production by @neohnq
vocals by @1akura

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dont look back

plats Soon

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akura - save me (neohn)

sry for the month long hiatus i was in taiwan

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white tee aint nobody like me
white g only here 2 sight see
light speed cant nobody time me
long bleed hoping that u find me

i been gone for so long
now my body so wrong
only havin 1 thought
ur the girl that i want....

i put on js for my bros
hangtime i put that its on my soul
free kick i put ball inside the goal
touchdown with my bros in portugal

scene clipped when i walk in
everybody like to talk but dont walk it
yeah its all white shocks on my watch wrist
say you have no faith baby watch this

white tee (rewind, saig)

prod me and @rewind214

focus now
dont let this fall out now
theres no coming back
this time will be the last
i dont...

i dont want to talk
you lost that chance long ago
at the epilogue
and it didnt last long

oh, i feel now in this room
a ghost that praying on my doom
its calling out and i cant run now
falling down

i feel it behind me
waking up to a cold sweat
now everything is all a mess
tell me what you want me to do
you say the same thing
every time
i take the blame when
its not mine
i just dont understand it
and i dont know
whats the point of your message now

focus now
dont let this fall out now
theres no coming back
this time will be the last
i dont...

i dont want to talk
you lost that chance long ago
at the epilogue
and it didnt last long

epilogue

epilogue (xternalz + rewind)

@makemeapromise @44yy

all ur calls im ignoring
like the voices in my head keep talking
all the the tweas im takin out cant help it
sprite chill down my veins got me stupid
it feels so cold yet distant
lately ive been tweaking out
ive been tryna figure out the difference
i dont think im changing
but i dont need to
ive been gettin drunk cs lately ive been missing u

stumblin all my steps
n all my vision is blurring again
the twea got me stressin it dont make any sense
n im thinkin of drinkin more tweas till the end
till i get wasted till i pass out
im wasted it comes around
im wasted my heart wont calm down
calm down

twea prod surgeon & 44y

Huge thanks to my amazing friends @adrienciel for the instrumental and @totheskylens for the mastering! <3

Lyrics:
(Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling it a lie
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
You know that this ain’t right,
Right,
Right...)

You say that
Acting like you don’t even care
You’re leaving for good
I swear this ain’t fair
What happened to “us”?
It was me and you together
Through whatever that the world throws
“Believe it, this is it”
Is that all you’ll say?
You can’t even look me in my face
Oh what a shame, is this really how it ends?

Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling this a lie
You said that we’d go on, until the day we die
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
Couldn’t look me in my face
When you told me your goodbye

I watched you walk away so easily, oh God
I lie awake, every night I think
About the fact that you are gone
And I can’t stay strong no more
There’s a gaping hole in my heart that I cannot fill
There’s nothing I want anymore
If I can’t have you then I guess I’ll have these pills

walk away (adrienciel)

@lifegiverr @1akura @afterstoryx

@lifegiverr
tell me all that u wanted
and know i dont have it
when things start to struggle
or become a habit

if i reach out my hand
u say u dont understand

well u cut me out
and u drag me down
its the way things go 
when u have him round

swear it makes me sick
just to hear that sound

if i hold my breath 
willl u hear me out

was it how he looked
or how he sounds

make me change myself
just to make u proud

watch me hate myself
watch me break myself just to have youuuu

@1akura
i would change myself just for u girl u know this
n all of the things that go unnoticed
they bring me up but bring u down ohh
tell me how to change girl
i need to know now
it has to be this way yea u know
im falling outta reach of u i dont want this
im looking at my room girl its haunted
of memories of what we used to bee

@lifegiverr
tell me all that u wanted
and know i dont have it
when things start to struggle
or become a habit

if i reach out my hand
u say u dont understand

well u cut me out
and u drag me down
its the way things go 
when u have him round

swear it makes me sick
just to hear that sound

if i hold my breath 
willl u hear me out

life + akura - change for you (akura)

song with @akura1 next on @afterstoryx
@decago

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ill be dead by the morning
i hope that u find me,,
the dismembered pieces 
& parts of my body,,,,

u say that u cut me
i think that u scarred me
i want u to need me
i want u to want me!!!!

tell me did i cut too deep?
or cut too slow...
the bonds i break
are the bonds i know,,,,

tell me if u wear my skin
or breathe my soul
my heartstrings beat
and my blood runs cold

and its death till we parted
all that i see is all that i wanted

know u hate when i leave 
but u love when im walkin

its a murder to meee
got ur heart in a locket

did i cut too deep,,? (decago)

prod me + @yashio20k <3

@coldspades
i knew this day would come, but not today
i'm looking out my window, got me feeling some way
can we start again, baby is it too late?
this feeling in my chest i just can’t explain

when the wind blows through your hair
baby do you think of me at all?
i just can’t tell if you care
i just wanna give you my all

right there
if you need me i can be right there
i can't forget your face or your hair
does it matter to you if i stare?

but you probably have someone
someone that makes you smile
and i know that isn’t me
but baby can you stay for a while?

pop a pill just to feel alright
baby without you i just don't feel right
can you stay with me? stay tonight
cause i don't wanna have to say goodbye

coldspades - when the wind blows (me + yashio)

promise