nahh this was amazing you both killed it holy shit

Can you just stop for the weekend
can you just stop with the tweakin
can you not feel how im feelin
can you not get what im feelin

wakin up late every mornin again
stoppin the drugs cause u loosin again
fallin asleep without you in my bed
fallin asleep and u not in my head

breakin apart and im lonely again
wishin that i could just touch you again
its 3 in the 6 and im loosin my head
takin a walk, dont get shot in the head

distance in earth is just too much to take
makin a livin off beatin me dead
i wanna move out so i can get the bread
but im stuck alone, and im loosin again

Can you just stop for the weekend
can you just stop with the tweakin
can you not feel how im feelin
can you not get what im feelin

can you just give me a reason
can you just fall with the treasen
would you just leave me in feelins
couldnt just stop how im feelin

-not home.-

felt like cutting up my eyelids
i been working hard inside the silence
running circles on the island
like why the fuck i even trying?

codeine bright violet
ive been smoking on the hybrid
thoughts inside me turn to violence
emotion seeping through the highlands

welcome to my fucking head
i take the words and i put it to rest 
garbage to still floating and filling my chest
i cant pretend like im feeling the best

i guess im next
they want me dead
pump up my head and my legs with the lead
she second guessing im fucking her friend, yeah

Give Me A Reason w/ not home. (prod. nvki)

[+] I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
*produced by @ *

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[hook/verse: @seejayxo]
I walk in, I'm blacked out
Spent a K on a bag now
Look we just tryna trap out
Baby don't get too attached now (2x)

I'm just with my gang and we coolin'
Baby I know that you want it, you aint foolin this
Pop out with the newest bitch
I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
I be off all kinds of drugs but I got used to it
Pull up on your block, make your heart drop
I got 30 in the Glock, I don't wanna lay you out
But I feel it off the xanny bar, I'm itching hard
Had to pull up in a foreign car, Im swerving off

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
blacked out, sedatives make me pass out
drop a couple k on a bag now 
u don’t feel the same, i could die now 
you won’t shed a tear, eat your heart out
black out n i’m hitting the function 
i’m not the one for discussion 
blood on my jeans, hit em once with the beam 
n seejay jus pouring the tussin
i know better than to get attached now 
this could never last now

blacked out

blacked out (feat. skele) *music vid in desc*

Lyrics:
and i still feel my hands on your thighs
and i still see the look in your eyes
and i remember when you wanted to die
well i did too but we learned to get by

stay close cause i miss you on your smoke break
they know that im crushin but i wont say
lay low holding secrets make my throat ache
i hope you know just how i feel because i wont break

i cant connect, open my mouth, i try to speak but no words come out
i cant connect
thoughts in my head, wish i were dead, im zoning out into the ceiling again
i cant connect

i dont blame you if you ended up not liking me
im a bore and im a menace to society
every day lost in my mind im tryna find some peace
im a ghost and im a shell of what i used to be

always keep you close you know i just cant connect
girl i kept you by my side i had my lips on your neck
if i could only use my words to tell you that im a wreck
and that i need you next to me so i feel safe in this bed

i got some real dark secrets that im hiding away
im tryna keep mental sanity and lock it in place
you know im tryna do my best to make it feel like im sane
i got a fucking parasite i keep it deep in my brain

and you know i might explode, like a land mine
and im sorry if i panic at a bad time
i know you prolly wanna fuck but i flatlined
im just sorry im a wreck im tryna get by

Can't Connect

cant connect

prod frevel & 5head

i decided to try and recreate my old 2019 mix for this one and i rlly like how it turned out

lyrics:

run it back run it back, yea 
snow so cold that i cannot feel my hands yea
ima need to take a break lil baby 
but i’ll be right back
and her smile so sweet
that i can’t stay mad

but i can but i can yea 
runnin shit sendin shots at ur man yea 
she the queen, she hold it down
in the netherrealm 
when i’m not around 
catch the smoke
from 100 rounds
can u hold it down 
4 the GANG (no idea why i said that, i’m sorry)

think u need to switch it up
go change ur attitude 
and i can’t wrap my head round this shit
he can’t have you too 
x2

ur the sun and the stars and the moon and the sky, 
nah i don’t wanna talk to u lil bitch go get offline’d 
and i’m never fuckin sober smokin cookie till i die, yea
i jus need some help think i’m struggling tonight 
x2

run it back run it back, yea 
snow so cold that i cannot feel my hands yea
ima need to take a break lil baby 
but i’ll be right back
and her smile so sweet
that i can’t stay mad

but i can but i can yea 
runnin shit sendin shots at ur man yea 
she the queen, she hold it down
in the netherrealm 
when i’m not around 
catch the smoke
from 100 rounds
can u hold it down 
4 the GANG

netherrealm (frevel x 5head)

[+] there's a mirror in my living room...
* featuring @pinkcig + @emofruits * produced by @jolst*

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu

reflections

reflections (feat. pink cig + emo fruits) [prod. jolst]

Fall Apart Ft. Lil Narnia (Prod. IOF)

ill try drop my remaining dust collectors over the next few weeks
thnk u to @heyzbee for carrying
lyrics

mæsk
getting tired of this shit, always awake and a mess
all of these problems i think need be adressed
bae if u do it just speak wit ur chest out
ion wan an us if its just us depressed



darkness and me by myself all i fear
well i fear for the rest 
picking up the pieces
but they’re all dripping red
restin in peace is ok if im restn wit u
inside of this death bed

i called her but no answer
only talking to myself 
i question pain but there’s no answer
i just help my fucking self

u can hide u can run but
bae your turn will come 
we all suffocate

double chorus

(main)
oh ur eyes are fully wet
and u won’t wanna forget till u die no
yeh my heart been fading slow
but its alright
now its dark
and i been taking everything to make me high
u just wanna stare, and watch me die in this bleak filled night

