[people in this song]

@jacc_ak

@imtapo

@__landyn__

[main ig]

@nohopeshawty

pablo escobar ft. tapo (prod. onlyrealcash)

the day (prod. CapsCtrl)

Out now on all platforms
https://band.link/Y4wFo

INKIVI - https://soundcloud.com/inkivi
d3lusion - https://soundcloud.com/d3luxion
JUNK KING - https://soundcloud.com/junk_king
outcry. - https://soundcloud.com/outcryisnot
BoiGo0se - https://soundcloud.com/boigo0se

[INKIVI]
I don't wanna be alone
I'm dying at my home
I don't wanna be alone
I'm dying at my home

Every day I feel like I'm failing
I've been down and trying to get something
Mom, don't think that I'm alone
I got voices in my head
They replace my friends

[d3lusion]
I'm her plug but she treat me like her lover
I crashed the benz now I'm waiting 4 a comeup
I came from dirt but im grindin 4 my momma
I feel like the devil cause my feet say prada

I took another pill tryna numb my feelings
Voices in my head do their words have any meaning?
She said she luv me but not the life I'm living
Baby we are different my heart isn't healing

Do you trust me, do you rlly mean it?
I'm fiending bad said I really fuckin need it
I'm cutting up
Doing triple digits
Went n copped a beamer got the windows tinted

[JUNK KING]
Lost the thought of u 
I’m cryin hard 4u 
I can’t see y I live I am dyin 4u 
Break my heart in pieces I was tryin 4u 
Take it all away I aint lyin 2u 

I aint lyin cuz I tried but it’s never good enough 
They like junk, y u never gave af?
Sippin mud wit the club pop 2 
Ion give af
Ion give af

[outcty.]
I'm not at all intimidated by the thought of falling down
I live in a place where people don't even wanna get out of the mud
I see their happy faces and know if give them a gun
They won't shoot it down their throats, they'll put this town on the fucking ground

I don't want to talk about the voices in my head
Because I'm starting to forget about the times I couldn't sleep in bed
I'll never allow myself go back, relive it all again
I'm strong enough now to live my life without a fucking pain

Bro, just tell if you feel bad
Don't be afraid, it's in your head
Know that I'll always help you and I always give you a hand
All you hear is your mind
Screaming that you wanna die
I believe you'll make the light come on in your fucking eyes

[BoiGo0se]
Never even dated
But u broke my hearth
Tearing me to pieces
I love all my scars
Mby imma weirdo
Imma keep it sharp
Never even dated
But u see me far

Never told my feelings
Keeping them away
Awfully amazed
How u gaze away
Fuck it imma die before I hit the bay
Mby boigo0se
Will put bullets in his brain

Death Wish Club

rip nc 63 at a highspeed
who tf let an emo on a type beat 
gettin kinda cozy but these idiots dont like me
everybody scared that ima pop n make it my scene

30k i got capri sun in my lunchables
i been eatin hella good but i aint close to full
coulda used your hands like a man but u chose to pull
now he outta line n i dont know what he finna do

i aint a made man
spent 100 bucks on some off brand ray bans
call the drain man
do you got sum gas or am i sober for the weekend

i got big plans
glocky wit a middle finger stick it to the big man
oh you a big fan?
fuck up outta here dont even know what my name is

BIG MAN

BIG MAN (PROD. WAYTOOGONE)

audio snippet from prisoners
prod rodger

lyrics:
under club lights
on the weekend
i stick my head up
oh its freezing

i stick my head up in club lights
i feel my eyes start 2 roll back
i really miss all the good times
i dont regret everything u do

she told me to forget it tho idk
but i cant ever get it tho
i guess its my fault

n u said its 4ever tell me something i aint feeling better
in the dark these feelings got me on a one way path
n it hurts oh my god it rly hurts my heart
but this time i can make my mark

i can try but can u feel this
these emotions gotta pill this

@grim-sesh:
Ima be okay thats the shit you try to tell me
Money comin in but im still feelin lonely
I dont need a bitch thats the shit you tryna sell me
thats what you think then you didnt really know me
Sauced up coke up on the table an i fade back
Hate me for my habits maybe you should just say that
Baby got me fucked up
Tryna keep these drugs up
Cuz you left me in the dust im struggling just to keep up
When im all you see in ur feed  keep the block up
When im in the club keep the peace 
i keep the piece tucked

everything u do w/ grymthamyth

2-track CD single out 13th June on Blackjack Illuminist Records

Gleichbau

2-track CD out 13/Jun

Such a vivid memory of that day…


(Hook)
Acting like you know enough,
Couldn’t change my mind,
Had I felt the same, I wouldn’t trade the time,
I had, the love I had, 
Bleeding out on stones,
Holding onto thorns, 
Valentine 

(Bridge)
You hated me,
You wanted me,
You hated me,
You wanted me

valentine

https://soundcloud.com/teenpregnancy

♡ LYRICS ♡

ion really wana wake up
she doesn't know what the pain does x 2

you wouldn't even write to me then
and now you want me in your bed 
Im a substance something you depend 
I've got you locked up tied until the end 

just get me fucked up ion wana think
fuck the club I got blood in my sink 
it ain't enough na Im stacking up sins
she hit my number and I ain't answering

I just wana fucking make it out
Im eating chemicals until I drown x 2 

I put my hoodie on and its rose pink
she woke me up from my comatose quick
I said Im sorry mom but ima go in 
cause when I die I want the world to notice 

so get me fucked up ion wana think
fuck the club I got blood all up in my fucking sink 
it ain't enough i'll be stacking up my fucking sins
she hit my number and I ain't answering

drown (prod. teen pregnancy)

De Trick - Nothing Remains (Prod. hateful)

hateful - https://soundcloud.com/hatefulbeats

Lyrics.

Im insane
fuck my pain
swear you
left me with a stain 

Gone insane
nothing remain
all i see
is this rain

nothing remain
in this rain
nothing remain
im not the same

im not the same

Nothing Remains (Prod. hateful)

SK - Cage(prod. YungJZAisDead)

lyrics... kidnapping the ones we love

(hook)

She begged me to let her go
She said you can't leave me here alone
She's trapped like a ball & chain
I love you through everything you know
And i'll never runaway
And you'll never leave me here alone
She started to yell and scream
I'll break every silence in the room

(verse)

Im such a bonehead
I'm trapped in my own head
With nowhere to go
I look at my phone
And I know people are watching me
Every turn I make and every mile I drove
Every motel night I stayed
Trying to find a way 
To cover my tracks
93 feet of snow
But I can't concentrate
And we can't conversate
Without you crying
Begging me let go

(bridge)

Woah, I think its time to let you know
I guess I gotta let you go
Woah
No
Oh No

ball & chain (+ 93feetofsmoke)

spotify/apple music

Ball & Chain (+ 93FEETOFSMOKE)

Medicine Music



                                          


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⚰︎ NEW ALBUM 'DESIGNED BY PAIN' OUT NOW ON SPOTIFY ⚰︎

drown (prod. teen pregnancy)

poppy tears / smøke me

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