shorg merlgil frell shmeer

in order:
me 
dylan https://soundcloud.com/dylanlongworth
bond. https://soundcloud.com/bonddot
goji! https://soundcloud.com/genshingoji
chase (tba)
swazy https://soundcloud.com/swazyhq

lyrics: good one

♦ SIMSCORE ♦ (ft. dylan, bonddot, goji!, chase & swazy*)

lyrics:
fairy tales don’t always have a happy ending 
play pretend
and hope and pray it’s everlasting
sweet escape
my fears are running right beside me
looks like i’ve got no time to waste

head over heels
i was falling
didn’t pick up the signs
as they called me 
feeling the waves
as they’re crashing
down

when i said i was fine
i meant it
focus on the times
when i feel alive
i just wanna be the same
i want something real
i just wanna be the way i used to be
before the blasphemy
causing my entropy 
it must be bittersweet 
but 
i don’t know how to feel
i just want something 
real

hate my head
its a secret enemy
gave my best
best that i could be
got my head on sweet
used to kill myself
just a joke forever lasting
marry, kill
just gone fuck me in the end
just gone fuck me in the ending
marry, kill
just gone fuck me in the ending

when i said i was fine
i meant it
focus on the times
when i feel alive
i just wanna be the same
i want something real
i just wanna be the way i used to be
before the blasphemy
causing my entropy 
it must be bittersweet 
but 
i don’t know how to feel
i just want something 
real

bittersweet (ft. kissherguts)

lemme see if i can get the lyrics correct off dome

i decided not to cry today
feeling sorry for myself
but ill be okay one day
always online
people posting pictures on my timeline
ispy
with my little eye
something's not right
((not right))
walking home in the dark night
hard to make it home
when you dont recognize the street signs
think i need to rewind
i just need some me time
((i just need some me time))

now i know i made her mad
when she left me in the parking lot
im walking home 
tryna figure out
how to collect my thoughts
they told me life was just a game
and i dont give no fucks
just put a bullet in my head
im tryna test my luck
walkin through the grave
just tryna figure out
where my headstone
callin up my ex
to figure out 
what i did wrong
she didnt pick up 
i dont know what i expected though
find another reason to open my script
of lexapro
you can see that
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
monsters all up under my bed
i cant see tonight
walking to the underpass
debating suicide
wake up do it over again
forget bout last night 
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right

but i do it all over again
flipping different pages
tryna find the shells in the sand
with my head in my hands
tryna figure out what i did wrong
but i cant pretend that i was innocent
tryna build me up 
to break my confidence
didnt give a fuck
and it was evident 
shouldve seen right through the lies
you told me last year

now i know i made her mad
when she left me in the parking lot
im walking home 
tryna figure out
how to collect my thoughts
they told me life was just a game
and i dont give no fucks
just put a bullet in my head
im tryna test my luck
walkin through the grave
just tryna figure out
where my headstone
callin up my ex
to figure out 
what i did wrong
she didnt pick up 
i dont know what i expected though
find another reason to open my script
of lexapro
you can see that
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
monsters all up under my bed
i cant see tonight
walking to the underpass
debating suicide
wake up do it over again
forget bout last night 
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right

i did pretty good ngl

music vid

ispy (ft. swazy*)

rouri404 - narcissist (austyn remix)

eraser (ft. dylan longworth) [prod. austyn x dylan x ubi]

edit 1/14/23: i was in my d*riacore era if you couldn't tell and this was originally for a bonus track on views from outside my bedroom window - my first ever ep

d*ryacore with a y

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/rouri404 for the open i def stole the acapella from :)
shoutout @reesooo for the inspiration on the melody :)

the tweet said i could do anything i wanted with it so here it is

concrete (ft. rouri404) [prod. austyn & reesoo]

thank you https://soundcloud.com/aithuia for the beautiful track :)

lyrics:
everyday feels the same
and it won't change
count the blessings
in your life
walking round down town
just t he other day
and i feel like im insane

i dont wanna go (whole bunch of time)

time stands still
the moment im in it
six years strong
but im only beginning 
feel like im alone 
but im just minding my business
i have many friends around me 
wishing success and

time stands still
the moment im in it
six years strong
but im only beginning 
feel like im alone 
but im just minding my business
i have many friends around me 
wishing success and
love <3

standstill (prod. aithuia)

tsubi club - burbank house (austyn remix)

lyrics:

loneliness
has taken over me
try to replace
these feelings
with empty words
and melodies
you can try
but nothing remedies
ive tried it all before
i wish for so much more
but you cant get
what you ask for
you could lie
or you could die
trying
theres no real point in hiding
your feelings from a friend
back of my mind
rests anxiety
log out of society
cause im chronically online

