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LYRICS

(Hook)
I’m in my hotel
And I’m barely breathing 
I’m in my hotel, Ho-hotel
Oh oh well, I really don’t need it
I just had a perfect day perfect way to spend my time
all of your features corrupting my mind
all these feeling should be a crime 
no
Can i pls press rewind 
no
didn’t need one more sign
no
just want  to see yo face one more time
Woah

(Verse #1)
14/14 call me Chris Paul but I’m mixed wit Codeine 
Try to ft acting like you know me 
feelin 40 while I’m sippin 40s
(Ha ha)
Aye
Am i talking out loud?
Aye 
Can’t wait for a crowd
Aye
when they singing my shit 
They like “wow stevyn  just made a hit”

(Bridge)
I can’t say a thing x2
No no no no, no no no

(Verse #2)
What do you think of me 
(Yeah)
Tell me what you think of me
Cause i have no fucking confidence 
And im stuttering and losing all my consonants 
I talk to slow slow slow
Don’t hit up my phone phone phone
Don’t worry abt shit don’t worry abt shit
Cause i know know know 
I know know know
I know know know
Just tell me if you me to fucking go go go
Please just let me know cause I’ll go go go
But i never want to leave  don’t wanna be alone

(Hook)
I’m in my hotel
And I’m barely breathing 
I’m in my hotel, Ho-hotel
Oh oh well, I really don’t need it
I just had a perfect day perfect way to spend my time
all of your features corrupting my mind
all these feeling should be a crime 
no
Can i pls press rewind 
no
didn’t need one more sign
no
just want  to see yo face one more time
Woah

Room Service (ON ALL PLATS)

prod by @saiwai

ts dont make no sense

//LYRICS

you still did that shit no way
i still don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out
gimme 4 n ill make sure i don't cry out
this is my lifestyle
just wait till its night out
idek if im wrong or im right now
they outta sight now
feel like that guy now
you still did that shit no way
i still don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out
gimme 4 n ill make sure i don't cry out
this is my lifestyle
just wait till its night out
idek if im wrong or im right now
they outta sight now
feel like that guy now
and im like "why would it matter to me?"

walk up, im frozen
they dont wanna talk to us I know it
you say you love me but you dont show it
and you wouldnt know that i would notice
but theres no way you dont have the advantage
they ask how i get through it all, i manage
ooohh
so just stop it now i cant get out cus

you still did that shit no way
i just don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out
gimme 4 n ill make sure i don't cry out
this is my lifestyle
just wait till its night out
idek if im wrong or im right now
they outta sight now
feel like that guy now

walk up, im frozen
they dont wanna talk to us I know it
you say you love me but you dont show it
and you wouldnt know that i would notice
but theres no way you dont have the advantage
they ask how i get through it all, i manage
ooohh
so just stop it now i cant get out cus

you still did that shit no way
i just don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out

oblivious

oblivious [p. sai]

'90s videogame soundtrack
+fellow villagers @oroahh, @scrufff
+additional guitars from @billsburyjoeboi

stream on all platforms: https://ffm.to/charmerr

song abt extroverts n small-talk enthusiasts - i still dk how tf they do that socialising shit

.

INTRO.

roah's verse 0:
who are these ghosts in my room?
they don't even care bout you...
they don't even-

talk…
i have to do this now! (nownow)
i can’t get out free this time,
imma leave with a sliver of doubt... (doubt doubt)
start talking till your brain gets fried! (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
(run)
but nobody listens to you, (run?)
broke bones, then you left me beat and bruised! (run!)
bled out, split my heart in two... (RUN!)
now i'm just another ghost inside my room.

now run away
can't even stop
don't even speak here, we cant get along
now stay awake,
ya i'm not that strong.
i know that i can't live like this,
can't stall...

run- run- way-
can't even sto-
(you split my heart)
don't even speak here we cant get along -long
(im bleeding out)
now stay awake
ya i'm not that strong
(i can’t even talk noo)
i know that i can't live like this
can't stall
(they werent even listening from the start)

red's bridge:
and it's too late now,
it's way too late...
it's the last straw now,
i can't be saved.
if only u were here?
i'd be okay.
if only i had your charm?
i'd be okay........

.

