i just want some-
one i can talk to
anything that
isn't a bad mood
i might just give up
i might drop it
i'm feeling anxious
but i can't stop it

can you teach me how to sleep
it's getting harder every week
i just want some peace of mind
cause i get ruined every night

i get ruined every night (x2)

can you teach me how to sleep
it's getting harder every week
i just want some peace of mind
cause i get ruined every night

i get ruined every night (x2)

how does it not pain you to see me like this
it's all your fault but i know you will deny it
i could tell you didn't care in the first place
now that its over i'm just stuck in a worse place

i don't regret it
give me a reason to
i'd rather lock myself away than ever speak with you
yeah it's like that
and it'll stay that way
cause i took everything to heart while you just let it play

can you teach me how to sleep
it's getting harder every week
i just want some peace of mind
cause i get ruined every night

i get ruined every night (x2)

can you teach me how to sleep
it's getting harder every week
i just want some peace of mind
cause i get ruined every night

i get ruined every night (x2)

teach me how to sleep

@prodbyjoshwa 
this song is named after vic fuentes first album


falling off from the top of the world and I 
wonder why I cannot go a single night
without just contemplating
wonder if you found another person 
sending texts to no reply

kill things when I get bored
now I hear the devil knockin at my door
spill my guts out on the floor
tear my flesh off yea I’m cuttin life short

no more goodbyes, no more good nights 
I said my peace, I said my mind
no going home 
invert my knees rip out my spine 

sometimes good things end way worse than they started
if I knew the outcome would I still want this
running round my room feeling heartless
love you still regardless

cut the shit I’m a prick, real dirt bag
know that I’m a living piece of shit 
wanna hit the fuckin hey 
but I be busy burning up another bridge 
swimmin in the deep end 
water fillin up my lungs 
this time I’m giving in

you say you fucked up 
wanna go back now 
well guess ur lucks up 
karma come back around

spotify link<3

celebration of an ending (joshwa)

i guess there's no second chances (hibleach)

MY DEBUT SINGLE :3 <3 !!!
lyrics below :o

PROD BY: 
@prodbyaustyn
@billsburyjoeboi

MIXED BY:
@eneightt

TORTURED SCREAMS BY:
@vaeo-music

COVER ART:
IG: bleuiink
Twitter: fckingstuwupid

i am right behind you always
one eye closed, you’re so cute when you’re sleeping
carve a place for me right in your ribcage
keep me.. in your.. headspace
peel your skin back, let me see those layers
before i eat get on my knees say prayers
harvest
your organs
your skin glued to mine, eat your heart out, you’re so pissed
im
a siren
a slow kiss
i’ll sing you to sleep, pick my teeth with your bones then-
baby im so fucking crazy for you
cross your heart or you will die cause i
wanna crawl into your skin
breathe me in
restart my pulse to make it match yours
catch
your blood before it hits the floor

i love you baby
i love you baby
i love you baby
i love you baby

THANK YOU TO EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO HELPED ME CREATE THIS SONG AND TO EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO GASSED ME UP WHENEVER THEY HEARD IT !!!

222. (austyn with a y & billsburyjoeboi)

prod 1bea + river

why when we talk
must it be the same
i kno tht ur way more interesting

u insist we talk when u dont feel the same
but really i just dont know what else 2 say

and i dont like 2 talk 2 long
cuz u and i dont get along

but when i get up
i lose all track of my thoughts
dont say it unless u really know!