(backup)
u won’t take my hand, this not meant to be
leaves still fall from our favourite tree
i might lose but at least ill be free
memories so trapped in this bleak filled night

zbee
welcome to the funeral
everything is better when you don’t know what going on
start to think about life 
right before it flash by 
everything it hurts now right before I die

yeah everything hurts oh my
and look what i’ve done with my life
yeah i know i’m supposed to be at peace
but right now life is the only thing I seek

burn
everything it burns
i see myself in these mirrors
but i’m not the person the i used to be
I'm horrible

fighting back spirits that i’m not supposed to be with
i’m down here but it kinda look like venus 
every time talk now it’s seen as treason 
what i’m i supposed to do when i don’t have a reason 

yeah stuck in the deep end
despite all the fire lowkey it be kinda freezing
everybody hates me just because i’m human 
what i am supposed to do when i don’t have an option

yeah minerals they surround me
yeah in the hell fire county
yeah what am i supposed to do when i’m stuck here 
and everything wants to harm me

rest ft zbee (branwen)

https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad

lyrics: 

Pulling up in a taxi
We can smoke out the window from the backseat
What else you need baby rolling up some ape shit
Kicking like it laced shit oh my god

I wanna kiss you all night long
Girl this flights been long
And with them tights on your carry on
Now my dick needs medical attention

Tiny form pretty bitch suck away the tension
I'm stumbling round the moon
Yeah weed smoke
Out my dome
Out my clothes
In my home count my roll

Everywhere I go there's purple smoke coming out my ears and my nose

Smoking in the backseat girl
I can see on my screen
Smoking in the backseat girl
I swear you're all I ever need

It's all yours

Talk in the back with me girl
Show me how it's all yours
It's all yours
Talk in the back with me girl
Let me hear you say those words

I will not fall no not today
I will not fall no not today
I will not fall no not today
I will not fall no not today

No not today
I will not fall no not today

Descension II

Descension II ft. lil happy lil sad

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals:

Artists / Producer:
@kingtheta

Lyrics:
Was I supposed to
Say something before I left
I feel so underdressed
Am I opposed to
Selling my self-doubt
What is this about
Are you close to
The people in your life
What does that feel like
Don’t gotta show you
The catacomb inside
You see it in real time

Am I tired of myself
Or am I just plain tired
There’s much left to be desired
(From this shell)
Am I lying to myself
One ordinary liar
Bend truth to stay inspired
(In this hell)

I’m on the sidetrack
Got lost along the way
Saw clovers and sun rays
I’m comin right back
Now it doesn’t feel the same
But I hope it does some day

Am I tired of myself
Or am I just plain tired
There’s much left to be desired
(From this shell)
Am I lying to myself
One ordinary liar
Bend truth to stay inspired
(In this hell)

Now I’m jumpin out the window in the night
I know it’s a dream and i’ll take flight
(I love playing, this is a sandbox)
(I hate fighting, this is a war)

King Theta - Ego Fatigue

stuck on every line

prod. @prodbybrody

guitar by 93feetofsmoke

swingsets

spotify

no better (prod. brody & 93FEETOFSMOKE)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4P16CiLZeVyItt6IZ7GIF8?si=DmISfKRiSEe_IeZj8py6Cw

vocals/mixing by harvest, @softhert and @hammy
production by harvest
art by harvest and hamilton

instagram: www.instagram.com/harvestdusker

lyrics:
(harvest)
did i really have to fall this far?
seeing halos
break myself out of this heart
stay low

tired of mistakes i've made
tired of this grave
growing old of everyday feeling like it's the same
blue days
white hours
did i, did i ever pick the flower?
i'm an ice dancer watch me slip around as i start to fold 
searching for answers watch me spin faster till i start to know

(hamilton)
searching for the answers that i'll never find
but nothing really matters at the end of time
so imma run it up till i'm dead and gone
i could give a fuck about living long
i could give about anything
pour another cup now i'm withering
feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for 

feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for x2

(softheart) 
lately i've been living on high stakes
she a ballerina spinning on ice skates
got, got a feeling i'm not safe
i'm a victim of the wrong time right place
lately i been trying not to lose patience
it's a struggle everyday i do the same shit
then i feel a little better when i make shit
it gets better when i switch the location
(not sure about this part lol)

no swear to god i can't stand it
i'm manic
i'm frantic 
i can't think 
i panic
i just sink 
titanic

frozen in place, i wish i could keep you frozen in place
not saying there's no guarantee
i'll go to the coast till i'm safe (?)
it's the safe thing everyday
mind spinning like it's on ice skates
going southbound to a dry state

(harvest) [chopped]
did i really have to fall this far?
seeing halos
break myself out of this heart
stay low

(hamilton)
feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for x2

halos (feat. hamilton & softheart)

Medicine Music



                                          


℞ ♡ ✦ harvest ✦ ♡ ℞


⚰︎ NEW ALBUM 'DESIGNED BY PAIN' APRIL 19TH ⚰︎

Descension II ft. lil happy lil sad

poppy tears / smøke me

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