this song is on my album :]

i promise you tonight that i'll be fine
i promise you that i won't let it get to me that much
and promise me you'll tell me that you tried
and wake me up tomorrow just to tell me that you lied

and i don't know how much longer i can take this
it's way to much for me and everything is changing way too fast
i know i told you that i'd change
but everything has stayed the same
so can you give me one more day

it's hard for me to tell you, exactly what i meant
and that i'll never ever let you pass me by again
im telling you the truth
that everything i do
has always been for you
it's always been for you

and i don't know how much longer i can take this
it's way to much for me and everything is changing way too fast
i know i told you that i'd change
but everything has stayed the same
so can you give me one more day

don't hold your breath
we're going down but you can let it fill your lungs
you're standing here beside me
and know that we're both trying
and holding on to fate while we both wait for perfect timing

if it were up to me, i'd tell you everything
that i wanted us to be
and how much that you meant to me

i stood outside on that night
that we argued and cried the whole time
and i wanted to die
and i wanted to lie down
and turn into stone so that i
i'll never
i'll never 
i'll never
i'll never hurt you again

promise

smother

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Do i even exist?
Am i part of you?
Was I made with flowers like the others too? 

Will I suffer like the rest of the garden?
Birthed to bloom, and wilt from pressures of your touch

Do I even exist?
Can I claim my blossom mine?
The soil beneath me gave me life as the sun shined

What’s there to cherish? 
This husk was built to comfort eyes
if it’d fail, then it'd be cut down from its height

Efforts to shed, regrow, rebirth, repeat
A final end to my own means
A means to an end left unreceived
Face my fate assigned to me

The constant molting of the skin
Has left a trail for bugs to eat
Space to burrow in my roots
For what does my essence precede


Planted by your hands of failure, 
Grown by your selfish, loathing heart,
Enveloped by your scalding light
and drowned by flood, for what you think is love 

Planted by your hands of failure, 
Grown by your selfish, loathing heart,
Enveloped by your scalding light
and drowned by flood, all in disguise as love

Well do I exist?
What did you make me for?
To be created and accused and nothing more

My petals ache with 
Your purging of my thorns
To be grown and stripped of what you take me for

Take my heart, rip it apart
And place it in a house of glass away from harm

All that's left is gone now
I cannot go on

Reduced to what i was before the day you fell apart




formless:created:diminished

no.4 w @lila_na_pusa
s/o rob and reggie fils-aime
new vox page @vettedotnet

every dream a nightmare {{beattape}}

reprod: @bonedoji, og-prod @attc, og song by @sinefelt

huh, yea, huh,
i've been on the run
i've been running for a moment
i'mma leave the drugs
i'mma drop em like i'mma disown them
nah i'm fucking wit ya u know imma pick em up
if i can't be off them bars then how am i supposed to live with us
pick this weight up off my chest bitch u gon need a pick up truck
told me i need rehab i'mma act like i don't give a fuck

who goes there
who, what, when
oh, my eyes
oh, haaaa

you been on thin ice
i've been freezing for a moment
guess the key to love
is to be haphazardly chosen

fuck it, chop it up; been feening for a weekend
shaking shaking down, i think i need a recheck
living in the future fore' i even reach it
die to grasp at benefits and fail to try and reap them

who goes there
who, what, when
oh, my eyes
oh, haaaa

[...th- this person insisting, from day one, that they got the wrong body...]

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)
and my brain, it's playing games
guess it's always been the same
and you perceiving me makes me feel ma-

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)
i feel pretty in your arms and pretty disarmed
when we really haven't felt each other's touch in a minute
you switched up, and i'm glad that you did it
oh, who am i ki-

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)

[...and this was a landmark study, fabulously well done...]

this song kinda reminds me of us by sinefelt

【BTS】Perfect (⇀_⇀) @haruiko @pyu

art by me

1 w @l3ssersp1r1ts
2 solo 
3 w @epe0 
4 solo 
5 w @l3ssersp1r1ts 
6 solo 
7 solo 

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