(lyrics below)

i don't feel for most, don't even know why

make sure i maintain control, emotionally i died 

told you i was fine, but i really lied for my safety 

on this music shit i strive, express myself even if you hate me

narcissistic thoughts i really feel like a god

I'm tryna be humble all just for a facade

like an addict with pipes and needles these thoughts really consume me

urges hit my head like bob saget, yet no one even knew me

tried to convince myself i love but never really did 

another lover, just another name on the list i wanna get rid (adlib= of)

these thoughts flood my mind and i drown in it 

another coke line wont help but i still do it just to feel something different

like pop rocks these thoughts really want me to shoot and pop shit

my bullets lock into yo head make you look like you had a lobotomy

i faked everything you never saw me never knew my psychology 

i just lay in my trashed bed and let my fuckin' fantasies swallow me

NARCISSIST (PRODBY52FLVTT)

I produce and make shit on BandLab :)
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