MAIN.

crazyass refrain:
“know by now i'm not a ppls’ man”
repeat

(ayo cut the bs)

verse 1:
paradox when i think about u
just wanna get violent when i think about u
rude to stare but i don't rly care
ur the cause of my problems but now i’m the fool? (wtf)

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man" now w scruff harmonically moaning WWWWWW

scruff's verse 2 (HE FUCKING KILLED IT UGHHHH):
so, understand that i'm on again
say imma make him do the runnin' man
imma make sure that i win again
but i might just be onto something, new
i just wanna be something to you
pitchforks when i'm outside
i want a clean morgue when i die
i wanna see more with my eyes

verse 3 (back2me):
hate the thought of talking to someone like me
and i tell the therapist its more than anxiety !'?*'never taken therapy lmao
always the one to make the second moves
boutta run out of self-worth real soon
rely on me to always fuck it up
god i'm so done this life shit just ain't no fun
never hesitate to wait till its way too late
something wrong w me but i know i’ll just run

*redhorse pro producer tag omg*

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing #)£!?* nah dis is deep istg
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up (=`{ literally me fr
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man"
repeat

https://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/Charm_(move)

charmer

stream the mf song

charmer, +roah, scruff

OTHER PLATS BE WITH ME: https://gate.fm/QWkJNlkFI

song by conren [@ilycon] endie [@1endie] stevyn [@1stevyn]
produced by yung lukas [@yunglukas]
click SHOW MORE for lyrics


//// LYRICS ////

be with me ft. endie + stevyn [p. yung lukas]

So can you feel it, feel it
Tell me how the fuck I'm supposed to deal with it, deal with it
On my mind didn't think that I would need it
Cause I couldn't find a reason 
Finally, see what I needed baby
To the left, right, left, right
Push me down and kick me out and throw me to the sidelines
Push me down and kick me out but I landed in the spotlight
Real life, my time 
Tell me if you feel like
Why don't you notice me 
Is it cause I'm not pretty
Why don't you notice me 
Can you just please be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
I take my time, you mess with the illusion when you
Break what's mine, I see myself alone it's just a waste of life
But what you said was never okay
It was never okay, never okay
Why don't you notice me 
Is it cause I'm not pretty
Why don't you notice me 
Can you just please be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Baby, you drive me crazy
No one can save me beside you baby (Baby)
Because baby you drive me crazy (Crazy)
No one can save me (Save me) 
Besides you baby (Baby)

be with me ft. endie + stevyn [p. yung lukas]

shoutout that one canadian guy that sounds like he's from minnesota @johnnyfriend
shoutout @meantyyy (so underated)
fun pop song i made about a breakup :(

[mosh]
they just got me locked in a haven
i dont like this bitch, i dont wan be famous
i like you girl, yeah u are so gracious
every time i see you bitch i wanna make up

make up i dont want no fake love, yeah
hate us, girl you really fucked up, yeah
had enough of you bitch and im really above ya
i know, i know i will never trust ya

[meanty]
i feel the hatred
im breaking
what do u want from me?
all u want is honesty
i try to find my inner self
but all these things ain't going well
im feeling messed up
im running out of luck
i gave u my all
but u just made me fall
u treat me like a wannabe
but i know ur not fond of me
i know that ur just sick of me
it hurts inside it makes me weep

[mosh]
they just got me locked in a haven
i dont like this bitch, i dont wan be famous
i like you girl, yeah u are so gracious
every time i see you bitch i wanna make up

make up, i wanna make up

make up, i wanna make up

oooooooooo

wanna make up..

outro.

thanks for listening<3

haven 🌸 w/ meanty (johnnyfriend)

i'm so exhausted
<3
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/74YnLUwqd84mqmQa9zzX5b?si=b81f6164a4a447cd

sorry not sorry (@siemspark)

