what a voice!  beautiful control and phrasing.  reminds me a little of Martin Grech from his Open Heart Zoo and Unholy albums.  very, very nice... i have added this to one of my playlists.

Incredibly emotional. Your voice is beautiful

(failure & self punishment)

Do you think that
you can see me?

I'm praying that you can.

I don't really mind the oversleep,
Its curse I do deserve.

Believe me - I'm caught in the middle of a crossfire.
Don't heal me - I made my shackles from chicken wire.
Don't think me - I don't want a memory.

Do you think that I
need to find some peace?

Something to release?

Does it spark your mind?
The need to cause a scene?

Fire with kerosene.

Believe me - I'm caught in the middle of a crossfire.
Don't heal me - I made my shackles from chicken wire.
Don't think me - I don't want a memory.

yeah believe me
yeah dont heal 
yeah dont think me
do you think that you can see me?

yeah believe me
yeah dont heal 
yeah dont think me
do you think you can believe me?

I'm caught in the middle of a crossfire.
Don't heal me - I made my shackles from chicken wire.
Don't think me - I don't want a memory.

Worthy?

♫ am i a boy? am i a star? ♫

Vocals, Guitar, Keys, Production, Mix/Master: Will Malec

★ ad astra forever ☆


{LYRICS}
Am I a star, am I a boy?
I’ve fallen this far, was I made to destroy?
When I came here, I fell from the sky
I didn’t understand why they made me a guy 

In outer space, the distance among
The galaxies, and their planets and suns 
It’s an uncharted sea, but we understand
Some boys want to be in this in-between land

That’s where I want to live
In this in-between land

But I fell to earth, where my self-worth 
Is measured in footballs and toy guns
I don’t understand, why the in-between land
Is gone and scattered to stardust

I guess i’m stuck here
I guess i’m stuck here

Am I a boy, am I a star
I think I’m okay, the way things are
You called me a he, that’s who I’ll be
But I wouldn’t really mind if you could see

The nebula, a star destroyed
Is it a girl, is it a boy?
Did it explode, into a man,
Or did you find the in-between land?

I hope that I can find
The in-between land 

But I fell to earth, where my self-worth 
Is measured in footballs and toy guns
I don’t understand, why the in-between land
it’s gone and scattered to stardust

I can’t go back, I can’t backtrack
Along the cycle of rebirth
If I never see, the place in between
I’ll make it for myself on earth

I’ll build a home here
I’ll build a home here

evergreen

starboy - Single

starboy

[MIX.2]
A small tribute to Ryuichi Sakamoto, 
one of the most important artists that helped throughout the years, both musically and mentally.

Sakamö

(narcicistic manipulation)

one morning i woke up and you were gone
like the cool air on a summer morning

i woke up and you caught me out
you told me i was moving in my sleep
well, in my sleep i held the key

i scared myself into praying!
like, I dont care to watch
you fake
intent
you see.

im telling you
rapture came the very next day
and you stood there like it was all a part of the plan

how could i be so wrong
i was so sure the ocean would turn
red this morning i said that the
silence is killing you not me

caught me out!
you told me i was moving in my sleep
well, in my sleep i held the key

i scared myself into praying!
like, I dont care to watch
you fake
intent
you see.

rapture came the very next day,
and you smiled.

Fear & Prayer

Your hands are shaking
Your breath is heaving
A simple mistake

Your thoughts are racing
Your hairs are raising
You've got nowhere to run

You sip on kerosene.
The way you go to sleep.
You sip on kerosene.
Don't see the way you fall.
Sip on kerosene.

You're always on the go
Compared to what it cost
I'd say we're sitting ducks

I know that it ain't right
To try to break the ties
that hold the gods in place

I wish I could change the past.
I wish I could find you a home.

I watch the way you fall - you sip on kerosene!
The way you go to sleep.
You sip on kerosene!
Don't see the way you fall.
Sip on kerosene!

Don't watch...

You've been falling for a long time
i can tell
you're still breathing

you're not dead yet. 
you're not!

I watch the way you fall - you sip on kerosene!
The way you go to sleep.
You sip on kerosene!
Don't see the way you fall.
Sip on kerosene!

Don't watch...

Kerosene

(learning to say no)

I'll be the first to admit
that i'm naive

I fall too fast, too hard, too sure
when I know I shouldn't.

each time i give up a little piece
without a price.

so when i tell you i want you
I need to know
so tell me the truth when i ask:

if i
regurgitate my sins
and i
vomit on the cross
would you stab me just in case?

if for
a moment i am weak,
but mostly i am strong
will you sleep with someone else to hide it better
than me?

Lately I know i'm decided
Yet i remain

I'm starting to feel like
a masochist
that does it for words

and when you laid
your head on my chest
and laid your body
into my bed
and held my hand
until we both fell asleep

I didn't dare to ask

if i
regurgitate my sins
and i
vomit on the cross
would you stab me just in case?

if for
a moment i am weak,
but mostly i am strong
will you sleep with someone else to hide it better
than me?

Regurgitate

@scorrr -> @illfordofficial -> @sstyks

IT'S THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN🤔TIME FOR ANOTHER INSTALLMENT OF ONE OF PENIS MUSIC COLLECTIVE'S FINEST IDEAS... "PASS THE PEEN" BUT.... 😍VALENTINE'S DAY EDITION😍

18 MULTIDIMENSIONAL CROSS STREAM COLLABS TO GET THOSE LOVEY V-DAY EMOTIONS PUMPING💖💖💖💖

We took to our legendary✨and pioneering👨‍🚀DISCORD SERVER (bro, the link in bio is asking to be your valentine) once again to open the sign ups to our romantical peenie weenies members. After sign ups commenced🖋️, it was about that time to start CREATING🤩. Each member had 2 days to create with the first member in each group being responsible for creating a beat to base the rest of the song off of. Just like last time, everyone in each group was also completely unaware of who any of their members were thanks some to super sticky sweet PMC magic. WE HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS LOVE FILLED INSTALLMENT OF PASS THE PEEN🤲🍆

scor, Illford & STYKS - The Gates

A track that goes places, man.

Saxophone: thechockehold via looperman.com

Cover photo: https://unsplash.com/ja/@myr0326

black hat, blue circuit

[MIX.5]
Collab featuring @efryo on strings!
Thank you buddy!
=================
Art by Jess Bianchi:
www.instagram.com/jessbianxi/
twitter.com/jesicabianchi
linktr.ee/jessbianchi

Ersträ [Feat.efryo]

Collab with: https://soundcloud.com/jujumakesmusic

After a whole 6 months, it is complete

Art by Juju

Vortex (with Juju)

"Letters to the Lost" transforms into a deeply emotional piano ballad, emphasizing the solo piano's ability to convey the profound depth of unsent letters to a former lover. This arrangement highlights the delicate and poignant nature of the music, with each note resonating with the weight of words left unspoken and emotions unexpressed. The song's lyrics intertwine with the piano's tender melodies to create a reflective and intimate atmosphere, perfect for listeners who are drawn to the raw honesty and vulnerability of solo piano music. This track serves as a moving exploration of love, loss, and the search for closure within the quiet confines of personal reflection.

Letters To The Lost

bubba
@sheltyrofficial
@sincerelyisterlohn

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