f e a t u r i n g  @brokenarmor ꗼ @shanghaiteahouse

Ｆｏｒｔｅ　Ｃｉｒｃｕｉｔ ꗻ ꗼ ꗽ ꗾ ꗽ ꗼ ꗻ [EP]

isn't it so lovely^^

trillwave [part 10]

please leave me under the cabinet
lost abandoned and forgotten
i'll keep in mind your promise
i'll make an effort next time
i'm not the hero of the story
please don't give me all the glory
it belongs to someone that's worthy
and you know i'm far from perfect
we know that this isn't working
fight over things unimportant
i know that you're more important
i wish you just thought the same
i wish no one was to blame
it feels like everything changed
you lay your head down in shame
as i throw mine on the blade

but hey now it's fine
we'll just talk around in circles
ignore every obstacle that's in our way
pretend that it's alright
and just go our separate ways
cuz that's life
it's no myth
it's no secret of the world
but i'll miss you that's for sure
or at least what i thought you were
and hey now it's fine
i'll just keep it moving forward
and know better than before

i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie
i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie

a hero you could look up to (prod.pr37)

beat sampled @trustt - i think

https://soundcloud.com/trustt/restart

everyday i wake up i wish i had not
everyday feels the same it's so hard to stay strong
i've been trying to keep a smile up for far too long
i've been walking down the same road don't know where i'm going
they say i look good on the outside
i'm nowhere close to perfect on the inside
just don't give me a reason that i should try
that i should try
why should i

i've been keeping feelings tucked up in my heart for too long
every time i see your face yeah i want to explode
every time i try to face my fears i turn and i run
every time i try to do things right i get things wrong
i don't wanna try if it means i get hurt anymore
i don't talk about my problems because you think that they're small
i can't look you in your eyes if you look at me wrong
i know that the world is big but to me it seems small

i just want to disappear and delete myself
i don't know what it means just to be myself
hope you never have to feel the pain at which i felt
stomach churning i feel nauseous i cannot stand up
i don't wanna hear another thing about my health
it's unimportant because the plan was always off myself
i don't think you really know how much i hate myself
i don't think you really know how much i hate myself

everyday i wake up i wish i had not (prod.h3artch3rades)

additional production by h3artch3rades

hard on the outside
thought that you were stronger on the inside than the out
don't even wait for me
i said to not hold on
but you couldn't just let go
and even if you're still holding on
know your heart can only decide
only decide
took me a long time to figure it out
but i don't want to think about things like that

fly away
hate you for making it out
fly away
i've been looking for the answers
fly away
how could you just
fly away
fly away

project 61 (prod.pr37)

no part of me worth saving
every inch of me worth breaking
bring my down to my knees
break me down i can't breathe
no part of me worth saving
every inch of me worth breaking
i stay down i can't see
black out drown into the sea
hello again
i can't go again
feel the same way
bring you down onto a knee
you feel sympathy
but i lack that
ultimately lack empathy
don't have that

used to the scars on my heart
yeah they changed me
they never chained me
they couldn't break me
how many times did i loss
how many scabs in my heart
picked at and breaking apart
broken and falling apart
i learned to just play my part
honestly it's gotten harder
i should have saw the signs
i shouldn't have gone any farther
everything is a bother
i wish i never left
i wish i never faltered
days when my heart would flutter
now i feel nothing at all
now i feel everything's wrong
harder to break a new fall
harder to say what's wrong
harder to carry on

no part of me worth saving
every inch of me worth breaking
bring my down to my knees
break me down i can't breathe
no part of me worth saving
every inch of me worth breaking
i stay down i can't see
black out drown into the sea
hello again
i can't go again
feel the same way
bring you down onto a knee
you feel sympathy
but i lack that
ultimately lack empathy
don't have that

no part of me worth saving (prod.mercyyy)

nobody's coming to save you
you can't just dig out of this one
and you know in your heart
you're turning me upside down
down
yeah down
you're turning me upside down
down
yeah down
turn me upside down

just when you thought it was over
you'd fallen in love
and you can't speak whenever you're around me
just give up and accept that
there's no running from
what your heart's trying to tell you
you're feeling inside
just give into it forever
let our hearts be together
i know you're feeling the same way
whatever they say is irrelevant
what does your heart say
i think you should heart that instead

did i guess that right
does your heart feel tight
when you see me
you're near me
you feel like
you can't breathe
well that's okay because i feel the same way

you telling me one thing
but your heart says another
will you be there
will you meet me even halfway
just to bridge the gap
and make you fall in love
like it was just for the first time
go and decide for yourself
trying to decipher your thoughts
to understand what you feel
to try and learn if it's real
i think you already know
but tell me do you want it that way

nobody's coming to save you
you can't just dig out of this one
and you know in your heart
you're turning me upside down
down
yeah down
you're turning me upside down
down
yeah down
turn me upside down

upside down (prod.jayysoul, sochi, & dia6lo)

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@potionghost x @shanghaiteahouse

ꦣꦼꦣꦼꦣꦼ idanya ꦣꦼꦣꦼꦣꦼ

roll nen blunt und ich zieh
ich verkauf nur medizin
roll den dice , nein hier wird nicht geteilt

hier kratzen nur seelen am himmel
hier werden nur süchte entwickelt
hier gibts keine blumen hier gibt es nur stiche
cup lila patchouli im gerichtsaal heißts stille

ich und yume wie fidel und guevara
haben das zepter und krone auf banner
ich komm von andere welt sind vom gutter
sie schießten auf mich ich entweichte um ein haar

spalte dein kopf auf
niemand hier will dein freund sein
leben hängt ab auf dollar
der tod bedeutet frei sein

leben ist so verbittert
ich kämpfe wie ein ritter
hänge mit den holy one er ist ein sünder

꧅ꦼ ıdanya - ｚｅｐｔｅｒꕛ ᏖᏋᏗᏒᏕ ᎧᎦ ᏖᏒᎥᏁᎥᏖᎩ

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ｄｉｖｉｎｅ ｐｒｏｐｈｅｃｙ ༒ (+ brokenarmor)

ATLANTIS

S/O to the legend https://soundcloud.com/nbbeats

HIROSHIMA w/ NxxxxxS

I'm really excited to get a million plays,thanks to all the people who listen to me and share my music.
I am very grateful to all the people who support me day after day and makes me able to continue on the right path.
In short, thanks to everyone!

Soon more music and great collaborations.

LEASE

GALAXY

WINTER MEMORIES

I can only thank everyone who listens to me and feels something with my music.
I am in a moment of change and meditation but I will continue giving the best of me.

thanks for everything.

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