gotta love some edge (ft the shitty guitar left in a dgn practice room and my fantastic bronchitis voice)

In time I'll probably learn how to be a better guy, but until then
I'm searching for reasons to say I'm happy until I die
That might seem dramatic but it's really just the truth
I just wish I could say what's on my mind
To you

The lights are out, the beat is pumping
Hopes are high, and hearts are thumping
When I wake up I won't know you

I don't even remember
What I did, who I did, what I said last night
But I'll always know when you're
Feeling good, feeling great, yeah I feel alright
Don't stop the music, keep it loud
I wanna shout my name, yeah I'm fucking proud
To be a messed up worthless kid

I loved the feeling of falling out of the tree in my yard
My bones cracked, teeth rattled, eyes rolled back in my head that I hit too hard
I flew up, above my body
I was looking down at myself
I realize a bit too late you shouldn't climb trees with nooo help

The tree's a metaphor if you didn't catch that
For gettin high by yourself

I don't even remember
What I did, who I did, what I said last night
But I'll always know when you're
Feeling good, feeling great, yeah I feel alright
Don't stop the music, keep it loud
I wanna shout my name, yeah I'm fucking proud
To be a messed up worthless kid
I'm proud to be a messed up worthless prick

I don't even remember (I don't even remember)
What I did, who I did, what I said last night (ooh, wee, ooh, wee ooh)
But I'll always know when you're (I'll always know when you're)
Feeling good, feeling great, yeah I feel alright
Don't stop the music, keep it loud
I wanna shout my name, yeah I'm fucking proud
Yeah I'm proud to be a 
Messed up, worthless, pointless, nervous, good for nothing, screwed up person, I am nothing but a piece of shit

edgy teen song about edgy teen things (shit quality)

first time ever playing the harmonica, wrote this about the worst week of my life

wake up
too late
i stayed up too early
dreamt of
your face
but all it did was hurt me
i'm still not too clear
about where we stand
you said you need time to think
but i don't understand that
we were fine yesterday
i thought we were fine yesterday

you don't know if you love me
anymore
well i know i do
so get the fuck out of my doorway
and you'll crash
your car
before you get too far
you could never do this the right way
but this time i
won't be there
to save you
i owe nothing to you

i wish that i could hold you
and tell you i forgive you
but the truth is that i'm bleeding
you're the drug i'm needing
when you called me
i didn't answer the first time
because well i'm sorry
but it's my turn to need time
we were gone yesterday
i thought we were gone yesterday

you don't know if you love me
anymore
well i know i do
so get the fuck out of my doorway
and you'll crash
your car
before you get too far
you could never do this the right way
but this time i
won't be there
to save you
i owe nothing to you

wake up
too late
i stayed up too early

like actually though what the hell is happening right now (donut demo)

The Cardboard Swords on Audiotree Live

(S)He Said (Audiotree Live Version)

i need you
like i need disease
it makes my body stronger
but until then it kills me
it's hard to know when it's too much
when coughs turn to blood
and you cringe at my touch

but i'll be fine
i'll be alright
it's gonna take some time
but i'll be alright

i need you
like the smoke that i breath
keep you safe in my pocket
though you beat down and choke me
i know it's getting too much
when words are said less
the "i love you's" and such

but i'll be fine
i'll be alright
it's gonna take some time
but i'll be alright

and you know that this is the end
i tell you i'm sorry
i just lost my best friend

but you'll be fine
you'll be alright
it's gonna take some time
but you'll be alright

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you're my worst habit

I Hate My Friends

You Wouldn't Be Laughing- The Front Bottoms

so high, gonna die

Deep Thoughts from an idiot. I’ll be the idiot you be the listener. This one is much better than number 4 but not as good as number 6 which is out so you’ll have to listen to that too but enjoy this one now. Not now when I wrote this, the now of you reading this.

Deep Thoughts From An Idiot  #5

Deep Thoughts From An Idiot #6

What can a description really tell you? How would you describe utter nonsense? Is chaos my ally? Leave me a comment telling me what you would call this and i'll reply with a rating of 1-11 or maybe I won't. I've said too much.

DEEP THOUGHTS FROM AN IDIOT #7

Lyrics:

When you’re w me can’t seem to find the
Right words to say
Count me lucky if I’m at the right place,
On the right time
And I’ve got all my friends’ name on the door
They wanna hear me sing about my problems 
Like the way I did before

It’s not about a girl w a boyfriend
Or a boy with a girlfriend
Let’s sing about the end of the word
As we know it
The trees burning up should’ve been a warning
And I don’t know what the fuck this government is doing
World War 3 is coming up as I’m coming down
Drugs are getting expensive in this town

This town, this town,
This town that you and I both desperately wanna leave

So it’s time, to rise up and get our power back
I’m sick of lying around and having panic attacks
Conversations all the same, they’ll lie to us anyway
We’ll find out when they make it to mars

But the dead planet knows where the blood river flows
My secrets are known to those who are close
We’ll make it outside when this plague blows over
And make this world a little bit better
We’ll make this world a little bit better

Deep Thoughts From An Idiot #5

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