I wish I never gave her my heart, letting go is so hard.

happy for a  bit but doesn't last long💔

I made a new track called 'saybour' on my page, check it out if you're into lofi  & if not thanks for reading

look what she told I love you and later she cheated and I get baddie's 👯‍♀️😁😁😁😁😁😁🦹🏻‍♀️

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Depression

love, joshua w/ vedh

I'm So Good at Lying

I'm So Good at Lying (feat. Powfu & Thomas Reid)

thank you little cloud , 

                                        heartbreak hotel

Skin

skin

XXXTentacion "wing ridden angel"

xxxtentacion - ALONE PART 1

go and support the artist(s)
https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic

https://soundcloud.com/teen-suicide

LoudTronix

teen suicide - everything is going to hell (guardin cover)

powfu
https://soundcloud.com/powfu
8rokeboy
https://soundcloud.com/8rokeboy
art
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/542472717595046174/

feel that again feat. Powfu (Prod. 8ROKEBOY)

@sadboyprolific 
@pauli-niemi

just another sad song...

Lyrics:
V1
I’m sick of loving 
Every time it’s just a misconception
I find a girl 
and she lead me into a new dimension
Thinking bout the future
Counting out all of our blessings
And then I find out it’s all fake
And she leaves me guessing
I guess I learned my lesson
I guess we’re better ended
I wish I never gave my heart out
Dummy should’ve kept it
Just like a piece of paper
She ripped my heart in half
I guess this kind of thing is something I won’t ever have
But it’s fine
Soon I’ll just get used to it
To keep my mind off of love
I’ll just do stupid shit
I fell asleep
Questioning is anyone for me
Laying on my back using 
Music as a remedy
Listening and writing
All these sad songs
Happy for a bit
But doesn’t last long
I’m Trynna find the joy
In all this chaos
Keep on praying
for my future hope it pays off

Hook
Broke my heart I
U tore it in two
So why am I
Still thinking of u

V2
Lately it’s fuck emotions
Grab the dope and then I roll it
I’ve been tripping off the potent
Honestly I’m omnipotent 
Used to think about r memories
I cleared em like my history 
Wrote this in a grave 
To set the scene
Cuz love is dead to me
R love was one sided
I know u ain’t felt the same
I bet u relish the fact
That I fucking felt this pain
U gave me comfort
U were like my shelter from the rain
Gripping the razor blade I swear I’d never love again
I’ll keep that promise
Trust me I won’t break it
I’ll rip my heart out of my chest
And chain it in the basement
Knocking bottles til I’m wasted
Clear to see I’m changing
Rather stick to blazing
Then the dreams that I’ve been chasing

V3
I know hearts don’t physically break 
but my chest hurts
I can still smell her perfume
On my sweatshirt 
They say that time can heal
Soon I’ll feel better
But all that can heal this
Is if I never met her
Story never ends 
If the story never starts
Take these sad feelings
Trynna turn them into art
Paintbrush light stroke 
Out all of my feelings
Spitting shit typing quick
Keep writing lyrics
Take the wheel I can’t see
But keep steering
Moving on kicking out 
My past demons
And I’m not walking I’ll be running 
From this torture
I see the light
Do my best to move forwards

scars on my heart | Feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. Slipfunc)

i really like this one

sample: dhan

produced by con

Listen on Spotify!

@rxseboy - i really miss you (prod. con)

i'm so sorry </3

ft. @powfu @mishaal

produced by con

@rxseboy x @powfu x @mishaal - when we were 16 (prod. con)

Prod. Fantom & Feat. @rxseboy

im falling to pieces
Im crawling can’t resist
I know that your worth it
Im sorry I’m not perfect

Spotify

Letters in December | Feat. Rxseboy

Hook:
I walked by a girl with the same perfume
As the one you used to wear
I can’t help but to think of you
And now I see u everywhere
And time won’t stop for us
But maybe we can go a bit longer
We can both start again
Lets go back to when things were awkward

Verse:
I remember running
With u skipping classes
if are parents found out
They would probably kick r asses
Me and u were troubled kids
trouble what we looked for
we were similar
there was nothing we were good for

Talks with you
Sitting in the harbour
Walk on the docks
Until the skies got darker

small blue waves
And your eyes dark green
When u said goodbye
u would kiss my cheek

And I know that
Im the one to blame
But if I lose you
I can’t move on again

when things were awkward (prod. fenoaltea)

listen close to my words

produced by Ocean Beats
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q

@rxseboy - i'm a ghost but it hurts (prod. ocean)

OUT NOW ON SPOTIFY AND APPLE MUSIC
</3 cover taken by @deslynnkardal on instagram

i hope we stay together even when we fall apart
when you tell me that you hate me its like a knife right through my heart
i dont know where i should start
maybe with apologies and pretty please dont leave
i see your back so much more commonly
im missing all our memories 
like road trips and conversations bout our future family
we could have lived so happily
but now im all alone
lost my purpose to survive
staring at the ceiling i dont even feel alive
anymore
i knew it would be hard but never did i want to lose you
i knew we had our stuggles but i never meant to use you
i understand im reckless, im selfish, and im sorry
i implanted in your heart a seed of pain and babe im sorry
never can i get the point across enough im sorry
as you move on with your life i pray to god you know im sorry

i told you i would change and baby girl i tried
but it never was enough to stop the darkness thats inside
i just wanted to be loved
and thats exactly what i got
when i had to give it back was like im running in one spot
tired of the yelling we are breaking i cant take it
i thought that i was good enough i guess i was mistaken
i wish you all the best because
thats what you deserve
ill learn from my mistakes, ill sit back and ill observe
now that youre not in my life i feel worthless
im hurting but you dont, no you dont deserve this
im all alone in my bed i feel worthless
im hurting and i do, yeah i do deserve this

i dont know if i can survive but
i know i dont want to die yeah
im all alone when i cry yeah
now that
youre not
in my
life

im sorry (feat. prodmac) (prod. slowet)

shoutout all my freinds that helped my with this <3
Rxseboy x Sarcastic Sounds x Ayleen Valentine

You don’t see that im a kid
With all these problems 
Evolving inside of me
Im seeing two of u
And u don’t see a single flaw in me


#scfirst

scars on my heart | Feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. Slipfunc)

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