastered)

I am lost.
I have fear.
I just don't understand how,
I came to be here.

Voices in my head are screaming,
Am I really just dreaming,,
I claw at memories collapsing,
But the edges turn into a maze.

Was I dragged here?
Did I crawl?
Is this hell
or just the fall?

Here in the ruin, I’m face-down in fate,
Crushed by the weight I helped create.
If hope is a flame, mine’s burned to ash
No one else here is to blame.

Every step feels like a verdict,
Every heartbeat like a snare,
I’m a ghost inside my own skin
Punching my fist into the air.

Nothing left but scars and loss
Nothing left that feels like what I want,
But I’ll build a throne from this,
Made of every broken bone, from the Abyss.

Tear me apart
I won’t disappear!
Rip out the fear, I’m still here!
I’ll drag my demons to the front line,
Watch them bleed in the war for my mind!

Here in the ruin, I’m face-down in fate,
Crushed by the weight I helped create.
If hope is a flame, mine’s burned to ash
But I rise from the wreck with a heart made of wrath.

If this is the end, then I’ll end it loud
Screaming my name through the smoke and clouds,
Lost or afraid, I refuse to bow
This is my war,
And I'm taking it back now.

Taking it back now.

I refuse to falter.

Sometimes its not how you live,
but how you die.

Song for the Lost

i really hated how you said goodbye
you fucking left me and without a reason why
you cut all contact and abandoned me
when all i wanted was some female company

worthless you make me feel like i am worthless
no purpose when you up and left me deserted
curses cursing out your name i dont deserve this
i dont want you anymore

i lie awake at night cuz i cant sleep
i think of you and i cant help but feel weak
its so sadistic how you showed your love
i wanted you but you didnt want me

worthless you make me feel like i am worthless
no purpose when you up and left me deserted
curses cursing out your name i dont deserve this
i hate you go fuck yourself

Torture Chamber (2024 Remaster)

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