brand new (prod. joshwa)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4lwq80jSYhe7jYi6SQRGpJ?si=3972c9994a224673

p. zbeatz, b2nny, spoder
mixed by me and b2nny
with @b2nny
happy holidays
note: sorry abt the high end, it will be fixed from now on, listen on like 80% volume 

///
[spoder]
every thought up in my brain
every problem that i had
it all comes right back to you
don't you come here and break my rules love

remember what i said bout winter?
i'll have a couple cold nights but i swear that it'd get better
and i'll run back to you
but you've been falling apart
building back my roof, again

why you acting so tough for no reason?
when you're on the damn floor fucking bleeding
dirt up on your name
i don't want to be so pessimistic
all these people lame
but i really feel like i've been missing

a hug or some human contact and,
i'm falling
and i don't have the will to get back up
so for lack of better words, i'm stuck
i've been praying hard that i get some better luck oh
a hug or some human contact and,
i'm falling
and i don't have the will to get back up
so for lack of better words, i'm stuck
i've been praying hard that i get some better luck oh

[b2nny]
don’t know how to contact you
when you way in the back of a filled up room
it’s when you're lost in my mind
caught in my head
i feel the pressure
i'd rather be dead
than be alive at this time feeling nothing at all
i'd rather smash my fucking brain on this whole damn wall
don’t want a second alone
to bathe in my thoughts
thought that i canceled tonight but i guess we can take a walk for a minute
under the flashing street lights
don’t see me winning
this moment never feel right
to me, to you, to any watchers watching
i knew this wasn't the night

[spoder]
a hug or some human contact and,
i'm falling
and i don't have the will to get back up
so for lack of better words, i'm stuck
i've been praying hard that i get some better luck oh
a hug or some human contact and,
i'm falling
and i don't have the will to get back up
so for lack of better words, i'm stuck
i've been praying hard that i get some better luck oh

human contact w/ b2nny

produced by sai

//Lyrics

{harmonic moaning}

I wont die young
you coulda told me
but now i look dumb
please
hold me back im stunned
i keep my goals in tact cus i know I can do it all jus for fun
I saw your fists so i pulled up with a gun
this not my time yet im not done
i keep walkin around like I won
and i wont care anymore in a month
I rlly like her
you wouldnt know that
I could be nicer
you couldnt hold back
ur not a fighter
I wasnt told that
your just a liar
whos that bitch that started this fire
wait just leave me alone im tired
ooooohhhh
im always under fire
please just leave me alone im tired once again

{harmonic moaning}

im honest with you oh
so where did i go wrong
can you point it out for me
you open your lips all i see is insecurities oh
i
hate it
im nauseous
and im anxious
sh*t ill be honest
oooohhh
tell me your coming inside
tell me ur gonna abide
tell me that its a disguise
tell me bout the look in ur eyes

dun du dun dun dun du dun dun du du du dun dunnnn x2

I wont die young
you coulda told me
but now i look dumb
please
hold me back im stunned
i keep my goals in tact cus i know I can do it all jus for fun
I saw your fists so i pulled up with a gun
this not my time yet im not done
i keep walkin around like I won
and i wont care anymore in a month
I rlly like her
you wouldnt know that
I could be nicer
you couldnt hold back
ur not a fighter
I wasnt told that
your just a liar
whos that bitch that started this fire
wait just leave me alone im tired
ooooohhhh
im always under fire
please just leave me alone im tired once again

mix by nylan

tired

tired [p. sai]

@saiwai
@1spoder
@rywrrd
@redhxrse

@1spoder:
i don't want to fight so put your hands down
i just hit a cab, did the dash, like where i'm at now
way above the surface so i cant drown
if you got me then i got you there's no need to frown
i've been running round
i think i've got to bounce
you've been talkin out your neck
but i cant hear a sound
never thought the silence would be so loud
you live up in my mind and i can't get you out

@rywrrd:
we just walked in
yea pulled up to the party and we sparkin
i got no options
i told that bitch i'm pullin up but that is not it
bitch i'm posted up w roah and spoder
when i'm down feel like sosa cuz i hate bein sober
fucked it up when we talked like over and over 
bet u wanna talk now cause i skrt in tha rover
got me fucked up 
tried to hmu last week
but idgaf i'm not ur bestie
left me
in the dirt like last year
but idgaf cause this is my year!

