Thank you so much for @sinxi & @Laelandd for making this song with me.
Their both really talented and deserve all good in the world! <3
give them some support

Lyrics:
(Sinxi) (hook x2)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

(Sinxi) (Verse)
Save me your heart
and save me the light
I don't feel very well
I just don't feel it at night
you say it's all in your head
so ill perceive it as fine
when I'm dead inside or living
not my days on the other side
on the mirror I don't feel alive
and say you travel on your own
to a better life
Save me the way
you want me to stay
right by your side
is my ideal of a perfect place

(Sinxi) (hook)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

(Laeland's verse)
i love and hate this shit at the same time
I never took you for a person
who could I at all
of their emotions
but I guess we live life
not knowing what goes on
I tried and tried to be the same in your eyes
but tough I changed for the worse
and then you tell me your tired
I'm just hope you'll love me
even when I am wrong
got put the one above you
baby you in my song

(Sinxi & Laeland) (hook x2)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

oc & Sinxi & Laeland - the way you make my heart believe

s/o soundcloud.com/boyfifty and soundcloud.com/user-530621763
enjoy :)

lyrics:

oh you think you know it all.. well you dont
you been stressin bout' everything all alone
and your friends do miss you, you jus dont call em up
it seems to them like you just dont give a fuck

therapy's expensive and exercise is pendin
thoughts are goin wild and anxietys expandin
you need everyone to hear you, but cant seem to open up
yeah your confidence is lackin and you couldnt give a fuck

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself

i miss them all
i need someone to catch me before i fall
i need love and composure
something i looked over
i cant even function, i fucked myself over

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself x2

look them in the eyes, bruh
you cant love yourself if you gonna hide and run
from your confidence its killin you inside of us
im tryna help but you fuckin up the life of us

okay maybe im depressed right now
cant leave the room (go out)
i need some rest right now
i don't got time to show out
i cant find a reason for anything
i cant find the motivation that im chasin so desperately.

oh you think you know it all.. well you dont
you been stressin bout' everything all alone
and your friends do miss you, you jus dont call em up
it seems to them like you just dont give a fuck x2

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself

callin' out to myself

spotify

callin' out to myself (prod. boyfifty x eeryskies)

Raze Ace - SEX ME.mp3

Speeding - (Prod.Pxrtus)

big shoutout powfu and remghost for making this with me <3 https://soundcloud.com/powfu
@remghost
coverart by @seejayxo

fall in love (w/ powfu) (prod. remghost)

I dont wanna wake up
laying alone, always dreaming about your touch
i'm getting used to isolation, i don't feel nah
reminicing about your love

i see you standing there, you're with someone else
you see me glancing but your acting like you couldn't tell
yeah, i feel like the weather getting colder,
yeah, i hope i forget you when im older, yeah
i've been drawing pretty pictures on my wrist with a razor
i don't need to call yeah i know that you wont answer me
just tell me what i don't see
woah

about your love

skele - about your love (prod. remghost)

i wish that i was good at saying goodbyes.

prod: @caspr
ty to promnight for the photo <3


lyrics:
i don't really need no love
i tell myself
but there's a part of me that's gone and i can tell
u don't really need me 
u never did 
i was just somebody that u used for a bit
fuck me up but i'd still take u right back 
it's funny how i hurt myself and i never react
i couldn't find my peace even if i had a map 
i fall in love n fall apart it's pretty sad

is it ok if i can't act right?
i've been trying to move on it's been a hard time
so many nights i lay in bed with my chest tight 
i wish that i was good at saying goodbyes

i've been waiting on a text that i'll never get 
and if im being honest baby i'm a mess
u wrote me a eulogy with all ur words that i won't forget
i don't think i'll get over all the scars u left

goodbyes. (prod. caspr)

but what did i expect

prod: https://soundcloud.com/caspr
artwork by: https://soundcloud.com/caustyk



i don’t wanna fall in love 
and fall apart again 
idk if i’m ok enough so i keep taking medicine 
to give my head a rest 
but what did i expect 

i said i’d give him everything but everything meant nothing 
but i still stayed so i could feel i’m holding on to something 
n i feel like a burnout 
lie n say that i’m better on my own now 

ok 
alright 
i’m starting to feel nothing when i lay awake at night 
ok 
alright 
i’ll fool myself with every other lie 

