This makes me feel less alone on this planet

NO GET AWAY FROM ME D:

Benjamin Alphabet

gotta love some edge (ft the shitty guitar left in a dgn practice room and my fantastic bronchitis voice)

In time I'll probably learn how to be a better guy, but until then
I'm searching for reasons to say I'm happy until I die
That might seem dramatic but it's really just the truth
I just wish I could say what's on my mind
To you

The lights are out, the beat is pumping
Hopes are high, and hearts are thumping
When I wake up I won't know you

I don't even remember
What I did, who I did, what I said last night
But I'll always know when you're
Feeling good, feeling great, yeah I feel alright
Don't stop the music, keep it loud
I wanna shout my name, yeah I'm fucking proud
To be a messed up worthless kid

I loved the feeling of falling out of the tree in my yard
My bones cracked, teeth rattled, eyes rolled back in my head that I hit too hard
I flew up, above my body
I was looking down at myself
I realize a bit too late you shouldn't climb trees with nooo help

The tree's a metaphor if you didn't catch that
For gettin high by yourself

I don't even remember
What I did, who I did, what I said last night
But I'll always know when you're
Feeling good, feeling great, yeah I feel alright
Don't stop the music, keep it loud
I wanna shout my name, yeah I'm fucking proud
To be a messed up worthless kid
I'm proud to be a messed up worthless prick

I don't even remember (I don't even remember)
What I did, who I did, what I said last night (ooh, wee, ooh, wee ooh)
But I'll always know when you're (I'll always know when you're)
Feeling good, feeling great, yeah I feel alright
Don't stop the music, keep it loud
I wanna shout my name, yeah I'm fucking proud
Yeah I'm proud to be a 
Messed up, worthless, pointless, nervous, good for nothing, screwed up person, I am nothing but a piece of shit

edgy teen song about edgy teen things (shit quality)

is anybody else this bored?
probably
also i have no money
i thought might grow out of that by now
but i haven't
and it isn't funny
i don't even know how to drive
from my house 
to a CVS
so if I ever get real real sick
i'll die on the streets
without a penny in my vest

i'm moving too quickly

maybe i should just
sit back and relax
enjoy the moment
i start paying taxes the moment that
i turn eighteen
the cost of living free
some kid from my highschool
threatened to kill me
he thinks it makes him cool
but really it doesn't mean a thing
not to him
not to me

sometimes i feel like I am a catfish
swimming around 
with no point
and i can only remember the 
past three seconds
after i finish a joint
i'm supposed to read death of salesman
spoiler alert:
he dies
the girl sitting next to me got real sad
while i thought "who the fuck cares"
she cried

things are moving too quickly
i'm afraid of missing out
but i won't admit that now

maybe i should just
sit back and relax
enjoy the moment
i start paying taxes the moment that
i turn eighteen
the cost of living free
some kid from my highschool
threatened to kill me
he thinks it makes him cool
but really it doesn't mean a thing
not to him
not to me

what a year

catfish

download!

this was just a thing i was fuckin around with. might do more like this, might not, WHO KNOWS?


it's getting easier every day
time has been the best of friends
to help forget your face
every now and then i'll grab my phone
laugh or remember a joke that you'd find funny
but now you won't

you are not as 
cool as me or good looking
that's what i tell myself so i stay
clean, of all the shit you throw
text messages and running jokes
as fun as me or interesting
every time that you say something
i want to scream until my throat bleeds

feeling lonely really sucks
there's nothing fun about it
not one bit
i put my clothes all on this morning
and didn't even realize
they no longer fit 
cuz now i'm without you
and i don't miss you
i thought i would need you
but i'm fine without you

you are not as 
cool as me or good looking
that's what i tell myself so i stay
clean, of all the shit you throw
text messages and running jokes
as fun as me or interesting
every time that you say something
i want to scream until my throat bleeds
you are not as 
cool as me or good looking
that's what i tell myself so i stay
clean, of all the shit you throw
text messages and running jokes
as fun as me or interesting
every time that you say something
i want to scream until my throat bleeds

Killing Me Slowly

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