This is the backing track to Justin Villingen's original song “Your Heart, Our Cradle - A Song for Mom ♥”. The original version of this song will be released on March 7, 2025 on common music platforms. This song is dedicated to all the loving mothers.

Your Heart, Our Cradle - A Song for Mom (Music version)

Let me be your light

just don't carry hard feelings

LYRICS:

[Verse]
When the knife went into you
It felt like bliss, a long time comin’
Your blood stains both of our shirts
They’re intertwined, just like our souls
Maybe if I pierced it farther
Your care for me would dissipate
We could’ve been partners in crime
But baby your life’s leavin’ you (no, no, no)

[Outro]
Oh
Ah
Dissipating body (ah)

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intro (dissipate)

[Verse #1]
Time (time)
Time is standing still while I’m moving in endless circles
But I
I feel like I’m falling again
‘Cause I keep going back to you

[Pre-Chorus]
You used to own me, but karma got you bad
How can I be upset for you over something that you never had? (never)
[Chorus]
You lost him (you lost him)
You lost him simply by being petty and mad
Mm

[Verse #2]
L-L-Love, your love was standing still
While mine (mine), kept on going but 
I could never imagine it would’ve ended like this (mmm)
But I’m so glad I lost you now

[Pre-Chorus]
‘Cause you used to own me (now, now, now)
But karma got you bad
Your goal was to make me feel like shit
For the rest of my life

[Chorus]
You lost him (you’re done, you lost him)
You lost him (you’re done, you lost him)
You lost him simply by being mad
I needed to get out of it
Which was why I did what I had to do

[Verse #3]
Oh you (yeah you)
Got put in your place indefinitely
But I don’t know (why)
It took him many years to realize
But now, I’m no longer falling again
(No longer falling again)
‘Cause now, you are dead to me

[Outro]
Why?
Oh why? (no longer falling again)
Why? (why, why, why, why)
Why, why now?
[END]

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falling again

[Verse #1]
Time (time)
Time is standing still while I’m moving in endless circles
But I
I feel like I’m falling again
‘Cause I keep going back to you

[Pre-Chorus]
You used to own me, but karma got you bad
How can I be upset for you over something that you never had? (never)
[Chorus]
You lost him (you lost him)
You lost him simply by being petty and mad
Mm

[Verse #2]
L-L-Love, your love was standing still
While mine (mine), kept on going but 
I could never imagine it would’ve ended like this (mmm)
But I’m so glad I lost you now

[Pre-Chorus]
‘Cause you used to own me (now, now, now)
But karma got you bad
Your goal was to make me feel like this
For the rest of my life

[Chorus]
You lost him (you’re done, you lost him)
You lost him (you’re done, you lost him)
You lost him simply by being mad
I needed to get out of it
Which was why I did what I had to do

[Verse #3]
Oh you (yeah you)
Got put in your place indefinitely
But I don’t know (why)
It took him many years to realize
But now, I’m no longer falling again
(No longer falling again)
‘Cause now, you are dead to me

[Outro]
Why?
Oh why? (no longer falling again)
Why? (why, why, why, why)
Why, why now?
[END]

© 2024 Fakhran Noorwala

falling again (CLEAN)

[Intro]
Her
Her
Her
Mmm
Him
Him
Him
Him (Let me look at you)

[Verse #1]
Dead in the eyes (dead in the eyes)
Emphasize, the glare in my disguise
Otherwise I’ll come and take what’s mine
Declined, just like your multiple face designs

[Pre-Chorus]
He’s seen better days
Without you chasing him in a blaze
(Wait, is this thing on?)
Something finally (finally) got you in a haze
Now it’s time to lower your (mm, your) gaze

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me (and the twin)
All you can do is talk about me (as a sin?)
Your highest, to now a has-been (never-was)
(Scrape your skin off, pull that hair down)
Everyone believes the petty one (him)
From the lies of your mentality coming un-done (him)
All that talk, in the end, you pulled none (him)
Daring, she’s deteriorating

[Verse #2]
I love playing the villain in your fantasy
I can be one if needed from you and that boy
I knew you’d be this gullible so I had to try
Are you going to be at it until you kneel on one knee?