i still think of every word you said to me 
trying to ease the memory by drowning it in nicotine 
i swear to fucking god that one day you’ll be dead to me
but right now just to hear your voice i swear that i’d do anything

medicine (prod. caspr)

shoutout to sewer and slip for making this legendary <3

alone with the lightning

Intro

Listen to the birds singing 
Kissing in my car I
Idk if there’s a purpose

Feel like we moving at a high speed
Waiting for the lightning to strike me

Getting tempted by the eyes you hold
Hands warm but your heart cold

Verse 1

Dont wanna assume it
feels like u been acting
I dont wanna do this
u go push me back in

Stare at me with hate
Through those crystal eyes
And it kills inside
But im acting fine

U dont even know Me
I know that u scared too
U dont wanna fall in love by accidental
For when u decide to leave  to hard to handle
I wanted all of u
And not a sample 

Far away 
see a glimpse
Of your heart but
Its laying deep inside the shadows

After all things wont be the same
So Might as well use this as ammo

Verse 2

im breaking through the barrier
i still need to hurry up
baby what u pickin up
i cant tell if this is love
40000 years amuck
we still argue bout what star we from
but stop and look how far we come
damn i we didnt do enough

plenty men devoured by the evil lesser known
if i stay focused on the essence of my soul
i gotta prophecy entangled with my spirit that the stars
chose to bestow
i bleed from out my eyes into the late november snow
the fox inside my blood has chose his presence to be known
the human left inside me looks to find another home
he says im awful
im way above the ways of thinking lawful
im stuck inside the mouth of reason rippin out his tonsils
my energy is somehow tied to paleozoic fossils
its smothered deep in mother natures arms remaining coddled
but i like it
as for every mortal left alive your uninvited
we take this gift of earth and give it violence
id prefer if inside my world i could choose to keep it private
its not tinnitus
but this noise inside my head id like to attribute to sirens
insomuch i feel the rush of vehicles beside it
these flashing scenes of tragedy sit inside of my eyelids

waiting for the lightning to strike me | feat. sewerperson (slipfunc)

@deadbroke.wav

Dead Broke:
I've been losing sleep, counting every night.
Sheep inside my head telling me don't lose this fight.
Nightmares here again, hopefully this time I'm fine,
I woke up just last night, sweating bullets then I cried;

"Don't you leave me, I'll be back for you."
(If you won't ever change for me, I won't ever change for you.)

Powfu:

Yeah.
If you don't care, you can see my place. Haven't talked my shit, but I miss that face. 
Ima run to the store, tell me anything you want.
Drinks in the fridge, and time on the clock.
Yeah, I don't wanna change yet. I still record in the basement,
I don't wanna change to a brand new life, unless you're walking out my sight.
Almost fell asleep again, tired eyes don't ever end. I'm confused I don't know what this means, this whole town is full of sheep.

Dead Broke x Powfu:

"Don't you leave me, I'll be back for you."
(If you won't ever change for me, I won't ever change for you.)

Sheep Skin (feat. Powfu)

Sheeps Skin ft. Powfu

s/o to https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty for the fire beet and inspiration <33
s/o soundcloud.com/cay2o for mastering too
mixed by me

lyrics:
I know u hate this, I don't fkin like it either.
my brain cant stay still, I'm struggling to chill myself
I really hate me, cause I cant fkn kill myself
I been blocking out my mind just to heal myself.

she gon' thank me when I kick the bucket.
obsessive thinking, my mind crazy, but I cant say fk it.
cause I got u and these people who gon' listen to me
this shit my therapy, don't take it as a lecture homie.

I fkn, lay in bed just thinking and sht.
i think id probably be happy if I didn't think about sht, but i cant help it my mind racing like a track meet
i try to sleep then get depressed like tf happened to me.

I’m wastin my time, I opened my eyes
can’t rely on these bitches I learned that the hard way
comin back to my senses, but ive been through hell
i’m a lion in a cell, but its kinda hard to tell
now I dont mean to yell, but sometimes I need to get this feelin out of my chest.
I love my homies, s/o my brothas 1 time 
I hope they not lonely, cause im barely alive.

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself (prod. boyfifty)

yeeeeeee.
I Produce for my friends.

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