Some people say suicide is cowardly. Suicide isn't cowardly. I'll tell you what is cowardly, treating people like shit to the point that they would want to end their lives.

People always judge and say your stupid if you kill your self, because you have so much to live for. But once you place your self on the other side of the gun or knife or noose, you just will never understand.

1 suicide occurs every 40 seconds.   A young lady received suicidal thoughts and wrote in a letter "These voices in my head are telling me to kill myself: suicide is not the way forward. I am so stressed, why is this happening to me?". The voices in her head were trying to overpower her; she refused to let them win. She opened to to her sister and showed her the letter, as she cried while being hugged by her sister she said "I beat the voices in my head, one year and a half and I am still fighting. I needed this hug; thank you.". The suicidal victim saved herself by believing in recovery; suicide is 100% preventable. The girl is willing to still het professional help so she can beat her five illnesses; depression, bulimia nervosa, anxiety, mood swing disorders and insomnia; that girl is me.

how is it all gonna change one day if I'm slowly killing myself...

I have tow voices in my head and one tells me to go die and the other voices say i still have things to live for and I have a hard time believing in it all the stuff I had been holding on I should have let it go I damaged my heart and my mind I can hardly thing what I was back then I was so happy but now i'm nobody i'm just a ghost everyone see through me i'm smart I tried to die but the voices holds me bake and I can't do it I keep trying but I can't do it people says i'm weak I think there right i'm a ghost and i'm weak and nobody my life is just shit for me.

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lyrics: 

I been looking for a light that doesn't fade 
I been cooling in the night with my blade

she asked me what I'm doing said I'm tryna hold the weight
I said I'm here now but she said its too late
all the fucking time that I went and put to waste
never knew it happened no I never left a trace

cause it's all gotta change one day 
but for now it stays the same
I've been slowing down my heart rate
and numbing out the aches  

cause it's all gotta change one day 
but for now its all the same
I've been slowing down my heart rate
I been numbing out my aches

lil happy lil sad:

baby girl i feel alone
i been thinkin bout u when im low
i feel like ive lost everything
i feel like i am dead within

baby girl i feel alone
i make it worse when i am smoking dope
i feel like ive lost everything
im crying with lil sedative tn8

girl i never feel at home
im acting strong but i just cant go on
i wish that i could make u see
i wish that you could make me feel again

oooo
i feel so lonely
oooo
i feel alone

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looking for a light that doesn't fade w/ lil happy lil sad (prod. offline x 1800entity)

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