S_U__P_E__R_CON_FUSED

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nostalgia aoi

for nothing w/ nosgov (maknae x rubbish)

i love all these people dearly >|<

produced by me and @kojowav
mix/chops by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ intro : @xxsyris ]

what i feel around you 
is hard to describe
i can see thru ur lies 
please dont hurt whats inside

i feel like a nuisance
i feel i'm reclusive
why do u act cluless
you make me feel useless

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ verse 1 : @xxsyris ]

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

and i know its fucked up but stay here with me

i promise its worth it so baby dont leave

you know that i want this you know that i need this

spinning in circles with lies but believe this

just keep it a secret ur love yeah i need it

i need it your love yeah i need it

[ verse 2 : @venusiann ]

i can't breathe, i'm so weak
i can't go on like this right now
but maybe, you'll save me
want you to lift me from the ground

and i can't keep you around
love is my curse i'd drown

hate to see your face
i wanna escape
to another place
never wanted it this way

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ end ]

resolve / once + syris + venusiann

wrong wrong

lonely hearts gun club

map of th trails of grassfield_1  prod @deceased @ddertbag [prty sure]
i cnt c n i cnt breathe ., ; 
2much sht tht u nd frm me
tryna gt rdy like 123
n it dsnt fl right like im out of key

yh it fls like idk how2get out
i gta learn again so i cn let outx ||||
im in my own littl world dnt have2stand out #lbp
grassfield,, nthn else,, thts where ima b nw

fk u,, i live n learn
didn wna say tht im hurt
cnt luv u,, this tk a turn
pt me back intha dirt like if im a worm ✿✼
i think i said wht i nd2
so nw were both free2
4vr go awy n not c it thru

cld i pickup if u calld3times
dnt think its a lie if i say alr
u kno tht its bad4us dnt try
hw cld i giv u anymor of my lyf, , , , ,

i cnt fall in,, fall in
i jus disregard it
hardn my <<##33 hardn
this i jus play no part in 
burn the bridge its arson
i hope tht i cn commit

ifu gta go left thn i gta go right
dogbone clip inmy hair hair i sigh
brokn headphones cldnt hear tha song tht nite
think u rly jus wna c me loose my mind ༅｡.｡༅ {{{

i wldv luvd it bt u so obnoxious 
i wldv chose tht if i knew i had options
cnt blv u say sum,, u cn tell me nthnn
scrape by jus so i cn gt back sum ✿✼✿✼✿✼

tk mor mor jus tk from me
cnt do tht no cnt repeat
tragic tragic luvstory
turn in2a symphony
bt i dnt wnt no sympathy .｡༅.｡༅
dnt care4apologies
dye my hair my piercings bleed
i jus wnt sum quiet peace,,,,,,,,,,,

grassfield ♫ ♪,,✿✼:*ﾟ: #lbp 2020classic ☆

mix&master&feat.: @ukkabotya

my part edit&mix:＠lazydoll

[hook:ididntcry]
届かなくたって 僕は手を伸ばして
(綻びは)綻びのまま
僕は駆け抜けてく
雨が止んだって 火照りがとれずに
まだ願ってる 青い空の下

[verse:shiori feat.初音ミク(漆原栞)]
立ち止まったり
ほぼ失ったり
過去は大体そうだった
でも歩き続けた
いつか僕は成し得たい
瞳の先で見た未来
まだ足は動くか
Broken heart 
俄然
胸が跳ね続けてるのは
心奪われたから
縁取られていく情景が
ほら、光刺す雲間を追って
いつかの僕らの夢を見たんだ
羽を広げた彼の背中だ
雨に打たれた東京
六畳間でmake a new shit
鳴り止まないんだ脳裏
やけにドラマチックに見えていたそれも
今じゃ到底叶わぬ情景
I feel 論理、もう多分
Till my body's cold
何度も昨日と変わらぬ今日を繰り返す
ブルって進めないから、襲った影が歪むよ
誰も彼もが馬鹿に見えて孤独選んで
人を騙すことすら、訳もないとか
凡庸なストーリー
だけど確かな2、4beat
向かい風の中 眼を開けたんだ
I feel 論理、もう多分
till my body's cold
だから

rainfall(驟雨) ++漆原栞 feat.Hatsune Miku[glaciar+heiho]

どうしてこうなっちゃったの？(Prod.sharkboy )

step(サブスク配信中)

Sleet Mage - Girlfriend (remix) ft. Gokou Kuyt"

LOSER(Soundcloud ver.)

🌙BAD END LONELY🌙
track / @Discent

[verse]
ねぇやっぱり悲しいんだね
映画館じゃ笑っていたのに
選んだ今じゃない bad end lonely
セカイまで憎んでしまいそうだ
その涙が願って晴れるなら
架けるワンダーランドへ
僕もあの主役のように雲の上で
ずっと飛んでいれるのにな
泣きたくない楽になりたい
喉が乾いてさキミにワケも話せない
描いたblueberryをすぐ側で
わかりあって 言わない you & I
共鳴したsympathy
上映時間は静まり
心配はないと
思い込みすぎた信頼
花火が変わる
タイムラプスみたく
忙しない夏
形を残した

[hook]
相変わらずヒグラシは鳴いて
明日をまた生き延びる僕らと
同じで なんだか違うような
2人ぼっち
相変わらずヒグラシは鳴いて
今日をまた生き延びた僕らと
同じで なんだか違うような
2人ぼっち

BAD END LONELY (Prod. Discent)

X(Soundcloud ver.)

ig @ripididntcry from @antidotexe

all my life in sc

rainfall(驟雨) ++漆原栞 feat.Hatsune Miku[glaciar+heiho]

Ididntcry