https://open.spotify.com/track/6D6fwXa6WxylpiiI0yrD48?si=6d24661134b54b4e

beat & vocals done by me and @octoberlies
october:

i hate the way you're looking at me
with those eyes say ur unhappy
with the way you started snapping
everything that fuckin happened


me:
wake up feelin depressed
thinkin abt all the shit that u said
wonder when youll get outta my head
ur still there so ill try again

you're still here

till death do we start - fucking loser fucking dumbass

six days after christmas - sakura

https://www.instagram.com/dontcheckmyfridge

honestly i don’t see the big deal
 
@1not & @suicidalloser
are u my owner cause u make my fucking tail wag
when i’m sad and you rub my tummy 
waiting at the door watching time just past 
as u tell me im your favorite puppy

so baby can i?
be your puppy 4ever ^_^
yeah can i be your puppy forever
ill stay by ur side 
no matter the weather
so can i be ur puppy 4ever
instead of moaning baby ill bark for u 
and ill dress up in a cute lil fur fucking suit
when i misbehave 
theyll send me away
i swear i wanna to obey 
im just not okay 
im sorry





shoutout @1not for writing majority of the lyrics

i fucking love it when you call me a good boy

@tilldeathdowestart

well idk what to say to u
i never had the courage 
to do what i do want to do
like ok thats fine its ok its alright
wont resist i wont fight i just want to be alright
ive been through the rejections
we're just best friends and 
i know your boyfriends quite jealous of it
youre going off to college
mom says youre an alcoholic
dad says that youre full of knowledge
i think that youre fully off it
your rocker you cant go
i dont know i dont know
where to where to go
i dont i dont know
so if we're just best friends
i hope this doesnt end
i love you as a friend
i love you never again
its the truth youre concealing
dont play with my feelings
my line snapped im not reeling
i hope this goes away 
i never wanna see your face
no i cannot take the pain
im gonna k myself today or real soon

till death do we start - just friends (its 2 am and im depressed i havent slept in a few days)

cover by magnittone on ig

https://www.instagram.com/dontcheckmyfridge?igsh=NW50bGhrbGNvaDkw&utm_source=qr
cat fucking a handbag

@suicidalloser
doing hella lines 
i got coke all on my nose :3
i cut my wrist all da time 
and i lik no1 fucking knows :(
swear i hate my fucking life 
wanna stab out all my eyes ^_^
she don’t really die 
so i told her get da fuck home >:(
im outside ur house 
im watchin thru da windows :3
i come when ur not around 
and smell ur pillows >^<
im creepy fuck 
i’m such parasocial weirdo 
baby if give me a chance 
i’ll replace ur dildo :3

i still have your apartment key (*≧∀≦*)

@tilldeathdowestart

is that why you asked me so you could just steal all my swag
i dont know but i want it back
grab your drums grab your bass grab your axe
and prove you can do it man

did you find another way is this time okay
if you could just ask somebody you couldnt do it
your brain just couldnt glue it together i will do it
i'll grab my axe and prove it right now

do you hear that chugging do you wanna know something
this takes skill a ton and im not done
it doesnt have to be fancy cmon and show me man
destruction of the type beat i know you'll never like me for real

till death do we start - rockstar 101 (return of the mack)

@tilldeathdowestart

oh oh dont u know
ive been in love with u since years ago
ur so cold cold
I shouldve known that my heart was frozen years ago

i know u think ur quite clever
and im so whatever
im weezin out of breath
cus ur tearing up my sweater

these lies cant keep us together
u couldnt run forever
u shouldve known better
u follow every rule down to the damn letter
justin bieber haircut never say never

till death do we start - why cant you just like me back

this song is about cougars

Lyrics bc im nice enough
oh i needed yu but yu left me in this dark room
oh i hate yu for what yu did to me
oh is it to late to say sorry
oh yu hate my guts and wanna cut them out

till death do we start - why cant you just like me back

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