lyrics: 

It's so fucking plain to see ay
Know you always wanted me ay
Filled with boredom break my teeth ay
Now the bag has taken me
I go I go

To another place to find my head
Got a hunnit ways to make a cheque
Head down and it's relevant
I'm blessed now and it's evident

The pain pill resurrect
The meds help me to live
Dipped text never sent
Off a substance but in my element

I told you so
To leave it alone
Living as a ghost
My bodies been froze

Narcotic numb me
She called me a junkie
I let my blood bleed
Heart no vacancy

I tried hard at some things
But others mean nothing
You said there's reason
I melt till I'm leaning

Let's keep between us
I think she's geeking
Let myself weaken
If going it's deep in

My brain is completed
Burnt out on weekends
It hurt to leave them
Ctrl Alt Delete him

I told you so
To leave it alone
Living as a ghost
My bodies been froze

It's been froze

✧ spotify ✧

Narcotic Numb Me

life is beautiful (GAXILLIC)

cardigan ft KcChalk (irby x jolst)

From your hospital bed 
Crying in a cold descend 
X2

The first time 
tellin me its over 
I don’t think I’ll see you 
Grow older 
Just get closer 
When The tears falls fast 
Need a shoulder 

And I promise I won’t run away 
Again 
Trying to write down everything i ever said 
Before they pulled off the stretcher and you left 
Fuck 

Why is god always 

messing with my head  
X2

[operation sounds]

From your hospital bed 
Crying in a cold descend 
X2

The memories 
Hold weight in my heart 
Tethered in one 
each passing day 
reminds me that 
Im close
To ur arms  
Close to ur arms 
Not so far apart 
The memories 
Hold weight in my heart

HOSPITAL BED [PROD. JTPARK]

finalfantasy </3
.
.
.

(emo fruits) 

text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close

indecisive 
i can neva eva leave the store
pink cig pour another one
im movin real slow
love that im emo
she can tell by my clothes
blood drippin from my nose
when she 

text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close
text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close
text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close

(150lated)

Can’t tell 
What’s life 
Or I’m dreaming 
Come thru to my room
Cuz I’m bleeding 
Hot summer 
But the cold got me tweakin 
Goth mansion gonna snow 
all weekend 
got my chain from Jesus 
Last bump 
So you know I’m boutta key it 
And she know I’m one step 
From the deep end 
Chrome hearts 
On face 
Got me cheesin’ 
Don’t even act 
like you care 
Barely hear your voice 
Where you’re right there 
Miss feeling ur nails 
Between my hair 
Nothing really matters
I’ll die right here 

I’ll die right here 
Nothing but a fantasy 
We both share 
I’ll die right here 
Nothing but a fantasy 
We both share 

(emo fruits)

text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close
text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close
text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close
.
.
.
<3

-emo fruits aka I LOVEEEEEEE A GOOD FINAL FANTASY

FINALFANTASY w/ 150LATED (prod. rxhff)

[lyrics:]

-----txnshi-----
where did u go?
its been so damn long
since u showed up here
u jus disappeared

it was stupid to believe that ur coming back
u jus killed me through a screen, caused a heart attack
blood is covering the leaves on the forest tracks
what a horrible disease that i want u back

-----ibleedicare-----
That I want you back
Yes, I can see your whole disguise through the cracks.
You're on my mind, love makes me blind
You're on my mind, and it's happiness I can't find.

Bury me now bitch,
I can see all the lies I've ditched
Under your spell, you're like a witch
Skipping the end like a video game
Fuck every day I still feel the same
How could I forget your name
Bitch, You're so heartless
Now my mind i s a mess

-----txnshi-----
since u fucked me up i turned so fucking cold
fucking froze my blood, i turn rain into snow
im on all these drugs, i cant be on my own
jus a suicidal fuck, im a goddamn joke

walking home alone i see ur face everywhere i go
once im home i hope i finally jus slit my throat
its so lonely without u in my life
call the homies to tell them that i died

-----ibleedicare-----
Tell them that i died
You'll never realize how much I cried
I thought I saw my future in your eyes
But  I know your love was one of those fucking lies

slit my throat w/ibleedicare (cloutedd.)

All Platforms February 21st!


(prod aereola) link to their youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@aureolayt/videos

Broken Body

[+] i still feel your presence in this absence and it's intractable.  
* prod by @iofmusic *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=64JRGiNd-uY

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
wrap me up i cant see a thing
maybe this is just one of my dreams
oh but i can still feel your touch
like you never even left

ay but i know its all in my head ya
you would never come again
so i lay here alone in my bed
contemplating why we 're only friends

[verse:]
rip my heart right out my chest bihhh
i swear you fake
i shouldve never second guessed it
i see your games i know em now
i heard you stressin
now you tryna pull me in
i learned my lesson
now im too hot
i fuck around and melt whole spot
still rep my old block
1120 fuck the ops
we just smoke
i break it down and roll it up
now they show me love
motha fuckas pourin up

music video

your touch (music video in desc)

seven days & then a week's gone by
no i haven’t had the time to miss you yet
& i’m 
sick & tired of making everyone else feel right when i can’t get there myself
& it’s probably my fault i guess
take the guilt & lock it up in my chest
go ahead again & bury it 
my heart is visible i’m wearing it
pin it to my sleeve & you can see there’s no repairing it 


tell me that it’s ok
i ain’t ok
no the worry that i feel it isn’t worth it 
getting worse &
it ain’t workin
cause the way you cut me down it was on purpose 

another shot right to the head like
drink another bottle every night to try & feel right
i got time to kill
oh yea it's murder after midnight
i can't help but stay up all the way until it get bright
wake up when the sun is doing down i never see light
i don't like the kind that make it easy to get inside
naaaaa
how did i end up living this life
i don't wanna do this anymore i'm getting tired 

so don’t tell me that it’s ok
i ain’t ok
no the worry that i feel it isn’t worth it 
getting worse &
it ain’t workin
cause the way you cut me down it was on purpose

Cut Me Down (prod. Sleye)

prod. @blade_901

lyrics:
this pain won't go away with the seasons changing
the snow's melted and gone but I feel the same
I look around, you're not there
just a scenic painting
a backdrop where it's pouring freezing rain
by the creek where we sat and watched the sunset
skipping rocks on the water 
yours beat mine
I try to cling to hope
but I don't have much left
everything just fades in time
looking at these pictures of us on my old phone
we're split apart by the crack in the screen
now I'm crying at the park
I should go home
so that this sorrow stays unseen
memories of us inside a time capsule
should have stayed in the ground
but I dug them up
the locket from your necklace
the lid from my snapple
some old movie ticket stubs
and the saddest part is that we never got to see the sequel
and honestly I wish that this feeling was fatal
a sadness so strong that both my lungs collapsed
stopped my heart from beating
all organs unable to function
no more sand in the hourglass
now I'm lying here gasping for my last breath
I know that you probably don't care
I've used up all the oxygen that I had left
and now I'm finally out of air

got a little sad there eh bud (prod. blade901)

i think that its time to change my ways.........

Change My Ways (prod. NICKISGONENOW)

Medicine Music



                                          


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⚰︎ NEW ALBUM 'DESIGNED BY PAIN' APRIL 19TH ⚰︎

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poppy tears / smøke me

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