I am well adjusted <3

BANGERS

mixed by @foreignhype
mastered by @GRIMYBOI
artwork by https://instagram.com/nikko_xx?igshid=15xfx5lycuvad

AVAILABLE EVERYWHERE: https://songwhip.com/emoflytrap/letsnevergetolder-3

✨💓letsnevergetolder...💓✨ feat. YungJZAisDead (prod. northeast lights x recyclexbin)

part of me

originally leaked by a friend of gaff's in october of 2017, removed off soundcloud in october of 2018 thru a false copyright strike (by me looool)

unreleased

dissociation (prod. drew the architect)

shinigami x yurms - too high

happy halloween my guys

lyrics:

[shinigami]

fuck what they say
ill spit in they face
im all that remains

its the ballad of baphomet
evil takes shape
im prayin to satan to save me today

the lord of eternal sleep
sixes all over me
creepin up in your streets
cant wait to see you bleed

prowlin the night with no souls in my sight
im takin yo bitch then im taking yo life

im jack with the tana but cheech with the blunt
number one
murder and torture for fun

i came for the pussy dont fuck w no cunts
motherfuckers its shini and gugg he my blood

fuck this life
im boutta cyph
grab the knife
shut off the lights
and say goodnight

when i pull up geekin
bitches shriekin
body weakens
bring the demons
skulls start leakin

eyes roll back
im on attack
grab the strap
its a wrap
the bullets crack

all of you motherfuckers
better pray
im murdering christ
armageddon today

death god
death god
death god

corrupted and wicked my heart filled with lust
fuck being holy in satan we trust
yung fuckin fiend like my name michale graves
grimworld the scum of the earth thats my gang
blindfold on my face drippin blood off my fangs
i am the one that which cannot be named

Download

the ballad of baphomet

MERCH:
https://lilxlotus.storenvy.com

Prod:
@jakemarkow
twitter.com/jakemarkow

Art:
twitter.com/disintegr8tion
www.instagram.com/filthy.hands/

MISSED UR CALL (Prod. JakeMarkow x Lil Lotus) MERCH DROP<3

https://open.spotify.com/track/4SyKnSUTgKkTjAZETcQJ01?si=wqCOaZ7zRLy2ZJAeTL0OLg

@ihateshinigami
@ihateshinigami
@ihateshinigami
@ihateshinigami

shinigami - memories of you (prod. 4evr)

Production: me :)
Vocals: @lilxlotus
art: https://twitter.com/lexijohnstonx
Lyrics

I don't think that i'll be fine and I can't do this
It's a struggle every night just to get through it

Look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I can't get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Look me straight in the eye (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) I cant get you out of mind
I cant get you out of mind

(look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?)
My mind
(You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye)
My mind, makes me sick to my stomach I cant get you out of my mind

And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Out Of My Mind (ft. Lil Lotus)

lyrics:

i just wanna feel like im alive
the voices in my head tear me up from deep inside
i cannot feel anything anymore
the key of the chosen
unlocking the door

ill live to see another day
the walls are closing
you watched me fall
into the dark

and all i know
is i am not the voice you hear
or the face you see

so now you lay
into my arms
you whisper silence
into words so soft

and how could i
ignore the patterns
after all that weve been through

break ur fucken necc!

the flood will rise
unto the gates of heaven

i need my angel
where is she now
her voice it haunts me
6 feet in the ground

download <3

claymore

video: https://youtu.be/aGy_wjrU1lc

when she call i kno she j wanna come right over 

@smrtdeath
@lilxlotus
@swvde666

spotify

motorola w/ lil lotus (prod. swvde) *video in description*

⚰️

Spotify • https://open.spotify.com/track/1gKuDaXI4tMM0ARlCR1y7y?si=G8govNrsRyydmOulr2gL1A

Apple • https://music.apple.com/us/album/shallow-grave-feat-rinnegone-guccihighwaters/1439826577?i=1439826667