u really just come and g-

stream

intrusive

shoutout @k4yd3nce for working on this song w me ily <3
and shoutout @kaihaunted too ily bestie this cover art pretty 

~~~~~~~~

sitting in my room, feel like an asshole 
everyone around me building castles 
i can feel my brain starting to unravel 
starting to get bashful 
posted up on twitter, feel my bones shake 
wish i was satisfied with all that i make 
i can feel my brain replaying every mistake 
wishing i had switched lanes 

im going down
and what i found 
is no one notices any time i'm not around 
i make a sound 
and then i'm crowned 
will someone tell me it's in my mind, im being drowned 
by all of the clout 
that's not what this is about 
if i had known that this would happen then i would take a different route 
but things feel different now 
it's a vociferant sound
yeah i gotta get the ignorance out 

i know what you've been seeing but it's not me 
it's all my fault i'm the only one to stop me 
feel the same everyday, yeah the pressure got me 
wanna pave my own way but i'm just a copy 
i swear to god i promise 
my own image, is being shifted, i wanna keep it honest 
cut my eyes out, lights out 
see a cliff and i'm driving off of it now 
and what i found 
is no one notices any time i'm not around 
i make a sound 
and then i'm crowned 
will someone tell me it's in my mind, im being drowned 
by all of the clout 
that's not what this is about 
if i had known that this would happen then i would take a different route 
but things feel different now 
it's a vociferant sound
yeah i gotta get the ignorance out

vociferance

prod. @simonpopdiva
mastered by @weial

lyrics:
@weial
i fuck it up again & again
it's like they're my only friends 
i'm talkin bout all these drugs
i take em straight to the head
ik u lie lie lie
but u say u regret
i hope u die die die
cuz of all that u said
ur keeping me up at night
don't think i've slept in days
i'm mixing codiene with sprite
look at the mess u made
left me onmyown again
i think im saying too much
but bitch idgaf
i'm running straight from ur "love"

@fvtl
please just save me from this wreckage
i just hope you get the message
i just don't know how to say this
passing notes I hope you take this
count the days in my head
days in my head
never felt like this before
count the days in my head
days in my head
never felt like this before

@aftrrs
im not saying that i hate u but i hate the way i love u
fucked up everything in my life all my happiness came from u
i know we cant go back but in my mind i still think of u
my mind is going off track u really hit me with that 1 2
we dont talk anymore but text me and i’ll reply right back
im crawling on the floor taking pills to stay on track
and shoutout to my bruddas they the reason i pick up my slack
maybe one day me and u can talk again forget about the past

@oviyan
all the things you say hurt me so so bad
i'm just one bad day from calling it wraps
but you're the only person i really have
so what the fuck am i supposed to do when you don't answer my snaps
it really feels like you don't even care
the times you say you love me, they're so rare
yea i'm speaking from my heart, and i'm talking with pain
yea i fucked things up, just another day

@weial
i fuck it up again & again
it's like they're my only friends 
i'm talkin bout all these drugs
i take em straight to the head
ik u lie lie lie
but u say u regret
i hope u die die die
cuz of all that u said
ur keeping me up at night
don't think i've slept in days
i'm mixing codiene with sprite
look at the mess u made
left me onmyown again
i think im saying too much
but bitch idgaf
i'm running straight from ur "love"

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lie (weial + fvtal + aftrr + oviyan)

Lyrics:

[VERSE 1]
Won't lie to you bae
Hard words that I'm trying to say
Lets try this again
Find reason to say you in my grace
Love when she right in my face
Feel lost gotta find my way (way)
Lately tryna find our place
Lets run it up, but my heart my break (no, no)

Want it bad but you don't know
Look back at all these photos
Wishing that time would change
Find out at the end of the day
My minds runnin round for you bae
We can't argue all day
Times running out, too late
Can we do this shit my way

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

[VERSE 2]
You're moving too fast
Open up when I'm faded
I don't want you that bad, no
She want love, she unstable
But she do the things that I say
Can we do this shit my way
Held it down on my own, I did
I did

Had to, hold my breath cause you won't step back
Hunnids on me, imma break that bank
She tryna lie about it, taint that fact
All these snakes I gotta watch my back

[PRE-CHORUS]
(Back)
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my (back)

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

hold my breath

anxn - PARTY ft revengesoulja [kayz exclusive]

under your spell prod placewag dexxtern

prod. tsuyunoshi
dis one is about like a girl i used to talk to
prod tsuyunoshi that’s homie
pyromancy EP out 1/2/2021

teach me how to sleep

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