phase 2 🪓

stay (hallow)

I have so much to tell you.

Till' Sunrise

i just want some-
one i can talk to
anything that
isn't a bad mood
i might just give up
i might drop it
i'm feeling anxious
but i can't stop it

can you teach me how to sleep
it's getting harder every week
i just want some peace of mind
cause i get ruined every night

i get ruined every night (x2)

can you teach me how to sleep
it's getting harder every week
i just want some peace of mind
cause i get ruined every night

i get ruined every night (x2)

how does it not pain you to see me like this
it's all your fault but i know you will deny it
i could tell you didn't care in the first place
now that its over i'm just stuck in a worse place

i don't regret it
give me a reason to
i'd rather lock myself away than ever speak with you
yeah it's like that
and it'll stay that way
cause i took everything to heart while you just let it play

can you teach me how to sleep
it's getting harder every week
i just want some peace of mind
cause i get ruined every night

i get ruined every night (x2)

can you teach me how to sleep
it's getting harder every week
i just want some peace of mind
cause i get ruined every night

i get ruined every night (x2)

teach me how to sleep

i know (prod. faith monaco x richy)

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

now i look crazy
and that's one thing i've been feelin' like lately
but i'm okay
at least i think so
nothing's for sure but at least i am here
so
i can't be that bad
at least i think so
i might be lying to myself when i say so
but take my word for it
that's all i ask for
i think i need to ask for some help more

but don't hit me up
even if i look like i need it
cause i don't need it
i'm better off alone
even if that's not what i say so
(oh)
i tend to do that
go back on my word like screw that
i don't think i need help now
and i think that's a lie
but i've made up my mind now

yeah i made up my mind now
(x3)
and i won't look behind now
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

guess i was wrong

fighting a losing battle

produced and performed by me
heavily inspired by @t0rr
thank you sm for helping me @angelus7k <3

i been holding long
and i suck at telling feelings, from my songs
never had the proper mental, i been feeling gone

i remember all the times u just did me wrong
and you put me down for way too long

and its gone in a moment's notice
im so jaded, i can't focus
writing songs, to make an opus
i been feeling lost, for way too long

take me by your hand
fore it all just fades to black
insincerity, runs past me
and it's karma, karma, karma

when all is lost, what can you do?
pack it up, and say it's screwed
left in the past tense, and i'm confused
say u hate me, was i misconstrued

all the stepping stones
and i broke my hope
feeling lost and feeling hopeless
i guess karma's got a hold of me

karma

حبار
presave link: https://t.co/zcilna2wz3
SPOTIFY!!!! https://open.spotify.com/track/6P113H5hoHNycRRxaFsMRK?si=1EmmqW-QSk2yovh_JwysEA
i didnt name this after squid game lol
wanted to name a song squid for like 3 months
sorry for the wait if u care haha
everything by me

ur not my buddy
my nose is bloody
stakes raised like someone is conducting
like a freight train u know i keep chugging
reflection polluted its murky and mucky
bobbing my head up
punching and ducking
the way that its set up
im feeling quite lucky
spent like 3 years on a pipe dream
idc if u dont like me

it's all bruised up its unsightly
stretch their hands out
then they bite me
gon be a man down if they try me
they better stay back for the time being
they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

corny ass verse: 
right now they wanna talk down
breeze past them like a top down
u assume the worst what is that abt?
idk why ur talking now
idk why ur talking now

time is running its course
im beaten down to the core
i hate the sound of my voice
wish i could rip

too corny so censored

they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

lyrics for funny song :)

squid

i don't know u

handle me

heather

https://open.spotify.com/album/3RSb91NSjdPRzSQPLhoTMR
prod: @prodbyjoshwa <3 
mixed by: @oroahh <3 + myself 
lyrics: 
 (dpf)
we dont talk no more 
but she told me that i could be a star
ive been working hard
she would be proud if i make it far 
ive been findin it crazy
seem like everyone hate me
wish i could pay to be happy
i kinda hate that im lazy
people think that im stupid
i always feel like im doubted
i kinda hate when its crowded
i wanna be alone
now my vision is blurry
i need you in a hurry
tell me when your back 
please dont call my phone
no, oh, tell me when ur back
please dont call my phone

(4cf) 
stop calling my  phone up
and especially don’t be texting me
I-
got
21 questions for you
all them why you repping me now?
playing games not meant for me
you said I won’t never be
half of like what I am now
but you rock with the POPSTAR
killing my energy
ok
this shit expected
i peeped your story you mentioned
but it was radio silence back then
i see yo intentions
talk to the wall like it listens
and take yo pride to the fishes
let it swim in
you got yourself to blame
if I’m being distant
ok you know why-

 (dpf)
we dont talk no more 
but she told me that i could be a star
ive been working hard
she would be proud if i make it far 
ive been findin it crazy
seem like everyone hate me
wish i could pay to be happy
i kinda hate that im lazy
people think that im stupid
i always feel like im doubted
i kinda hate when its crowded
i wanna be alone
now my vision is blurry
i need you in a hurry
tell me when your back 
please dont call my phone

(tsuyunoshi)
puff smoke inhale i cant see shit
fuck the ppl who said i wont ever be shit
time and time again, i been losing friends
and i don’t feel like making amends
all you bitches acting like u toxic
i dont want your love anymore, i wanna talk shit
dissing on my name, dgaf bitch
u steady thinking bout me, chase a bag 
time and time again, bitches acting like they fans
and i’m tired of seeing it, sippin too slow on arsenic
and i been feelin
i got my problems nowhere to go
everythings been feeling slow
i got my problems nowhere to go
everythings been feeling slow

stream everywhere!

star w/ 4cf & tsuyunoshi (joshwa)

Spotify

19x w/ zephyr

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2Mhha6rMmaPBt6UQl9TsU9?si=24f512be115c4e8f

Peripheral (prod. plxce)

forest findings

forest findings ft gurldoll

SKYF4LL

(OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS) SKYF4LL w/ SPIRAL 🦁🦇 (JEUDIS) #DISGUSTED

:p
party on my bed
itz better than all da rezt
keepin secretz
coz i need smth 2 sleep wid
but yd u hav 2
kiss my lil head
da firzt day we meeeeet

itz all juz da same
itz all juz da same
but bby itz my fav game
nd derez nuthin 2 do
but play bby play
play bby play
nd if u chk ud see dat da
high score iz my name>:3

nuthin

1st single from the album Manic Panic
vocals by fijimar + robopup
prod nightclub + jvsper

SPOTIFY

gnarly // fijimar + robopup

mistakes

Produção: Bruno Johnson 
Teclados, Programações e edições de áudio. 
Voz extraída do vídeo (piano e voz)  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjkW3M2e7kA

teach me how to sleep

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