real smooth, love those little trills in the guitar and the switchups in the beat

Formula for Starting Over:

This is how it begins
My formula for starting over
My blueprint to reinvent myself again
I try to fit in
Though I'm not much of a Casanova
Sometimes I color outside the lines where you might not expect
We try to be friends
And hope we don't blow our cover
Why bring it up when it's easier to pretend?
This is how it begins
My formula for growing older
Take a moment to breathe
Before you dive back in

This is my formula for starting over
Formula for starting over

Tell me how have you been?
Wish I was better at conversation
I hide my frustration behind a fleeting smile
So you tell me when
Yeah, you tell me when we're okay again
Though I don't suppose that will be for quite awhile

This is my formula for starting over
Starting over now
Formula for starting over

I will admit
Sometimes I still get jealous
I shouldn't be possessive
I've struggled to let you go
This may be hard to hear
I really wish things were different
But I know we won't regret this down the road

Formula for starting over
Formula for starting over
Starting over now
This is my formula for starting over
Starting over now
Formula for starting over

This is how it begins
My formula for getting over
Our history, and everything we knew
Everything has an end
And even though we're short of closure
Starting over's all that's left to do

Formula for Starting Over

Reflections

Three Player Games:

Three player games
Are never any fun
They both feel the same
While you're the lonely one
Is your welcome outstayed
Or has it just begun?
The question remains
As to what this might become

Who do you blame when the game isn't played by the rules?
Who do you accuse?
All is fair in love and war and no one's keeping score except for you
'Cause you're afraid to lose

Now you're so ashamed
Where do you go from here?
The feelings you claimed
They didn't disappear
Instead they became
Your single biggest fear
A two player game
Where you just interfere

Time to decide, draw the line, pick a side carefully
Take it all or take your leave
You feel it now, the odd man out doesn't always take the fall so gracefully
Aren't we all on the same team?

You can't remember when everything became so entangled
In this emotional scandal
I hope one day you escape this love triangle
Before friendships are dismantled

By these three player games
That no one wants to play
Your composure's maintained
You take it day by day
A convincing charade
But your heart feels so betrayed
To keep suspicion away
It's the price you pay

So how do you win when your best friend's your best friends girl,
And to you she means the world?
Jealousy's the enemy, but at times like these he can't be deterred
And the boundary lines get blurred

You can't remember when everything became so entangled
In this emotional scandal
I hope one day you escape this love triangle
Before friendships are dismantled
You can't remember when everything became so entangled
In this emotional scandal
I hope one day you escape this love triangle
Before friendships are dismantled
By these three player games

Three Player Games

B-Side:

I'd love to be anything you need
I want you to know whatever you say goes
And I will take my time, so there's no doubt in your mind
Honey, I've got your back
I'm your B-side

Introduce me to the deep cuts others disregard
Show me all your newest bruises and every one of your old scars
Tonight let's share ourselves until we can't tell each other apart
Let me experience every inch of you and everything you are

So if you question my intentions
I can swear to you this much:
Girl you're everything I could have asked for
You're all that I dream of
For me to be with you is my dream come true
I could never get enough
And until then I can promise you
I'll be waiting for your trust because

I'd love to be anything you need
I want you to know whatever you say goes
And I will take my time, so there's no doubt in your mind
Honey, you're my better half
I'm your B-side

Tell me your dirty secret, whisper in my ear
Cross my heart, I swear I'll keep the words you speak to me sincere
While I fantasize about your fantasies, describe to me your fears
Bring me in and show me everything that you hold dear

So when the tension begins to set in
And it's overwhelming just to think
Try to remember we're in this together
I am not your enemy
When you lose yourself
I'll be here to help you find your clarity
And until you do, I promise you
I'll be waiting patiently

I am who I am, you are who you are
Is there nothing we can do to become the sum of all our parts?
We can see that separately we are not what we're supposed to be
If acceptance is the remedy, then come with me
We'll make a brand new start

B-Side

Blackout

Into the Blue:

While I was resting my head on the sand
I started thinking about you again
You come and go like the tide
Washing over my mind
And as I listened to the waves from the shore
I started contemplating ways to restore
What we had back before we had graduated
You make it so hard to ignore

Now I'm falling
Into the blue
Can you hear me calling?
I'm calling to you

I've been wrestling with my rationality
I've been forcing this to happen naturally
Because I believe
I can still get you to come back to me
Now I'm shifting my center of gravity
I'm drifting away from reality
To a galaxy where I can escape
This mistaken mentality

Now I'm falling
Into the blue
Do you hear me calling?
Calling to you
Calling to you

Now I'm falling
Into the blue
Do you hear me calling?
Calling to you
Oh, now I'm falling
Into the blue
Do you hear me calling?
Calling to you
Calling to you

I accept these conditions
To reflect on this transition
I could use a longer vacation
To lower my expectations
And address the unpopular
I'm content just to talk to her
Just to have a conversation
Maybe strengthen our relation

I started trying to comprehend
The source that forced this beach together
I watched the sands slip through my hands
A metaphor for things that matter
I started trying to comprehend
The source that forced this beach together
I watched the sands slip through my hands
A metaphor for things that matter

And bask in her radiation
You matter to me
You matter to me
You matter to me!

Now I'm falling
Into the blue
Do you hear me calling?
Calling to you
Now I'm falling
Into the blue
Do you hear me calling?
Calling to you
Calling for you

Into the Blue

My first song on spotify, been looking forward to this for a while now :D
https://open.spotify.com/album/638gEgDf2NYPE4SqVU9etr

Another Future

early morning hallucination

From the EP 'Enthusiast' - free download from https://dudfence.bandcamp.com/album/enthusiast
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From the EP 'Enthusiast' - free download from https://dudfence.bandcamp.com/album/enthusiast
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From the EP 'Enthusiast' - free download from https://dudfence.bandcamp.com/album/enthusiast

Roto Sequence

source track
Massive Attack - Dissolved Girl

Skyline

Track 2 from the EP "Good Night Future Boy"

LYRICS:
Seen it before, Saw it last week
Episode numbers match but details don't
Seventeen years in U-matic tapes
are you just telling me what TV won't?

What's he doing with the drink?
Now they're getting in the car
Oh, god, I don't remember this

All those hotel rooms
All those unsealed cans, Oh, god,  
I don't remember this at all

For ages you kept everyone blind to
public and private life disparities
Hoping the dog, kids and a wife
would outmatch you in nuclearity

Now he's loading up
the loaded up 
oh, god, I don't remember this

Now you've made a family, like yours
but amphibious, oh god,
I don't remember this at all

Scrawled in black 
on the back
three numbers matching the date in the papers

Push it in,
if the sin's
yet to begin, is there time? could I save her?

CMB
Snowy peaks
and warring fleas, won't you show me the picture?

Tires screech
Turn the key
the floorboards creak as he walks like a fennec,

satin gloves
likely 'cause
it ill becomes him to lead the forensics,


counts to four,
moving forward
like the doorknob was wired to semtex, 

Droste effect
on the set
she turns her head, now she's sure what the end is

Three Player Games

Pretty O.P.

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