@redhxrse:
ooh
yea i'm going thru the works
can’t believe it's getting worse
when i'm with u it's like a curse
ooh
problems that u need to fix
and u keep venting about shit
like i'm a fucking therapist
all them fucking parties where i'm standing in the corner
minding my own business but u couldn't be more forward
yuh this broken man is tryna give out all these hints
but u give no shits with u there ain't no subtlety
subtlety subtlety like look at all these bands on me
money ain't a problem when ur clinginess is all i see
put another k on the dash but ur still here
try n make it make sense cos i don't want u anywhere near

@1spoder:
i don't want to fight so put your hands down
i just hit a cab, did the dash, like where i'm at now
way above the surface so i can't drown
if you got me then i got you theres no need to frown
i've been running round
i think i've got to bounce
you've been talkin out your neck
but i cant hear a sound
never thought the silence would be so loud
you live up in my mind and i can't get you out

fight

fed up

fed up [p. sai]

prod zuubek
ft @luvkurtis

[intro: @luvkurtis]
you wouldnt change for me, change for me
so how come im the one in pain, the one in pain
fuck you

[hook: me]
our love is falling apart
no i dont wanna make amends
and i knew right from the start
the love between us would end
u left me right in the dark
no i dont wanna be ur friend
no i dont wanna restart
i think i'd rather be dead
yeah
think i'd rather be dead
don't wanna see u again
fuck u and all of ur friends
dont wanna see all ur texts
messages i left on read
dont care how long that its been
pop bottles, down some more gin

[verse 1: me]
woah oh, woah oh
yeah i hate that i've been missing u
wish i wasn't into u
details that i never knew
saw u with some other dude
wish i never loved u
yeah im wishing that i hated u
all the time i spent with u
did it really mean nothing at all
tryna find someone new
but honestly i just cant move on
i been running out of things to say
i think it's overdue
open up my messages
i see ur name like what to do

[verse 2: @luvkurtis]
she put a pill in my hand
she said lets take it together
yeah i was told that she can see my pain
and make me feel better
she put her head on my chest
laying down in the grass
she's showin me a couple things
i never knew i once had
like how you do it? 
watchin her do her magic
she put my mind into a trance
put a gun up to my head let me go
i wish i heard how she felt
know i didnt do well
she couldnt take me at my worst
no she dont deserve my best

[bridge: me]
at the party we were tongue tied
barely knew ur name
but i knew i'd see u more than one night
now im sittin here thinkin that without u i could die
i'm so tired of fuckin falling in love
this shit is suicide

[hook: me]
our love is falling apart
no i dont wanna make amends
and i knew right from the start
the love between us would end
u left me right in the dark
no i dont wanna be ur friend
no i dont wanna restart
i think i'd rather be dead
yeah
think i'd rather be dead
don't wanna see u again
fuck u and all of ur friends
dont wanna see all ur texts
messages i left on read
dont care how long that its been
pop bottles, down some more gin

[outro: me]
and no matter what i say, oh
u have no reason to stay, oh
i close my eyes and see ur face, oh
know i'll love u forever, oh

SPOTIFY !

falling apart w/ kurtis

prod by @saiwai

ts dont make no sense

//LYRICS

you still did that shit no way
i still don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out
gimme 4 n ill make sure i don't cry out
this is my lifestyle
just wait till its night out
idek if im wrong or im right now
they outta sight now
feel like that guy now
you still did that shit no way
i still don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out
gimme 4 n ill make sure i don't cry out
this is my lifestyle
just wait till its night out
idek if im wrong or im right now
they outta sight now
feel like that guy now
and im like "why would it matter to me?"

walk up, im frozen
they dont wanna talk to us I know it
you say you love me but you dont show it
and you wouldnt know that i would notice
but theres no way you dont have the advantage
they ask how i get through it all, i manage
ooohh
so just stop it now i cant get out cus

you still did that shit no way
i just don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out
gimme 4 n ill make sure i don't cry out
this is my lifestyle
just wait till its night out
idek if im wrong or im right now
they outta sight now
feel like that guy now

walk up, im frozen
they dont wanna talk to us I know it
you say you love me but you dont show it
and you wouldnt know that i would notice
but theres no way you dont have the advantage
they ask how i get through it all, i manage
ooohh
so just stop it now i cant get out cus

you still did that shit no way
i just don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out

oblivious

oblivious [p. sai]

//Lyrics

(hook)
my heart beats when your textin me when you're talkin wit me
when ur next to me when ur walkin wit me
cause i miss you so much
don wanna say that
i miss that aroma
imma find my way back

(chorus)
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
i know im the worst guy
i see it all the time
i dont rlly wanna die
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
yeah im the worst guy

