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Existential Error

Written by: Nova May, Nick Mete, Earth to Emily, 444BOY
Prod by: 444BOY

BOSH!

ElliMarshmallow — Propaganda! [VOCALOID RUS COVER]

Blottered / Blazed (Produced by Ace Ha)

German Translation

"AERIS" is a hazy, emotional electronica piece that weaves lo-fi textures with ambient cinematics. At approximately 78 BPM, it flows with soft grain, delayed pads, and analog warmth. Capturing the sound of drifting memory through neon-lit silence.

Built without heavy percussion, the piece relies on slowly evolving atmospheres and subtle glitch washes, evoking a reflective dreamstate.

Best experienced during late hours, preferably with headphones and solitude.

Genre: Ambient Electronica / Post-Lo-fi / Granular Dreamscape
Mood: Nostalgic / Lucid / Synthetic / Immersive

AERIS

Echoes ripping open my mind

TEAR ME OPEN!

Take me far away from me

Let me rot

I’m sinking back into the noise
My mind is breaking with no choice
Every echo feels like fate
And I can’t carry all this weight—

AAAAAAAAAAAAH—

I feel the hole inside my chest 
Growing bigger every day 
I try to scream but nothing’s left 
Just the shadows that I made

Every thought collapses
Every truth unravels
I’m fading, degrading
Into my private hell—

I’m hollow inside
And I can’t fill the silence
I’m losing my mind
No meaning, no guidance
I’m falling apart
Like a ghost I can’t revive
There’s nothing to find
In the void where I survive

I chase the pieces of myself 
But they dissolve when I get close 
I’m trapped inside a fading shell 
My purpose buried in the smoke 

I’m breaking, reshaping
What’s left of who I was
Detaching, collapsing
Nothing’s ever enough—

I’m hollow inside
And I can’t fill the silence
I’m losing my mind
No meaning, no guidance
I’m falling apart
Like a ghost I can’t revive
There’s nothing to find
In the void where I survive

Cut me open—
See the emptiness I hide!
Tear the noise out—
I’m already dead inside!
Nothing left now—
Just a body in decline!
I keep screaming—
Just to prove that I'm alive!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

I’m hollow inside 
No escape from the silence
I’m losing my mind 
Drifting without guidance
I’m falling apart 
Just a ghost I can’t revive
There’s nothing to find
In the void where I survive

Empty inside

TAKE ME OUT OF THIS VOID!

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SAINt JHN - Roses (Imanbek Remix)

Hatchback

[VERSE I: Romeo da Black Rose]

Take me home
take me home
it's the one place I can rest in peace
turn off my phone
so many messages I wish I could just delete
questioning my existence
questioning my decisions
burning down all the bridges
dig a moat
now I'm finished
sorry don't want you to visit, no
one last pic and I'll be gone
make it count
put the flash on
never really felt like I belonged
so I'll be on my way
and I won't be long
I'll be dead by dawn
I'll be dead by dawn
I'll be dead by dawn

[VERSE II: Lil' Dark]

Scrolling through my texts
shit I left unread
never trying to deal with it
there's bliss up in my ignorance
10 dope dealers
ex want me to see her
can't trust her
don't believe her
reply turn into a needle
don't wanna do it again
got shit I'm not trying to relive
head fucked up and I'm sick
these old habits will kill me quick
quicker than I can blink
quicker than I can think
lift me up
don't want to sink
pour me up
I need a drink
what the fuck do I do when sabotage is all I know?
I done dug myself my own grave in this hole
Kill me slow, slow
curtains close low
fuck
I don't see what's the point of going on
no

...And to Those I Love, Thanks for Sticking Around

...AND TO THOSE I LOVE, THANKS FOR STICKING AROUND

Produced by Curtis Waters & Decz 

Video: https://youtu.be/Qgduhk26sIw

Lyrics:
Ice on my, Ice on my neck
Counting a check
Ice on my, Ice on my neck
Counting a check

Ice on my neck that’s incoming
I’m a pretty boy I’m stunning
Super speed sonic I’m running
Super super super speed sonic I’m running
Call me big papa I’m sonning
I supply the dick when she want it
I’m a bad boy Mclovin
I’m a, I’m a, I’m a bad boy Mclovin

Hey, good pussy sound like pasta
I got young dick, call the pastor
She give good brain, she a master
Little Einstein, bitch imma blast off
I can go slow or go faster
If I bust quick that’s a bastard
Young Bollywood get gassed up
Get rich quick, big bags yeah I’m cashed up

Ice on my neck that’s incoming
I’m a pretty boy I’m stunning
Super speed sonic I’m running
Super super super speed sonic I’m running
Call me big papa I’m sonning
I supply the dick when she want it
I’m a bad boy Mclovin
I’m a, I’m a, I’m a bad boy Mclovin

(Harm Franklin)
I’m a bad boy like puffy
She suckin on my neck like Buffy
On my British bird I had to go duppy
Fall asleep in that pussy like a cubby
90s pimp... 2000pimp (woo!)
Mercedes drip... CLS (woo!)
They just gassin, I ain’t convinced
She got a peach on her but she ain’t a princess
Whoaaaa used to be a hot boy but I’m straight gorgeous now
If u wanna see me u gon have to book appointments now
whoaaa call me stone cold cus I’m so stunnin yeah
whoaaa I smell like fresh cookies out the oven mixed with money

Ice on my neck that’s incoming
I’m a pretty boy I’m stunning
Super speed sonic I’m running
Super super super speed sonic I’m running
Call me big papa I’m sonning
I supply the dick when she want it
I’m a bad boy Mclovin
I’m a, I’m a, I’m a bad boy Mclovin

Stunnin' (feat. Harm Franklin)

TEAR ME OPEN!

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