https://www.instagram.com/dontcheckmyfridge

honestly i don’t see the big deal
 
@1not & @suicidalloser
are u my owner cause u make my fucking tail wag
when i’m sad and you rub my tummy 
waiting at the door watching time just past 
as u tell me im your favorite puppy

so baby can i?
be your puppy 4ever ^_^
yeah can i be your puppy forever
ill stay by ur side 
no matter the weather
so can i be ur puppy 4ever
instead of moaning baby ill bark for u 
and ill dress up in a cute lil fur fucking suit
when i misbehave 
theyll send me away
i swear i wanna to obey 
im just not okay 
im sorry





shoutout @1not for writing majority of the lyrics

i fucking love it when you call me a good boy

@tilldeathdowestart

well idk what to say to u
i never had the courage 
to do what i do want to do
like ok thats fine its ok its alright
wont resist i wont fight i just want to be alright
ive been through the rejections
we're just best friends and 
i know your boyfriends quite jealous of it
youre going off to college
mom says youre an alcoholic
dad says that youre full of knowledge
i think that youre fully off it
your rocker you cant go
i dont know i dont know
where to where to go
i dont i dont know
so if we're just best friends
i hope this doesnt end
i love you as a friend
i love you never again
its the truth youre concealing
dont play with my feelings
my line snapped im not reeling
i hope this goes away 
i never wanna see your face
no i cannot take the pain
im gonna k myself today or real soon

till death do we start - just friends (its 2 am and im depressed i havent slept in a few days)

i never wanted to berate you,
but i hate you.
look what you've done to me,
you're part of what you see.
i never wanted to berate you,
but i hate you.
you were precious to me,
back when i couldn't see.

so ugly inside,
foundation of lies.
so ugly inside,
foundation of lies.

i never wanted berate you,
but i hate you.

so ugly inside

@tilldeathdowestart

oh oh dont u know
ive been in love with u since years ago
ur so cold cold
I shouldve known that my heart was frozen years ago

i know u think ur quite clever
and im so whatever
im weezin out of breath
cus ur tearing up my sweater

these lies cant keep us together
u couldnt run forever
u shouldve known better
u follow every rule down to the damn letter
justin bieber haircut never say never

till death do we start - why cant you just like me back

prod @alphieafterlife

lovecupid
she was the girl i met in winter 
she had pretty black hair
she was cold as the winter
she knew god could not save her
how does it feel to be alone
dont take that pill might overdose
 dont be a bitch dont be a pussyy
it cant be that bad at home
your walk home all alone 
dont let your life be that bad

you said your life going bad way well i believe you
just look at yourself 
we both know you need your mental heath
you so fucking degusting
i know i cant help you
just look at me and look at you two broken parallels 


how does it feel to be alone
dont take that pill might overdose
 dont be a bitch dont be a pussyy
it cant be that bad at home
your walk home all alone 
dont let your life be that bad



alphie

im so scared of you
you want me to be better but what can i do
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
im so scared of you
you want me to be better but what can i do
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak

girl i met in winter w/ alphie

requiem for you - nothing at all

death’s never that far from me,
sometimes being dead is all i want to be.
these scars can tell a tale,
i wrote all the details and without fail.

no one can love me like i do,
no one hates me more than i hate myself.

one day i wont hold on anymore
one day i will let go

written in scars

the girl i like has a boyfriend
and she lives across the ocean
but she used to love me ik
yes ik ik
you even told me so

jus want you to know i care for you
jus want you to be right there with me
when she comes across the sea
na na na
im always alone, im dying alone
i cant even help it, its on my own

the girl i like has a boyfriend
but ill always love her til the end
and hes never dropped a single album
but ik ik
ill always love you so

jus want you to know i care for you
jus want you to be right there with me
when she comes across the sea
na na na
im always alone, im dying alone
i cant even help it, its on my own

the girl i like :L

(prod. dead yami)
hey u can u be mine i think that we could be smth someday
jk yea nevermind i forgot i still have my nbk
so i have little time before my brains are all over the place
you stupid fluoride minds will feel the wrath and also get a taste

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

i never had a real love in my entire life
unless u count my arm who really loves my old knife
mom im so sorry but i cant take this anymore
not my fault fully its mainly all of those goth whores

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

i feel like i am nothing
one day i will be something
i do not deserve loving
but my gun deserves humming

yea i feel like nothing, yea i feel like nothing but thats alright

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

cant wait till were goneeee x4

im up to something stupid

acoustic demo of song that me and my band will play

this time im truly numb

Produced by holdmetillicry and coldwntr
Vocals mixed by holdmetillicry
Lyrics:

@holdmetillicry
you make me wanna die
you make me wanna die
i think ill kms
cause my whole life is a lie
commiting suicide
and i dont even know why
cuz i just wanna feel something instead of rot

the way u drive me crazy
dont think ill live at 80
girl i just want ur love but u been acting shady

and girl im sorry that i forgot to take u out
but im a loser , sit online , what i write about
ill cut my wrists just watch me bleed i wont make a sound
i think ill kms tonight and im sorry 

@coldwntr
swear ur Love drives Me crazy
swear I want Ur Love so badly
Dont know what it'd take for you to like me back
I'd give you my life, I wont ever look back
You seem to not care latelyyyyyy 
i know u dont notice meeeeeee :///
Visions of what we Could Beeee<#33
just know that For You Id bleed

@holdmetillicry
and i can't work at all
baby i just wanna lay in bed zzz
i took 20 fucking pills to get you right outside my head
but it didn't even work, so i just think of you again
i think ill kms tonight and im sorry 

you make me wanna die
you make me wanna die
i think ill kms
cause my whole life is a lie
commiting suicide
and i dont even know why
cuz i just wanna feel something instead of rot

till death do we start - why cant you just like me back

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