(verse)
what was the first lie, you said, to me
ill be searchin for some answers
can't control my temper
you just wanna rent her
i just need some money on me won't tell u again sir
thought i was over it all, but
i feel like i gave it up
you ain't sayin nun
how am I waitin up
I couldn't let you run
i don't think im saying enough
you ain't sayin nun
how am I waitin up
yeah i'm still thinking bout how

(hook)
my heart beats when your textin me when you're walkin wit me
when ur next to me when ur walkin wit me
cause i miss you so much
don wanna say that
i miss that aroma
imma find my way back

(chorus)
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
i know im the worst guy
i see it all the time
i dont rlly wanna die
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
I know i'm the worst guy
i see it all the time
idrwd

(sauce)

talk2me

talk2me [p. sai]

self prod
beat 1 inspired by slump6s - right now

ik this song abt her so i gotta keep it vague
hoe so pretty im too petty
she gon have to up the pace
been stickin to myself
why they always on my case?
never switched up
stayed in my lane

dont talk 2 me
unless u talkin bout a bag
cant walk like me
these new margielas cost a rack
tryna copy me
but u cant be me thats a fact
she want all of me
i know i left her in the past

did it by myself
need no help
b** im self made
focused on my wealth
u could tell
gettin well paid
pourin up a 4
double cup
hi tech minute maid
she pretty and she bad for my health
she so entertained

ima do what i want
u keep doin what u doin
bankroll, let the money talk
know im fluent
been him, that boy he biting
see the influence
take his hoe
when she pull up, get into it
i got designer my jeans
smoke a spliff get high wit me
mdma pop a bean
at the club she eyeing me
wit my squad we goin up
tryna fwm, get dubbed
try me, u cant hang, good luck
she like me, hml, wassup

ik this song abt her so i gotta keep it vague
hoe so pretty im too petty
she gon have to up the pace
been stickin to myself
why they always on my case?
never switched up

yeah
lets go and get it
swerve in that coupe, windows are tinted
boujee lil shawty n she got on raf simmons
im on the top wit my bro and we winnin
im goin up uh huh okay
she wanna f** nuh uh no way 
im way too up, new hits otw
10 racks on his head might take his toupee
hi tech cup it, big chop russian
new hoe cuffin, big guap love it
fast life more life, always sumn
i see u tryna stab my back, u bluffin
im goin up uh huh okay
she wanna f** nuh uh no way 
im way too up, new hits otw
10 racks on his head might take his toupee

did it by myself
need no help
b** im self made
focused on my wealth
u could tell
gettin well paid
pourin up a 4
double cup
hi tech minute maid
she pretty and she bad for my health
she so entertained

im tired of ts and im tired of u
get high roll a spliff thats all i wanna do
and u act like a b** when im around u
im so done im so done
time to forget bout u

dont talk 2 me

prod me ofc

i get caught up in the past tense all the time
and i, get stuck in a web of lies
i, dont have any tears thats left to cry
and i, wish the best for me myself and i

tired of hoping for love i got selfish
bad luck messes me up like all of the time
i get tired of crying tired of fighting
im still dumb enough to try

i dont wanna be stuck and left helpless
tired of falling victim being careless
i thought what we had was so divine
but you never cared, you crossed the line

love is a dangerous feeling we all know the thrill of it
but the consequences of actions come and kill me

fake friends fake bitches tryna get ahold of me
i can see right thru the smoke and mirrors, get ahead of me
i just wish for some peace in my life for once
always swallowed my pride, never had my fun

and im thinking
is there another way to help it
think i lost it
only one thing left and it’s obvious

forever, and always

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4UX8Ba8smmBAQ1jPj6YW2o?si=XWSXpFGhQF-NtCQLmf0K7A

prod @saiwai & @poondauwu

lyrics 

Do u want me by ur side?
Our love u cant deny 
Cuz when the stars align 
I think that its a sign
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 
So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 

@reefuh

wanna fuck all night
i could tell your getting sick of me
ooh baby its not right
what you did to me
why punish me 
i like girls who like girls
my bad that was an epiphany... LMAO
drake sing like this bitch was a symphony
dont let me go, dont get rid of me
fucking on yo mama ya she got kids to feed
she said reef ya thats who i wanna be
bitch honestly, he just a wannabe
7.62 give him a lobotomy
i want a bitch w a bitch get on top of me
dont let go, hold onto me
play w me for the money like monopoly

Do u want me by ur side?
Our love u cant deny 
Cuz when the stars align
I think that its a sign
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 
So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go

So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go

oblivious [p. sai]

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