u lied to me and i dont rlly care if u lie to me
just tell me why ur hair makes me cry and weep
your stupid fucking eyes make me die and weak
oh so violently 

oh valarie
i'll eat your heart cus im madly
in love with valarie
tragically your my majesty
but is it so bad to want my soul back
your heart has turned black

not a rock song about hating you

party tonight

six days after christmas - all i had asked for

i wanna be a jack-o-lantern - take a gander over yonder...

https://www.instagram.com/dontcheckmyfridge

honestly i don’t see the big deal
 
@1not & @suicidalloser
are u my owner cause u make my fucking tail wag
when i’m sad and you rub my tummy 
waiting at the door watching time just past 
as u tell me im your favorite puppy

so baby can i?
be your puppy 4ever ^_^
yeah can i be your puppy forever
ill stay by ur side 
no matter the weather
so can i be ur puppy 4ever
instead of moaning baby ill bark for u 
and ill dress up in a cute lil fur fucking suit
when i misbehave 
theyll send me away
i swear i wanna to obey 
im just not okay 
im sorry





shoutout @1not for writing majority of the lyrics

i fucking love it when you call me a good boy

lowkey fuck you man ngl you were always kinda a faggot anyway

@tilldeathdowestart

is that why you asked me so you could just steal all my swag
i dont know but i want it back
grab your drums grab your bass grab your axe
and prove you can do it man

did you find another way is this time okay
if you could just ask somebody you couldnt do it
your brain just couldnt glue it together i will do it
i'll grab my axe and prove it right now

do you hear that chugging do you wanna know something
this takes skill a ton and im not done
it doesnt have to be fancy cmon and show me man
destruction of the type beat i know you'll never like me for real

till death do we start - rockstar 101 (return of the mack)

@suicidalloser

leave me 
out here to rot 
i’m not worth it
you take me out side 
looked me in the eyes
said i’m perfect

leave me here to rot
can’t be ur person
 that’s shit for certain 
 i’m just such a burden 
you can say i’m not 
love me a lot 
 and the feeling just worsens 
 don’t wanna be that guy
i’m nothing that important 
 all my problems tie around ur neck 
like a damn serpent 
  
i’m such a loser 
she knows 
 i have no future that’s close 
all out of rope 
so i’ll just take my meds 
and double the dose  
you look at me with much potential 
 while my eyes are closed 
when u think of me 
you see someone
when i think i see ghosts

im not what you want dude *ALL PLATS*

stupid boy yulia throwaway

the princess

This one came from diving deep into the real history of places like Trans-Allegheny, Danvers State Hospital, and Willowbrook. These weren't just hospitals - they were human warehouses where society dumped anyone deemed "unfit," then subjected them to barbaric treatments in the name of medicine.

The song opens with that Gothic architecture imagery because these places were built to look imposing and fortress-like - designed to keep people in and the world out. "They called it treatment, called it care / While demons danced in every stair" captures how these institutions hid torture behind medical terminology.

What really gets me is how they turned healing into horror - electroshock without anesthesia, ice baths, lobotomies performed with ice picks. "Lobotomies with rusty tools / Turning humans into fools" - that's not metaphor, that actually happened to thousands of people who just needed help.

The "halls of madness" concept works because these buildings literally absorbed decades of suffering. When you read about people visiting these abandoned places, they all report the same thing - an overwhelming sense of dread, like the walls themselves remember the pain.

Musically, this is Gothic metal at 130 BPM in A minor - that perfect key for institutional horror themes. The track operates on multiple rhythmic layers with a crushing 65 BPM doom foundation, 130 BPM driving energy, and aggressive tremolo bursts. That dominant 110 Hz frequency gives it genuine cathedral-like resonance, making the 'halls' feel massive and oppressive. It's Gothic metal in the truest sense - not just heavy, but architecturally heavy, like the buildings themselves are singing.

The song follows classic metal structure with clear verse-chorus cycles, energy spikes and dips that mirror the emotional journey, and a central guitar solo that lets the Gothic horror atmosphere really breathe before building to that crushing finale.

This appeals to fans of Paradise Lost, Type O Negative, Tristania, and Moonspell - listeners drawn to heavy but atmospheric metal that balances aggression with gothic elegance. It's for people who want music that doesn't just pummel you, but creates a mood and tells a story.

With AI helping me create that Gothic horror sound, it perfectly matched the anger I was feeling about these buried crimes. This song's about remembering the victims and making sure we never forget what happens when society decides some people are disposable.

A darkened march through towering corridors of sound — heavy riffs and cathedral shadows intertwine, carrying the listener through the relentless yet hypnotic Halls of Madness.

till death do we start - rockstar 101 (return of the mack)

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