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STUNT DOUBLE(prd.esc)

i should count my blessings (p. cabernett)

Never Know (feat. YDIMITU)

Save it (feat. YDIMITU)

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lyrics:

Im in that mode I had to tell a bitch dont bother me
They tried to steal the swag but they cant even do that shit properly 
They seen the bags on me make em think I hit a robbery
She been fucking with me tell her friends she won the lottery

I can't lie
Most of them hoes don’t love me they just love that life
I had to cover my face up feeling like mankind
Know part of me still tripping bout her and I, you and I
Her and I, you and I
Right now things ain’t align
She said go without me you’ll be fine
She know that I’ll be flying
Maybe in another life in some other time we’ll be alright

Now i gotta move gotta get it done 
Got nothing to lose I turn it up
My pockets blue they weigh a ton 
We stunt too they hating us 
I’m in front I ain’t trailing em
Pump fake hesi I made em jump
Pretty boy I get paid to fuck
Hoes try to find they way to us
But they just got fake love 
Bitch I don’t feel love
I lost a real one
She lost a real one
Hope some can heal us
But fuck it ima keep on doing my shit
Citra boy fly as shit 

I can't lie
Most of them hoes don’t love me they just love that life
I had to cover my face up feeling like mankind
Know part of me still tripping bout her and I, you and I
Her and I, you and I

Her and I (prod. stxndos rckts & 5inco)

way2up! (prod. flamefog)

evian ft dre

Take Me Back To The 80's

Inside My Head #4

[Intro]
Can’t breathe, can’t scream,
Feels like I’m drowning in a dream.
Every thought’s a noose, pulling tight,
Depression’s got me — I’m losing the fight.

[Verse 1]
Wake up, same war, different day,
Pain in my chest won’t go away.
Mirror shows a ghost I can’t defend,
I’m my own enemy, my only friend.

Voices whisper, “You’ll never heal,”
Cutting deep till I can’t feel.
Trapped inside this blackened cage,
My soul’s on fire, my mind’s in rage.

[Pre-Chorus]
Can’t escape this heavy chain,
Dripping venom through my brain.
I’m clawing back from the undertow,
But my depression’s got me by the throat.

[Chorus]
My depression’s got me by the throat,
Dragging me down where the dark things float.
Suffocating me, trying to take control,
But I won’t let it steal my soul.
Even when I choke, I still breathe smoke,
I’m alive, I’m bleeding, I won’t fold.
My depression’s got me by the throat —
But I swear, I’ll never let go.

[Verse 2]
I’ve seen hell through my own eyes,
Dressed in smiles, covered in lies.
Every scar’s a badge I wear,
Proof I’ve fought through pure despair.

These pills, these thoughts, these sleepless nights,
They want my heart, they want my life.
But I’m still standing, blood and bone,
Screaming loud, “You’re not my home!”

[Pre-Chorus]
Every tear’s a weapon now,
I’m not backing down, I’ll show you how.
I’ve danced with demons, I’ve kissed the smoke,
But I’ll break the grip around my throat.

[Chorus]
My depression’s got me by the throat,
Dragging me down where the dark things float.
Suffocating me, trying to take control,
But I won’t let it steal my soul.
Even when I choke, I still breathe smoke,
I’m alive, I’m bleeding, I won’t fold.
My depression’s got me by the throat —
But I swear, I’ll never let go.

[Bridge]
I’ve bled too long to die this way,
You can break my bones, but I won’t decay.
This pain’s my fire, this rage my crown,
You’ll never keep me underground.

[Final Chorus]
My depression’s got me by the throat,
Dragging me down where the dark things float.
Suffocating me, trying to take control,
But I won’t let it steal my soul.
Even when I choke, I still breathe smoke,
I’m alive, I’m bleeding, I won’t fold.
My depression’s got me by the throat —
But I’m stronger than you’ll ever know.

[Outro ]
I’m still here…
Still breathing through the pain.
You had your grip —
But I broke the chain.

My Depression’s Got Me by the Throat

“FADE AWAY”


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