[Pre-Chorus]
No-No I’ve seen better days
Without you in my life, failed telophase
(Stupid little lunatic, when you)
When you left me I low-key felt like (cryin’)
When I did it back I got you (dyin’)
To push my limits (to push my limits)
Got you lyin’ oh (I got you lyin’)

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me (and the twin)
All you can do is talk about me (as a sin?)
Your highest, to now a “has-been” (never-was)
Tattoo me, think of me, paint me, and engrave me
Funny how you claimed I loved his fire
When you wrote a novel about one desire
Like mother like daughter in-sync (like a choir)
Honey (honey), she’s deteriorating

[Bridge]
“He thinks he’s better than everyone!”
“How can I make myself the victim here?”
“Is he done riding him yet?”
Oh, if it was true (it’s not)
Why do you care? (why?)
(Y’all always believe everything, the fuck?)
Lately, she’s fun when crazy (why, why, why, why, why, why)
You need to learn that the world never revolved around you
(Not everything’s about you, around you)

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me
All you can do is talk about me
You’ve been the “never-was” from the start
Villain, villianize 
An accident like you could’ve won
From the lies from you, coming in one (unison)
Didn’t you fantasize for your V-card to be gone?
Oh, oh

[Outro]
You intended to ruin me
But you ruined you
You ruined you
You ruined you
You ruined you
[END]

© 2024 Fakhran Noorwala

the villain in your fantasy (deteriorating)

[Intro]
Her
Her
Her
Mmm
Him
Him
Him
Him (Let me look at you)

[Verse #1]
Dead in the eyes (dead in the eyes)
Emphasize, the glare in my disguise
Otherwise I’ll come and take what’s mine
Declined, just like your multiple face designs

[Pre-Chorus]
He’s seen better days
Without you chasing him in a blaze
(Wait, is this thing on?)
Something finally (finally) got you in a haze
Now it’s time to lower your (mm, your) gaze

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me (and the twin)
All you can do is talk about me (as a sin?)
Your highest, to now a has-been (never-was)
(Scrape your skin off, pull that hair down)
Everyone believes the petty one (him)
From the lies of your mentality coming un-done (him)
All that talk, in the end, you pulled none (him)
Daring, she’s deteriorating

[Verse #2]
I love playing the villain in your fantasy
I can be one if needed from you and that boy
I knew you’d be this gullible so I had to try
Are you going to be at it until you kneel on one knee?

[Pre-Chorus]
No-No I’ve seen better days
Without you in my life, failed telophase
(Stupid little lunatic, when you)
When you left me I low-key felt like (cryin’)
When I did it back I got you (dyin’)
To push my limits (to push my limits)
Got you lyin’ oh (I got you lyin’)

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me (and the twin)
All you can do is talk about me (as a sin?)
Your highest, to now a “has-been” (never-was)
Tattoo me, think of me, paint me, and engrave me
Funny how you claimed I loved his fire
When you wrote a novel about one desire
Like mother like daughter in-sync (like a choir)
Honey (honey), she’s deteriorating

[Bridge]
“He thinks he’s better than everyone!”
“How can I make myself the victim here?”
“Is he done riding him yet?”
Oh, if it was true (it’s not)
Why do you care? (why?)
(Y’all always believe everything, the-)
Lately, she’s fun when crazy (why, why, why, why, why, why)
You need to learn that the world never revolved around you
(Not everything’s about you, around you)

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me
All you can do is talk about me
You’ve been the “never-was” from the start
Villain, villianize 
An accident like you could’ve won
From the lies from you, coming in one (unison)
Didn’t you fantasize for your V-card to be gone?
Oh, oh

[Outro]
You intended to ruin me
But you ruined you
You ruined you
You ruined you
You ruined you
[END]

© 2024 Fakhran Noorwala

the villain in your fantasy (deteriorating) [CLEAN]

Phone recording Demo.

I always need some sort of music to move the voice from within. 
This was the second time i sung it, tried to do what I did the first time. 
Its never the same, but heres the 2nd take and recorded, for what I'll try and make into something pro. 
Not behhhd though..

