perf

damn i hate my wrist, but i love the way it bleeds
get a jug of ice make sure ill forever sleep
this shit wont ever heal, gotta use some fucking ink
they say im a junkie, shawty these my medicines

fuck that bitch, i dont want shit
drown my anger in these pills
stitch my throat, i cant speak
tie my hands and let me sink

why do people kill themselves.... in such unoriginal ways

cus ive seen caddyshack about a hundred times
talking like im captain kirk in the lunchline
and we dont talk to girls they always pick those guys
and four more years of this i dont know how i'll survive

i cant talk to girls

loop this till it’s stuck in your head

i’m shitty
i’m shitty
i’m always fuckin rude
i’m shitty 
i’m shitty 
and so obsessed with u
i was
wai-ting
for u
i really wish you would fuckin stay

imshitty

brb faggots

https://www.instagram.com/dontcheckmyfridge

honestly i don’t see the big deal
 
@1not & @suicidalloser
are u my owner cause u make my fucking tail wag
when i’m sad and you rub my tummy 
waiting at the door watching time just past 
as u tell me im your favorite puppy

so baby can i?
be your puppy 4ever ^_^
yeah can i be your puppy forever
ill stay by ur side 
no matter the weather
so can i be ur puppy 4ever
instead of moaning baby ill bark for u 
and ill dress up in a cute lil fur fucking suit
when i misbehave 
theyll send me away
i swear i wanna to obey 
im just not okay 
im sorry





shoutout @1not for writing majority of the lyrics

i fucking love it when you call me a good boy

https://soundcloud.com/keshibeats/bandaids not prod me

made this cuz im sad

u shouldve told me...
idk what to say
why are u sorry ?
how did things get this way ?
my heart is broken
down to the core
this is not what i wanted...
idk what i want anymore

im afraid the bandaids
are no good
for heartache

not okay...
so tell me
when ur world comes crashing down

if i was perfect - why are you sorry?

cover by magnittone on ig

https://www.instagram.com/dontcheckmyfridge?igsh=NW50bGhrbGNvaDkw&utm_source=qr
cat fucking a handbag

@suicidalloser
doing hella lines 
i got coke all on my nose :3
i cut my wrist all da time 
and i lik no1 fucking knows :(
swear i hate my fucking life 
wanna stab out all my eyes ^_^
she don’t really die 
so i told her get da fuck home >:(
im outside ur house 
im watchin thru da windows :3
i come when ur not around 
and smell ur pillows >^<
im creepy fuck 
i’m such parasocial weirdo 
baby if give me a chance 
i’ll replace ur dildo :3

i still have your apartment key (*≧∀≦*)

@tilldeathdowestart

oh oh dont u know
ive been in love with u since years ago
ur so cold cold
I shouldve known that my heart was frozen years ago

i know u think ur quite clever
and im so whatever
im weezin out of breath
cus ur tearing up my sweater

these lies cant keep us together
u couldnt run forever
u shouldve known better
u follow every rule down to the damn letter
justin bieber haircut never say never

till death do we start - why cant you just like me back

dont cry when im gone
when i seethe pictures i cant help but smile

if the stars align
and i met u again 
will u be waiting my friend
everyday in my head all there is is war 
or maybe im jsut too paranoid 
and i think about it everyday
the time u left me went away
and the hill im climbing is too steep
and when i think tears roll right down my cheek

i wanna be a jack-o-lantern - song for a friend

@suicidalloser

leave me 
out here to rot 
i’m not worth it
you take me out side 
looked me in the eyes
said i’m perfect

leave me here to rot
can’t be ur person
 that’s shit for certain 
 i’m just such a burden 
you can say i’m not 
love me a lot 
 and the feeling just worsens 
 don’t wanna be that guy
i’m nothing that important 
 all my problems tie around ur neck 
like a damn serpent 
  
i’m such a loser 
she knows 
 i have no future that’s close 
all out of rope 
so i’ll just take my meds 
and double the dose  
you look at me with much potential 
 while my eyes are closed 
when u think of me 
you see someone
when i think i see ghosts

im not what you want dude *ALL PLATS*

she's mad at evie 😓

tha gf song or wtv idk what this is

i just wanna get u wet like ur lapras
151 things that ill never do
im on route 6 thinkin bout my actions
put u in a pokeball and id torture u
now im so drunk like electabuzz
tried to tell me ur concerns didnt gaf
and my names n like a no one
but u cant escape shawty u should level up

151 things i wanna do to you

ohhhh you lied
i couldn’t forgive you
if i tried
oh my eyes
them nights 
i stayed awake
and fought to cry 
oh can you rip and tear
through my insides? 
i know that stories often differ
from on your side
oh alright 
alright
i could forget you
but it’s eating me alive
i kept your letter
in a box 
underneath my bed 
next to my dirty socks
with all the words you said 
and the hair that you shed
and the cigs you said you’ll leave 
but you left me instead 
 i reach for you
but you just pass through
i know these drugs won’t 
make feel as cool   
but you know
i’ll hold on to my guts
and cover everyone i love 
like im bullet proof 
but no
i’m not :(

bulletproof demo

chillin wit my shawty
im so gone cant feel my body
everything is looking shoddy
we can sit and drink some coffee
by the fireplace and talk
when ur gone im there to stalk
and i walked and i walked
down every single block
n she said im weird but she thinks that im cool
i dont feel like anything but a fucking tool
n its fine thats what i am
u can be so very cruel
i just yearn for ur approval
kicked me in the family jewels
n when im gone noone will care
Cuz there was nobody there
All i have is me and squares
And the thought of your cool hair
if i were to pass out
n just fuckin tap out
would u give me narcan
would u leave me on the ground
im a fuckin loser
this shit is my diary
dealing with anxiety
i get high do not mind me
dont fit in with society
ima leave it quietly
give me way more privacy
fuck this life its not for me

when ur gone

under her fucking spell
 
dc: lustatfirstbite

i still have your apartment key (≧∀≦)

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