clock out just to be unsatisfied
i hate how they act when their not around me
i think that they care but its synthesized
now all i can trust is this synthesizer

so what do you expect from me
i can only do so much
having trouble keeping it all going
itll never be the same as it was

take it all theres nothing left
take it all theres nothing
their hands they pull me off my bed
its fine i guess, their not a threat

digesting all the things you said x2 
ill hate their guts until im dead
thats what i get, gave you my best

and its not even like im over anything
maybe can we resume
come back in, ill freak out, my actions
breed catastrophe
don't care anymore im done, dont care anymore i won
dont care anymore, dont care like before i was

so upset, with myself, i regret everything, everything, everything
that ive done
tried my best every time, im depressed every night, every night, every night

threat

produced by sai
some guitar done by me
cover art edited by ilxrrr (the goat)

//Lyrics
stars just aligned, bae
why you wont call in the night, I
couldnt fall in your light
but you're leaving no one by my side
see you crystal clear
throw away your fears
just make another story up
then give me some euphoria
your just too worried
i just cant focus (give me something in the night)
with your worries
my only hope is (i can get something right)
oh my god
oh my god
im so sorry
dont get me-

these stone walls just wont break down
only artist in my town, oh please
move on, move on, bae
move on, move on or i'll
walk off, anyways
wont fall, for anything, I
move hearts with a pen and page
i've thought through every maze
baby when you're around me it hurts
but when you're not its much worse
coast to coast love just wont work
now thinking bout what I
learned about honesty, you
said your done calling me but
we'll just see how we end up
only in intervals

oh, my, god
you just cant wake this up
you just cant wait for sum
you just done waiting in line
feel it around me i lost when you thought to doubt me it hurts
if you allow me ill erase everything about me from your head girl
wait not that part
what we said girl
wow we went that far
maybe my visions off but im not ready to let go
you gave us up, like wait one second we were so close
stars just aligned, bae
why you wont call in the night, I
couldnt fall in your light
but you're leaving no one by my side
see you crystal clear
throw away your fears
just make another story up
then give me some euphoria
your just too worried
i just cant focus (give me something in the night)
with your worries
my only hope is (i can get something right)
oh my god
oh my god
im so sorry
dont get me-

you're in a hurry
i just dont know yet (i just need a little time)
you allure me
i wonder whats next

crystal clear [p. sai]

everything by me

im done explaining 
lets skip to the part where its all my fault
you untied my laces
expect me not to trip and fall
and honest to god
i wish i didnt care at all
the pieces of us
too much to pick up so move along 

what u thinking of
cuz i cant sleep at all
i want u to call my phone
what u thinking of
cuz i cant sleep at all
i want u to call my own

you must think im stupid or just dumb enough to turn off my mind
think i cant tell between the ugly truth and ur beautiful lies
but i know the signs
dont wanna taste my medicine
now i’m switchin sides
u never saw me how i am

what u thinking of
cuz i cant sleep at all
i want u to call my phone
what u thinking of
cuz i cant sleep at all
i want u to call my own

thinking of

i did nothing on this im just posting it

@imnotvrycreative

imnotvrycreative work out [p. yogic beats]

Cover art taken by @cameraboylane (ig)

Find my music on all platforms:
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Produced, arranged, mixed/mastered, lyrics, and vocals by Unreal.

Lyrics:
Every step I take I think
Am I just not good enough
I swore I wouldn't care much
But I guess I wasn't sure enough
It hurts to have to say this
I don't wanna upset you
But after all we've been through
I think it's time to tell you to

Help me
I know it's not alright to believe me
I try so hard to manage this feeling
Cause every breath I take I keep grieving
The obvious answer's repeating
I hope you don't blame me for dreaming
That maybe one day I'll find meaning
And as I look up to the ceiling
I'll find a glimpse of hope in me

If only I could sing like everyone else
If only I could dream like everyone else
If only I could love like everyone else
If only I could touch the stars like nobody else
Like everyone else
Like everyone else
Like everyone else

Like everyone else in the world isn't as helpless
I gotta stop comparing myself, I can't help it
I put in all this time and effort when no one else did
just to try to change the world or am I just selfish
Am I just stupid
For putting in the effort to fulfill this illusion
Praying my endeavors wouldn't kill my delusion
Thought going to college was the only solution
Ten thousand hours of music
And I couldn't do it

I know it's not alright to believe me
I try so hard to manage this feeling
Cause every breath I take I keep grieving
The obvious answer's repeating
I hope you don't blame me for dreaming
that maybe one day I'll find meaning
And as I look up to the ceiling
I'll find a glimpse of hope in me

If only I could sing like everyone else
If only I could dream like everyone else
If only I could love like everyone else
If only I could touch the stars like nobody else
Like everyone else
Like everyone else
Like everyone else
Like everyone else

Everyone Else

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by micheal harrison
additional production by me, nerc

There's no need to cry
There's no need to worry
I'm right here my love
Tell me you can hear me
When I call your name out
There's something that fears me

There's something that fears you
What are you afraid of?
So what if I get near you?
So what if I know your in and outs?
So what if I know you deep down?
So what if I know your true self?      
Bae I'm never here to hurt you

My pretty girl

I wrote your name on the paper until I fell asleep
I pray to god that you're healing and find some inner peace
I tried to end it couldn't tell you what's got into me
Reach both my hands out and saw something that I'd never seen
We were so damn young
So damn young
So damn-
And it's not your fault
It's not your fault

My pretty girl
You’re such an angel my love
I miss you I miss you so so damn much
I miss you oh I-

my pretty girl

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by plantcham

Had the world in the palm of my hands
Oh pretty girl, why'd you do me like that?
The teller asked me if I've died yet
Told him give me couple minutes let me digest
Do you feel the high yet?
I like bleeding cause I don't think bout the time spent

Tell me, do you feel the high yet?
I like bleeding cause I don't think bout the time spent
I was clean for like a month but guess I digress
Tell me baby, do you feel the high yet?
Don't let go
I just need to get my mind right
Do as I'm told
I'll stay clear, outta your sight

Don't hurt me
I'm sorry
I hate my body
Do you smile at the thought of me?
Severed nerves and my bones grown weak

Oh judi
Oh judi
Have you thought about me lately?
Oh judi
Oh judi
Tell me, have I gone crazy?

Had the world in the palm of my hands
Oh pretty girl, why'd you do me like that?
The teller asked me if I've died yet
Tap her shoulder ask her do you feel the high yet

oh judi

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by neverforever
additional production by me

They say, “give it time”
Suppose it’s only right
I wore a smile until the days had turn to night
I watched my knees give out as soon as I saw the text
I laid my conscience down to rest
I watched my options fade to grey
Till there was nothing left
I don’t wanna feel this way
I don’t wanna deal with it no more
The things I love about you
Are things I wish I could change

Are things I wish I could change
Are things I wish I could change
Wish I could change
You tore a hole in my brain
Pick up a piece of my remains
And leave the rest up to fate (are things I wish I could change)
Cause babe I feel like a slave
And I can’t deal with the pain
Don’t tell me it was all in vein
Oh these are things I wish I could change