it's a vicious cycle

Frailty

let's go home

[LYRICS]:

I don't think that anyone will understand you
I just hope you know that I can't fucking stand you
There is no possible way that I can reach you
I don't see any way that I can read you
Tell me everything's okay, I won't believe you
Walk out my life again, I swear that I don't need you
I can't find anyone to even fucking talk to
Just let me close my eyes and dream 'bout how I want you

Sometimes I wish I lived in a cartoon
Shoot your shot and let it hit like a harpoon
Let me in, I hope you don't, that's not a smart move
Couldn't make up my mind if I want to
Sometimes I wish I lived in a cartoon
Shoot your shot and let it hit like a harpoon
Let me in, I hope you don't, that's not a smart move
Couldn't make up my mind if I want to

Sometimes I wish I lived in a cartoon
Shoot your shot and let it hit like a harpoon
Let me in, I hope you don't, that's not a smart move
Couldn't make up my mind if I want to
Sometimes I wish I lived in a cartoon
Shoot your shot and let it hit like a harpoon
Let me in, I hope you don't, that's not a smart move
Couldn't make up my mind if I want to

jane remover - so pretty i could die [v2]

spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

ann j gardner canyon park 2012

jane remover - champ (kmoe cover)

hypnotized
if you come down to the garden we could verbalize
for the hollow of your mother
you could chase the time
and turn it into something else
all the things you did to me are poisoned
with immaculate intelligence that i feel
whoever told you that You can turn it down at godspeed

its ok now
but all i wanted was a feeling

one free fall
shutdown
rising me from the above
smacking me into the ground
if i could
i would let you know the truth
but all i see is staring at and waiting for me
cant let it decieve

all the morning routes
and the night sky
we're just falling out
in a new time
line the feeling
open my eyes
break the ceiling
as the wall cries
about meanings
no regarding
only live it
in the timelapse
and believe it
like do magic
like the kids we used to be

one free fall
shutdown
rising me from the above
smacking me into the ground
all i see is burning colors
i dont wanna see the light

Break the pen
I dont wanna play nor pretend
That we could be something that would work
Only if we break all the amends
I dont wanna have you as a friend and i dont wanna hear from you again
Everything thats been on your mouth
You can let it have some air
I fall through the pieces of the glass
Always on my phone but left on read
I dont wanna feel like im a mess
But i really think that im a mess
I dont wanna have you as a friend and i dont wanna hear from you again
Everything thats been on your mouth

https://www.instagram.com/p/C-99kt1MsWI/

soft

prod. me
throwaway track yaaaaaay
bg photograph by @zzoos

stream

trophy

For mike

Holding a porcelain gift
With your memory around its fingertip
Youd glow when I held it above me
And youd tremble when I held it close
So I dont
It might get cold but itll be alright

An interstate apart
Driving somewhere I’ve been next to you
Youre weightless in the palm of my hand like a clothespin
Your brightness like a stone pushing deep into my cold skin
I just wish you could see me like this
I know youre just down the road and it’ll be alright

all insts by me

Porcelain gift

https://too.fm/lose-it

You used to tell me lies
You know that I'm not your guy
I know you don't understand
I know it's all in your head
You used to always be there
You think the world's in your hands
I know you don't understand 
I know you don't understand

(You used to tell me lies)
(I know you don't understand)
(You used to always be there)
(I know you don't understand)
(I know you don't understand)

Face to face
Every time you fantasize I'll fade away
Nothing else, I just cannot get out
I'll go insane
I cant step foot inside the sacred place
Why'd you ask me on a Saturday night

It's a waste why you waste time
Don't wanna say too much I just want to make right
Run to the fields, 'till they catch me with a bright light
Cant take you home for its every man for himself

Understand, but you don't understand
Why don't you talk to the walls I'll never see you again
Maybe you'll get a chance, ha, that's what somebody said
I know you wanna be close but I don't want to be friends

(You used to tell me lies)
(I know you don't understand)
(You used to always be there)
(I know you don't understand)
(I know you don't understand)

You used to tell me lies
You know that I'm not your guy
I know you don't understand
I know it's all in your head
You used to always be there
You think the world's in your hands
I know you don't understand 
I know you don't understand

You used to tell me lies
You know that I'm not your guy
I know you don't understand
I know it's all in your head
You used to always be there
You think the world's in your hands
I know you don't understand 
I know you don't understand

Stream on all plats

Lose it (Tell me lies)

Frightened and feeble


I live this life fearful 


You show another path


Enlightened and simple


If I could take an ear full


I’d wanna give it back


Cause I am a sewer


And you are the man


Holding the crack


A tear in the suture


Become a day sooner


Double spaced plan 


Calloused and careful


The glass appears half-full 


When you start to do the math


Dampened and dwindled


These ears are still fragile


So we start where we began

Ear Full

the things in my head all the time (candeline)

indie rock project by Ariana Miller

contact on discord: pretty.depressed 

the things in my head all the time (candeline)

pretty, depressed

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