Magnetic - EZENTRIK Original (Demo)

[Verse]
I've been wandering through this empty space
Lost my way couldn't find my place
Every street echoes your faded name
No one but shadows play this lonely game

[Verse 2]
Stars don't shine when your smile's away
Night's too quiet got no words to say
Used to be laughter now it's just rain
I'm just a silhouette feeling the pain

[Chorus]
Alone again just me and my sorrow
Chasing dreams with no tomorrow
Love's a ghost I've been holding tight
Hard times come in the dead of night

[Bridge]
Memories like ghosts they taunt my mind
Happiness feels so far behind
I reach for you through the cold and dark
But all I touch is a broken heart

[Verse 3]
Melancholy paints the walls tonight
In shades of blue with no end in sight
Your whispers haunt me in the still of dawn
I'm just a shadow now that you're gone

[Chorus]
Alone again just me and my sorrow
Chasing dreams with no tomorrow
Love's a ghost I've been holding tight
Hard times come in the dead of night

Alone Again

"celestialFIRE" by mhatanGRAUZAHN is a captivating blend of ambient electronic and downtempo vibes, laced with experimental flourishes. Its ethereal synth layers and slow, dreamy rhythm evoke a cosmic serenity, while subtle glitchy textures add an intriguing edge. Though not a traditional synthpop track, its lush synthesizer foundation nods to the genre’s melodic warmth, reimagined in a more atmospheric and introspective form.

celestialFIRE

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Glass

INTO SOMETHING

WHY-007

Anymore

Anymore (demo)

**Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
You wake me with a gentle smile,
like morning light upon my face,
yesterday fades in your embrace,
and all my doubts are swept away.

Your voice, a song that soothes my soul,
your touch, a fire that makes me whole,
with you the world feels safe and wide,
like love itself is on our side.

(Chorus)
We’re stepping into a brand new dawn,
with every fear and shadow gone,
with you, my heart beats soft and true,
the future shines in shades of you.

Together, walking hand in hand,
where love is more than just a plan,
we’ll build a world that feels like home,
with you, I know I’m not alone.

(Verse 2)
The past is just a whispered name,
we write new stories in the flame,
of dreams we hold and hope we share,
with every breath, you’re always there.

I never knew that love could be
this quiet strength inside of me,
but now I see in every star
that who we are is who we are.

(Chorus)
We’re stepping into a brand new dawn,
with every fear and shadow gone,
with you, my heart beats soft and true,
the future shines in shades of you.

Together, walking hand in hand,
where love is more than just a plan,
we’ll build a world that feels like home,
with you, I know I’m not alone.

(Bridge)
No turning back, the road is clear,
with you, there’s nothing left to fear,
you’re my beginning and my grace,
my every time, my every place.

(Outro)
A new dawn rising in our name,
two hearts, one fire, one gentle flame,
and as we face what lies ahead,
we’ll write our love in gold instead.

Hand in Hand

Mostly:  Synthpop, Electro, melancholy, sad, House, Trance, Trip-Hop, Electronica, Synthwave

Also a YouTuber (aber nur für Deutsche)

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Hi there! I’m a dedicated caregiver from Austria, happily married for 21 years and proud father of two wonderful sons. Guided by my faith in God, I strive to help others with compassion and kindness. When I’m not busy caring for others, you’ll find me hitting the gym to pursue my passion for bodybuilding or creating fresh beats in my music studio. I believe in staying positive, working hard, and spreading good vibes—both in healthcare and through my art. Let’s connect and make a difference together!

Emerging artist, creates raw, heartfelt music drawn from life’s challenges. 

Songs are my way to express myself, i'm learning and experimenting and trying to enjoy the journey. Malin is my middle name given to me as a way to honor my grandmother on my dad's side. She meant the world to me, so i chose to go by this name rather than my first name.

I love moody music, i think acoustic songs are undervalued and for me lyrics are more important than anything, but that's probably because i start most songs from a feeling turned poem.

I am always different, I am always the same.
Contact: the.real.miles.durrance@gmail.com
Thank you, and have a wonderful day. - MD

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My music swings through all realms. Each performance is a fleeting moment of transformation. I'm raw, unpredictable, and untamed. I am boundless energy building courage in my craft, crafting psychedelic and forest techno landscapes where my avant-garde vocals and hypnotic rhythms meet primal, untethered chaos. 
My sound is both experimental and  mischievous trickery. A progression through all, moving dance floors momentarily. 
I’m here to be exposed, expand and collaborate as I explore the raw musical tangents I drop into.

Making one song at a time.
Offbeat and out of rhyme.

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