Shallow Grave (Feat. Rinnegone & guccihighwaters) [Prod. 4evr]

miss u haven't met u tho

you know i want it so bad
but i could never go back
things always change its so sad
but im sure that you know that

blood stains all over my off whites
ice cold smoke give u frostbite
baby we both been so sad
feel like everything has been so bad

remember way back
smoking on the weekends
broken bottles

running from the demons

falling out the backseat window
now i think im stuck in limbo

i know this isnt what you asked for
take my hand and rot away with me
you crossed my heart now youre stuck with me

thinking of ways i
could get it all back
dont wanna fallback
ill never back track

thinking of ways i
could get my soul back
scratches on my back
my vision turns black

spirits take over my mind
yea it happens all the time
stuck in a world i dont know
everyone left me behind

so bad [prod. dylan brady]

lyrics:

face down on the floor w the lights out
i dont wanna wait i need you right now
i was down for a minute im alright now
used to feel alive but im a ghost in the night now

ghosts are memories
that will never be forgotten
the weight you left upon my chest has left me breathless

ion pull up yea i lay low
you can come thru if u say so
i only hang out w the lost souls
all of my brothers got halos

bitch ima star and i shine brite
light up the room when im inside
rip out my heart watch me turn white
but im already dead inside

im waiting for the day these nightmares will escape my brain
ill put my hands around your waste and let you taste my pain

dreamwalker [prod. kellbender x shini]

shinigami - money makes me lonely (prod. charlie shuffler)

lyrics :
why tf my peepee hard x4

mommy pls help me
y is there a white pee
this is all a fucking pain

my peepee is red
my peepee is itchin
lets get this bread 
my peepee is twitchin x2

why tf my peepee hard (prod. by joeybeats)

lyrics:

and now she's grabbing at my thighs
can we stay inside
i think i'm falling for u baby
i can't tell u why
when i wanted to die
i couldn't see u right
but now i'm here with u
baby what's the move tonight

like when we done she put my shirt on
we're turned on
ask me if it's just tonight baby
that's wrong 
getting up to turn the lights back on
she know's that she's in all my best songs

mouthwash dripping on my shirt
u try to kiss me but my mouth still fucking hurts
posting pictures of me
now he wants u back
making money now
imma spend a rack

i've been tryna find my way
like can i make it through another day
you've been all up in my face
i just need some fucking space
i'm like please can i levitate

like when we done she put my shirt on
we're turned on
ask me if it's just tonight baby
that's wrong 
getting up to turn the lights back on
she know's that she's in all my best songs

i can' lose u again
burning holes in my skin
i just wanna forget
everything that i did
x2

mouthwash dripping on my shirt
u try to kiss me but my mouth still fucking hurts

mouthwash

u kno i kinda like it (prod. kaktus)*nightcore*

fuck this 🖕

https://open.spotify.com/track/69fra6WaruN2FxUO0RLh6K?si=oD_nybpBT1erZ_R4PWYoHg

i always lose :/ (kmoe)

this leaked already so fuck it lol

(feat. Ericdoa, Glaive, Osquinn, Brakence, Valentine & kmoe)

Losin' It

https://soundcloud.com/blacklunged
https://www.instagram.com/jaspervanhoof_/

LYRICS
(blacklunged)
girl i let you down
baby yea i know that
but if you decide to stay
baby we can get the racks
but if you decide to stay 

(ashes)
if decide to stay 
would u love me forever
hold me real close 
baby dont leave ever
i been on the drugs 
bitch im never fucking sober
crying in the club 
he got tears on my sweater

if decide to stay 
would u love me forever
hold me real close 
baby dont leave ever
i been on the drugs 
bitch im never fucking sober
crying in the club 
he got tears on my sweater
blood stained gucci 
got it on me
feel so lonely  
someone kill me 

(blacklunged)
girl i let you down
baby yea i know that
but if you decide to stay
baby we can get the racks
but if you decide to stay

crying in the club cause u left me there + blacklunged (jvsper)

$12 a month to upload unlimited songs LOL

shinigami x yurms - too high

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