@t1gerstar
@poisonedcheeto

remix: https://soundcloud.com/luvkurtis/spiral-mxjia-remix

[kurtis]
yeah yeah
the circles spinnin 
it goes round inside my head
yeah youre the only one im needin tonight

im tryna plan out my escape 
im so stuck inside a loop
i do the same shit everyday

i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

yeah
no i wont stop im takin rounds
smoke a bong and lemme rest
im tryna drown out sounds

drown out sounds yeah
im bein told to kill myself
these thoughts will be the death of me yeah
i need to down another pill

stop wait a minute open up and look around
boy wont u stop wait a minute 
u did this shit all by yourself 
boy wont you stop

exaggerating 
tried to hide and masquerade it
boy can u stop
the fuckin drinkin 
my body feels its slowly sinkin

again and again
no i wont stop keep playin pretend 
and again
and again
no i wont make it out again
yeahhh im

[tigerstar]
pickin parts of my own mind
bury me when im alive
baby how could i survive 
the enemies up in my mind

never meant to make u cry
i tried to hide out in the night
i been fightin with myself
but only one comes out alive

[tigerstar + kurtis]
i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

[tigerstar]
Drink yourself into a spiral
Succumbing to the cycle
No use tryna fight, it's something i cant fix
Something about it got violent

Ever since it got quiet it gets filled more noises
As your voice sighs and every single whisper cuts so deep 
Disrupts my sleep, makes me sweat cus you're seething again
Can't get through the night unless I pretend

Once I'm in your bed I don't really mean it
Before I hit the ground and finally black out
Was there ever a light to this meaningless place?
I guess i'll try to fucking drink it away
But I dont need it, I don't need it

pickin parts of my own mind
bury me when im alive
baby how could i survive 
the enemies up in my mind

never meant to make u cry
i tried to hide out in the night
i been fightin with myself
but only one comes out alive

[tigerstar + kurtis]
i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

<3

SPOTIFY

spiral ft. tigerstar (simon m)

prod mix master written by me

stream everywhere else too


Lyrics:
Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh

I feel wrung out
Ive run outta energy
It was too loud
Gotta Take a step back
Embrace the fallout
Oh its probably my fault but I dont care
Anymore, mm

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far (gone)
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

I cut my teeth over my intentions I 
(Got) no sleep over my whole weekend cause you
Watch me fall apart at the seams
Is this a dream?

(What’s happening?)

(I cannot) hold myself too high
(Feel something) eating me from the insides
(Why do I?) always seem to play the bad guy
You make me the enemy just to cope in your mind

(Watchu say?)

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far gone
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh
Mm

i give up lmao

prod. @prod_pk + @rochambeaubeats
love u guys <3
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secrets

A poem accompanied by original background piano music:



Alms by Edna St. Vincent Millay



My heart is what it was before,
      A house where people come and go;
But it is winter with your love,
      The sashes are beset with snow.

I light the lamp and lay the cloth,
      I blow the coals to blaze again;
But it is winter with your love,
      The frost is thick upon the pane.

I know a winter when it comes:
      The leaves are listless on the boughs;
I watched your love a little while,
      And brought my plants into the house.

I water them and turn them south,
      I snap the dead brown from the stem;
But it is winter with your love,—
      I only tend and water them.

There was a time I stood and watched
      The small, ill-natured sparrows’ fray;
I loved the beggar that I fed,
      I cared for what he had to say,

I stood and watched him out of sight;
      Today I reach around the door
And set a bowl upon the step;
      My heart is what it was before,

But it is winter with your love;
      I scatter crumbs upon the sill,
And close the window,—and the birds
      May take or leave them, as they will.




A brief analysis: 

In "Alms," Edna St. Vincent Millay explores themes of charity, poverty, and human dignity. The poem reflects on the act of giving and receiving, highlighting the emotional complexities and power dynamics involved. Millay's poignant language emphasizes the humanity and vulnerability of those in need, while also critiquing the often superficial and self-serving nature of charitable acts. The poem ultimately calls for a deeper, more compassionate understanding of true generosity and human connection.


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This track showcases relentless commitment to pushing the boundaries of musical expression beyond the musical rules. 

Its Experimental nature invites listeners to embrace the unknown, as it delves into uncharted sonic territories. The result is an intricate tapestry of sound that challenges traditional norms and expectations. 

The Ethereal and Ambient qualities infuse the music with an almost otherworldly aura, creating an immersive and transcendent listening experience. 

Enigmatic and Reflective, the music invites listeners to explore the depths of their thoughts and emotions. It serves as a catalyst for introspection and self-discovery, leaving an indelible mark on the soul.

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