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Plan B On My Mind
(c) J. Murdock McInnes Vasey

There was a time when I believed  
that the odds were on our side  
Nowadays I live in fear that  
there’s no way to turn the tide

First one thing and then another  
our defenses fall to waste  
I am afraid that what we’ve seen  
has just barely been a taste

Good luck often turns bad  
We have seen it all before  
We thought we had it wired  
when the devil took the floor


If tomorrow is like today  
Is this madness what will be?  
Then we cannot take the chance  
and we need to have Plan B

Some say, what can we do?  
We will become like them  
But we may not have a choice  
Unless we want our world to end

Good luck often turns bad  
We have seen it all before  
We thought we had it wired  
when the devil took the floor


If tomorrow is like today  
Is this madness what will be?  
Then we cannot take the chance  
and we need to have Plan B

Some say, what can we do?  
We will become like them  
But we may not have a choice  
Unless we want our world to end

Good luck often turns bad  
We have seen it all before  
We thought we had it wired  
when the devil took the floor


Good luck often turns bad  
We have seen it all before  
We thought we had it wired  
when the devil took the floor

So I think all to myself  
Could I be the chosen one  
Am I really at the window  
Is it me that holds the gun?


Good luck often turns bad  
We have seen it all before  
We thought we had it wired  
when the devil took the floor

So I think all to myself  
Could I be the chosen one  
Am I really at the window  
Is it me that holds the gun?

Is it me ?

Is it me ?

Is it me that holds the gun?


Am I really at the window  
Is it me that holds the gun?

Is it me ?

Is it me ?

Is it me that holds the gun?

[drums]


Am I really at the window  
Is it me that holds the gun?

Is it me ?

Is it me ?

Is it me that holds the gun?


Am I really at the window  
Is it me that holds the gun?

Is it me ?

Is it me ?

Plan B On My Mind (heavy)

Trigger warning. These lyrics contain depictions of self harm and problematic language.

V1
Mabey I'm depressed
Mabey don't wanna get outta bed
Mabey I'm a wreck 
Mabey I wanna overdose on all of the meds
Mabey there's ppl all around me but I feel so alone
Mabey the people who really understood me, well they've all passed on

Chorus
Am I misunderstood?
I am a mess
Help me elevate my mood
I think I am depressed 

V2
Mabey I did drugs to fill this void
Mabey I was lost for so long
So many feelings I try to avoid
I quit drugs but the void it isn't gone
I wish I could get away from me
Mabey I'm doin a shit job in my recovery
But baby baby I'm still clean
and that's got to mean something

Chorus
Am I misunderstood?
I am a mess
Help me elevate my mood
I think I am depressed 

V3
Mabey I need to be medicated
Maybe I should find God
You know I would be elated 
if I found a way to move on
All the loss all the people that are gone
All the guilt I feel from all the shitty things that's I've done
Will I ever achieve inner peace again?
Will I find the answers to my questions in the end?

 Chorus
Am I misunderstood?
I am a mess
Help me elevate my mood
I think I am depressed 
Am I misunderstood?
I am a mess
Help me elevate my mood
I think I am depressed 

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