Found this from your IG poll and yeah that person had a great recommendation - I love

ily
prod @jolst
mix by me

left in the cold 
in the snow
ready for war
but still dont know where to go
caught in ur hands
if ud want ud pull me close 
and its love around me
but i still feel damn alone
alone
im not thinking safe when im all alone
hold on to my heart 
u gon bruise it till its no more
head on a swivel didnt stop me from losing
get up n do it dont just waste my time now
i know it sounds wrong
but u have me in ur hands
since the second we get outta bed
would u cherish my heart it depends
if i follow ur command
if not ull hurt me instead
if not ull break it instead

n i dont wanna know
what u do w ur time
or what u do w ur life
and i know ull come back to bite every time
stay in the hole where u hide every time
now i dont even got nothin to cry

leaving me dried up 
cuz ik u hate my
face looking back at u
face when i love on u
i dont have a problem w u 
but u wanna take my lifeline
calling out to u but no reply

left in the cold 
in the snow
ready for war
but still dont know where to go
caught in ur hands
if ud want ud pull me close 
and its love around me
but i still feel damn alone
alone
im not thinking safe when im all alone
hold on to my heart 
u gon bruise it till its no more
head on a swivel didnt stop me from losing
get up n do it dont just waste my time now
i know it sounds wrong
but u have me in ur hands
since the second we get outta bed
would u cherish my heart it depends
if i follow ur command
if not ull hurt me instead
if not ull break it instead

no more (jolst)

whatever (prodsean_)

Life's Unreal Sometimes

On all streaming platforms
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5KkpWJSBFVLNhTTDmIzEBa?si=a714be9d891c452b
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/your-voice/1831551218?i=1831551219
YouTube: https://youtu.be/2G8j4clnHac?si=5zqxSeksVhVAoksh

Featuring @snusmumriksen (checkpoint) on guitar: https://open.spotify.com/track/4rdRnN4zzz6O2yfTq9320c?si=9d33e5e0612545b9

Cover art by ‪@Vin_Koe‬: https://www.instagram.com/vin_koe/

if ur reading this, thank you for checking out my music :)


---lyrics
I can hear your voice from a mile away
Tryna drown the noise I've been wide awake
Remember when you called me and you said my name
Believe me, I didn't want you to leave me
But now it's almost relieving
And now that you're gone, I'm breathing
I'm breathing

This ain't about you, this about us
No I don't doubt you, it was so rushed
You know I hate wasting time
I should take my time
Cause my effort turns to dust
And I wanted love
Am I loud enough saying no
You never liked my songs
Well imma prove you wrong
You work wonders as motivation
It's no wonder my goals are aimless
Would you break my fall
Do you hear my call
I'm saying no

Did you know that I can hear your voice from a mile away
Tryna drown the noise I've been wide awake
Remember when you called me and you said my name
Believe me, I didn't want you to leave me
But now it's almost relieving
And now that you're gone, I'm breathing
I'm breathing

your voice

@kennedysucks
SWAG SWAG SWAG @friendlycontennt

lyrics 
Girl in my story you're the villain getting harder to beat
No you make everything get harder when the lights go out
But I'll keep biting on my tongue until there's blood on my teeth
Hate it or loveit we're together and the time slows down

We're making time slow down
We're making time slow down
We're making time slow down
We're making time slow down
Down down
We're making time slow down
We're making time slow down
 Down down
We're making time slow down
We're making time slow down
We're making time slow
We're making time slow down

And it eats me up when you're not right there
But it's still not safe and it don't make sense
Cause the time slows down but my heart speeds out when I see your face
And it's not your fault if you let me fall
You can make that call if you still need space
But it feels so wrong when you make me wait
And I hit that wall cause I got no brakes
Baby, I can feel the crash coming
You treat me like I'm a crash dummy
I-I protect you from the impact
What more could you even ask of me
You keep asking why I've been sad
Baby, my life isn't very cash money
I-I got nothing left to give back
Because I keep giving you the last of it

We're making time slow down
We're making time slow down
We're making time slow down
We're making time slow down
Down down
We're making time slow down
We're making time slow down
 Down down
We're making time slow down
We're making time slow down
We're making time slow
We're making time slow down

stream

slow down w/ kennedyxoxo [hilen]

$HINE - etai s0 x cherrysirenbby (prod. The Sound Clown)

prod zshan

it's all about the lifestyle with you aint it
if you wasn't bout the love i wish you would say it
but you love it when we fuck girl you're so shameless
put the drink in the cup let me sit and drink this
i been looking for your love, i been running for your love
i aint running out of money but i'm running out of fucks
i miss hollywood, holly girl you called me last month
don't know how you got my number but i hope you saved it
i been cruising through the slumber, driving through the z's
i miss fucking you in december, now my heart freeze
baby do you recognize that it's you and I

it was you and me mixing up drugs in the middle of the night
it was me that put you back together when you felt like dying
i spend all my money on you and i'm spending all my time
pills with no prescriptions i been mixin tryna get em right
she keep grabbing on my by the sleeve and she holding tight

it was you and I it was you an I
we was taking drugs in the middle of the night
remember we was taking drugs in the middle of the night
and i let you have your fun cuz i know you like to club around
and if you really love me i'll never ever find out why i shouldnt
and i hope you don't find out why you shouldn't love me yeah you shouldn't trust me
i was in the airport in DTW
had a couple hours on a makeshift studio
you was DTF so i had to pull up on you
spend my love on you and waste my energy
i don't know why almost everybody turned to enemies
really must be me i bet i'm the common variable
skeletons up in the closet i can't really burry em all
can't really burry em all

it's all about the lifestyle with you aint it
if you wasn't bout the love i wish you would say it
but you love it when we fuck girl you're so shameless
put the drink in the cup let me sit and drink this
i been looking for your love, i been running for your love
i aint running out of money but i'm running out of fucks
i miss hollywood, holly girl you called me last month
don't know how you got my number but i hope you saved it
i been cruising through the slumber, driving through the z's
i miss fucking you in december, now my heart freeze
(baby do you recognize that it's you and I)

it was me that put you back together when you felt like dying

shameless

outsiders w/ kennedyxoxo [fiftyzeros]

part of the 5 hour album dropping soon 👀 

lyrics soon

i like it when ur dancing (okaykoda x chrismarek)

Internal Thoughts is a comeback from the grave — a resurrection project pulling every influence you’ve been sharpening in silence. This mix album blends your entire spectrum: darkwave confessionals, neon-lit synth builds, emotional ballads, experimental rap fusions, gritty electronic drops, cinematic tension, post-hardcore energy, and intimate late-night slow-burners.

Every track feels like a thought you buried and then dragged back into the light — twisted, refined, and louder than before. It’s a collection built on contrast: soft vs. violent, sensual vs. broken, nostalgic vs. futuristic.

Emotions

[Verse 1 – Letting Go, Kept by God]

Just because I miss you, I won’t run back (//)
There’s a time to root, and a time to crack (•)
Your name crossed late, I won’t light old fights (⤺)
I found my calm in the open nights (//)
No more circles, no borrowed chase (•)
What we had was real, now I guard my space (⤺)
I bury pride where the soil grows grace (//)
I weeped, then laughed — that’s a holy place (•)
Time to tear seams, time to stitch soul (⤺)
Peace sewn quiet in the wounded whole (//)
Ghosts can whisper, they can’t hold me (•)
Dust to dawn, I walk free, boldly (⤺)
Loss taught language, love taught law (//)
War in the mind, but Your word drew draw (•)
Just because it hurt, I won’t go blind (⤺)
God set seasons — I honor time (//)

your voice

Unreal

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