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BPM: 135
Key: A

bones (sad emo guitar x corbin x kais type beat)

i tried to bury you, but you're a seed
i thought i'd sever you
but you're knotweed
growing under attractions
growing under the showground
growing under compression
spinning my head right the way around

im not tryna be dramatic?! im turning into static
im betting on a horse im not aware is made of plastic
bad habits cause myopia
im betting on a horse im not aware is made of plastic

get a fix and then get off the carousel
swearing up n down im not an addict
when im turning into static
i was blaming someone else
when i built my house right out of matchsticks

im not trying to be dramatic, im turning into static
im betting on a horse im not aware is made of plastic
and i swear im not an addict as im turning into static
im betting on a horse and im aware its made of plastic
bad habits cause myopia
its lalalalaloveless

im betting on a horse im well aware is made of plastic

betting on carousel horses [prod. yungspoiler + scro]

produced by me
enjoy

lyrics:
spent new years alone
cried my eyes out
anxious all night
can't calm my mind down

how can i love you baby, yeah, yeah, oh
i don't even like myself, no
embarrassed of who i am, who i am yeah
ashamed of how i look, how i look yeah

why am i the one nobody seems to care for
the fear of missing out is eating at my psyche
playing out horrid scenarios in my mind
i might be insane, but it's okay 'till it ain't

how can i love you baby, yeah, yeah, oh
i don't even like myself, no
embarrassed of who i am, who i am yeah
ashamed of how i look, how i look yeah

lonesome, lonesome
tell me what's wrong, huh
i could vent for hours
but it don't really matter
no more, no more, no
no more, no more, no
no more, no more, no
no more, no more, no

self-doubt

prod: never forever

put the bandage over my cuts
but the bleeding never stop 
and i think i had heart once
reminiscing on what i lost, i lost
so pathetic, god it's making me sick 
i didn't have to let him in, but i did

he took it away from me 
and god didn't stop it
today i grieve 
what i lost in the darkness
shaking waiting for him to say it
i could learn to be patient

eager

Picnic-perfect

all self produced, enjoy <3

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