@odece #us #toman

last song of 2021 :) thank u all 4 the support and luv. thank u all 4 a great year of growth and all the new beginnings im a part of. happy new years every1.

lyrics:

(victxrw)

like whts my fucking purpose?
all i ever know is all the pills tht i purchase
i know ur fucking hurting
all i wnna do is try 2 make u feel worth it
i dont wnna make u feel so worthless
and every single time i tell u tht ur perfect,
u dont listen so now ur feelings worsen
i stg im not doing it on purpose

thinking bout the past but i know its not my fault,
cause every single time i try 2 talk u would
walk away n leave me here
my heart enwrapped with layers of fear </3
i didnt know wht i was doing...
all these fucking voices in my head telling me 2 do it

u said tht ur done well i think tht im done too
feel like i gotta run but theres nowhere else 2 run 2
u said tht its over yea ig thats fucking done too
dont wanna stretch it out but remember i still got u...

like whts my fucking purpose?
all i ever know is all the pills tht i purchase
i know ur fucking hurting
all i wnna do is try 2 make u feel worth it
i dont wnna make u feel so worthless
and every single time i tell u tht ur perfect,
u dont listen so now ur feelings worsen
i stg im not doing it on purpose...

purpose (odece)

small (ost)

9 beats clips(just contact me to buy leases or exclusives)
1 in 00:00
2 in 01:16
3 in 02:28
4 in 03:31
5 in 04:38
6 in 05:50
7 in 06:58
8 in 07:58
9 in 09:41

frikke solo semptember clips 2023

I don't know what else to do with this so imma drop it now for filler lol
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

Digicore kinda sucks now ngl
If part 2 minesweeping

GoingUp +PRXY! & Lumina (kittyflower)

all by me
https://open.spotify.com/album/61l6OP58R2xAiIQER5sy71

factorial 144.326!mp3 (spotify desc)

lyrics: 

How could you make it about me 
Was it really that hard to see
You never really missed me
I don’t think its a mystery
Im in the fog  by the lake
My tears fall my hands shake
Going numb like novocaine 
I can’t ever forgive this mistake
Your waiting to see if I will break
My wings torn but I still pray 
You never asked if im ok
Holy blood smeared on the blade
My wrists seen better days     
In my room in a cave

I just want to forget 
Refund on time spent  
Wishing that we never kissed
Heart inside a deeper pit
Fresh to death in a crypt
I hope you always think of this
Glock a bey I let it rip 
Warm blood falling down my lip

If you really want me you would come for me!
Always come off so haunting you won't comfort me...
comfort me... you won't comfort me! 

How could you make it about me 
Was it really that hard to see
You never really missed me
I don’t think its a mystery
Im in the fog  by the lake
My tears fall my hands shake
Going numb like novocaine 
I can’t ever forgive this mistake
Your waiting to see if I will break
My wings torn but I still pray 
You never asked if im ok
Holy blood smeared on the blade
My wrists seen better days     
In my room in a cave

✨patience🪽 (RAV3N)

196 bpm
Guitar, Bass, Drums by Jacy
Mixed & Mastered by Jacy
Written by Jacy

You take me back
You take me where
I heard your love was on it's way home
Don't get hit
Please don't get hurt
I'd love to make it back and call you my own
If you take me in then take me in for good
I was on a cliff in my dreams waiting for your push
I couldn't tell you how to keep still
Show me who you want to be to me
And the moonlight on your sheets I couldn't keep my mouth shut
I wanna see you grow old
Can't say it, I can't say it
I'm back where I first was
Had like a thousand cuts
Little to no trust
I'm never coming home
I'm never coming home
Take me in
Say it
Don't let them know
Don't let him in
You're hurting yourself
You're hurting me

Please don't hurt me
I'm not who you think I am
I am nothing
I deserve to lose my heartbeat now
Could you end me before I have to
I'm done searching
I found out what I was
Please don't hurt yourself
You are everything to me
Please don't take it out on yourself
Darling, the world hates us
I am nothing, I am nothing, I am nothing
I won't make it

Today Felt Different

cover of lotus song https://soundcloud.com/lov3lotus/dreams-prod-resonance?si=e29d5f6c49eb49eb9276d491253dcf85&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

@lov3lotus
@rs2k

this means a lot to me

if u would stay with me one more minute
i would steal the world
im stuck
sick and tired of craving for love

4am my blankets wrapped your skin for the last time
now youre gone
i wanted you to stay for the last time
bang my head against the wall
cuz i cant stop the ringing in my mind
when the image of your smile comes again

remember when it all began
it was a winter night
i was staying in
you smiled at me
i replay it in my dreams

is it bad that i still miss you
would i be wrong if i kiss you
im so fucked i wanna end this

now i stay up all alone
0 messages on my phone
ull be out with make up on
hitting on another dude

you ran away from my arms
im still wondering what i did wrong

if u would stay with me one more minute i would steal the world

t3rnura

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