sorry (prod. kimj & tutty)

i just want some-
one i can talk to
anything that
isn't a bad mood
i might just give up
i might drop it
i'm feeling anxious
but i can't stop it

can you teach me how to sleep
it's getting harder every week
i just want some peace of mind
cause i get ruined every night

i get ruined every night (x2)

can you teach me how to sleep
it's getting harder every week
i just want some peace of mind
cause i get ruined every night

i get ruined every night (x2)

how does it not pain you to see me like this
it's all your fault but i know you will deny it
i could tell you didn't care in the first place
now that its over i'm just stuck in a worse place

i don't regret it
give me a reason to
i'd rather lock myself away than ever speak with you
yeah it's like that
and it'll stay that way
cause i took everything to heart while you just let it play

can you teach me how to sleep
it's getting harder every week
i just want some peace of mind
cause i get ruined every night

i get ruined every night (x2)

can you teach me how to sleep
it's getting harder every week
i just want some peace of mind
cause i get ruined every night

i get ruined every night (x2)

teach me how to sleep

lemme see if i can get the lyrics correct off dome

i decided not to cry today
feeling sorry for myself
but ill be okay one day
always online
people posting pictures on my timeline
ispy
with my little eye
something's not right
((not right))
walking home in the dark night
hard to make it home
when you dont recognize the street signs
think i need to rewind
i just need some me time
((i just need some me time))

now i know i made her mad
when she left me in the parking lot
im walking home 
tryna figure out
how to collect my thoughts
they told me life was just a game
and i dont give no fucks
just put a bullet in my head
im tryna test my luck
walkin through the grave
just tryna figure out
where my headstone
callin up my ex
to figure out 
what i did wrong
she didnt pick up 
i dont know what i expected though
find another reason to open my script
of lexapro
you can see that
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
monsters all up under my bed
i cant see tonight
walking to the underpass
debating suicide
wake up do it over again
forget bout last night 
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right

but i do it all over again
flipping different pages
tryna find the shells in the sand
with my head in my hands
tryna figure out what i did wrong
but i cant pretend that i was innocent
tryna build me up 
to break my confidence
didnt give a fuck
and it was evident 
shouldve seen right through the lies
you told me last year

now i know i made her mad
when she left me in the parking lot
im walking home 
tryna figure out
how to collect my thoughts
they told me life was just a game
and i dont give no fucks
just put a bullet in my head
im tryna test my luck
walkin through the grave
just tryna figure out
where my headstone
callin up my ex
to figure out 
what i did wrong
she didnt pick up 
i dont know what i expected though
find another reason to open my script
of lexapro
you can see that
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
monsters all up under my bed
i cant see tonight
walking to the underpass
debating suicide
wake up do it over again
forget bout last night 
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right

i did pretty good ngl

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ispy (ft. swazy*)

step too far now i'm falling apart
took it way too fast took a shot thru my heart
my past still haunting me day by day
its taunting me
look at the pictures its written in scriptures
i broke my back i cant handle the pressure
took a shot thru my head this is not what i pictured
insult to injury make me get sicker

ways i try to cope hold on to what i know
im so sick and im broke been down this road too many times
burn the photographs this pain is everlasting
rip my heart in half so sad im sick of masking

its karma like a stab in the back
get it while you got it cause i aint coming back
i dont need your approval on anything
im going insane think i might just crack

i cant love another soul break my mind heart gone cold
i cant love another soul lost my friends where will i go

ways to cope (p. thislandis & emorave)

prod. @ayyitsryo + 333ri + me

lyrics:
i
i've been doing all right
going thru another "break" again
and fake amends
i sit thru all her lies

i've been asking u
why
are u wasting ur time
it will never be the same again
we play pretend
i sit thru all the fights

i've been walking on glass all weekend
find your reason
to fight again tonight

when i'm yelling till u cry again
and lie again
u want it

fight again
and die again
i'm on it

why do u keep asking what i'm on

it's some sick
entertainment
living off the drugs and a love that is misery

quick
a replacement
urs is more significant than all the other drugs i'm on

if i'm feeling better i'm not quitting i'm just moving on

i might leave a letter on ur mattress at the brink of

dawn again
i'm wrong again

i wrote another
song again
about ur friends

i've tried too many times to pull these strings back to the start

cuz when u cried
in ur bedroom
u didn't have to
tear me apart

and when i lie
i protect u
from these bad moods
i play my part

cry again (ryo + 333ri + st jimmy)

my brains talking too loud and i can’t turn it off

when you can’t trust your friends how you know it’s gonna end when you can’t trust your head what is real and what’s pretend when you’re staring in the mirror and you’re seeing someone else now you turn to the one thing that won’t make you feel let down 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

cause i feed off your negativity i’m the one that you hate to see doing better and better and better you know me i can say it’s whatever blood stained dreams hide inside of my sweater stole the stars from the sky hid em under my mattress couple thousand wishes hoping that i can manage couple thousand more hoping that i will vanish 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

substance (yungspoiler & king theta)

Na-na-na
Ah-na-na-na-na-na-na
I love my friends
I love my friends
I love my
I love my freinds

I love my friends
But they get on my nerves sometimes, and that’s fine
I think I’d rather stay inside tonight, and I know
That when I wake up, I’ll make up
A story why i stayed, and mess up
Every connection I made

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m missing all my friends
And I

Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes
Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m missing all my friends
And I

I’m all alone
On the plane ride right back home
And I know
That when I’m gone, they’ll probably think I’m a ghost
And I wait
One thousand miles away
From everyone in my state
Can’t think about my mistakes
I sit back, laugh, and I say

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m know missing all my friends
And I

Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes
Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes

I love my friends
But they get on my nerves sometimes, and that’s fine
I think I’d rather stay inside tonight, and I know
That when I wake up, I’ll make up
A story why i stayed, and mess up
Every connection I made

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m missing all my friends
And I

I love my friends
I love my

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lie (weial + fvtal + aftrr + oviyan)

it'll be fall soon.

lyrics: https://genius.com/Avit-seasons-lyrics

production: spencer hoover @spencer1629
mixing & mastering: vendr @vendr

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

stream <3

seasons (spencer hoover)

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

teach me how to sleep

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