(its all in the past, i can't take it back)

STEMS

chronically online

edit: 1/14/23: i just found sketchywav and milye around this time and wanted to make music like them so badly LOL shoutout sketchywav and milye

silly little beat

presave all eyes on me!
https://ffm.to/alleyyesonme

prod me with extra guitar from wishlane : )

lyrics:

taking out my anger on my friends
keep it pent up in my head
i don't have a tower to defend
do their feelings change when i'm not around
hardly ever at the party
ask me if im okay, hardly
feelings change
and people grow
the hardest part is learning to let go

layered in sarcasm
falling through the chasm
im, chasing whats beneath
but i can't seem to swim that far
chase it down with another drink
who gives a fuck bout what they think 
chase it down with another drink
who gives a fuck bout what they think

i do.

cos its like 19 years
ive told myself that this
was for the best
with my ego filled with
bulletholes and my hands
held to my chest
and if i wasnt such a coward
this needle would have
another thread
and if i werent so superficial
this chapter would have a different end

blame it on sarcasm
when im falling through the chasm
ill be chasing whats beneath
but i cant seem to scream that far
chase it down with another drink
who gives a fuck about what they think
chase it down with another drink
who gives a fuck about what they think

i do.

i do (ft. wishlane)

don’t forget to brush - fred figglehorn 
shake shack - shambomba
arthur theme song
antisocial - baby santana & slump6s
aint nobody got time for that
bag alert - shambomba
cpu - shambomba & esbee
plants vs. zombies - inci0
coping mechanism - shambomba cover 
mrdr- 2nef
this song has nothing to do with camp lazlo 3 - shambomba 
fuckwipebabyboy - shambomba
surf - milye
get busy - shambomba cover 
soho - chanelfather & funeral
reallyliveit - riptony
no russian - funeral & dollyw00d
ispy - austyn with a y & swazy

austyn with a y @ dariafest 2021

lyrics:

all eyes on me 
i can't take the
pressure of being seen
but how on earth
am i supposed to
live my dream
hiding in the shadows 
of my fears

lately don't feel like myself
i can't feel like before
secrets and whispers
the first thing i hear
through the door
i hate burning bridges
i can't take this shit anymore
bury my bones in a bottle
im sick to the core

all eyes on me 
i can't take the
pressure of being seen
but how on earth
am i supposed to
live my dream
hiding in the shadows 
of my fears

i can't let go
of the feelings of
hopelessness
filling the void
with distractions
im so close to
giving it up 
i can't give a fuck
about what people
think about me
cause im trying my hardest
im trying my best
to please certain people
can't forget about the rest
so ill scream from my lungs
and ill say it with my chest
i dont need the validation
but it wouldn't hurt coming from you

lately don't feel like myself
i can't feel like before
secrets and whispers
the first thing i hear
through the door
i hate burning bridges
i can't take this shit anymore
bury my bones in a bottle
im sick to the core

all eyes on me 
i can't take the
pressure of being seen
but how on earth
am i supposed to
live my dream
hiding in the shadows 
of my fears

all eyes on me

saoirse dream & cmten - doitrightback (austyn remix)

lyrics: 
[austyn]
i ache
im at the bottom
of the bottle 
and i 
cant shake
i got a feeling
in my bones
wont be here longer
than i have to 
lot less stronger
than i used to be
got a long road ahead of me
(sometimes i-)

cause im wasting away
and i got nothing to show
ive been getting so high 
so i stop feeling as low
as i have
i wish you had my back
there'd be so many nights
that i would spend all alone
with a tear in my eye
and memories on my phone
i dont know
where to go 
from here

[swazy]
i been shining lights
in the lighthouse 
my whole life been stuck
in the dark will he ever make it out
lets find out 
mom should've put me in timeout
just a little longer 
i cant even cry now
i hope she see me gettin stronger
swim with perfect strides now
im in open water
really wanna die now
i cant even call her
shorty wanna dine out
but im losing my appetite 
all this self isolation
cant make me a socialite

i ache
im at the bottom
of the bottle 
and i 
cant shake
i got a feeling
in my bones
wont be here longer
than i have to 
lot less stronger
than i used to be
got a long road ahead of me

(sometimes i fall asleep and wish i dont wake up - sometimes)

insomnia (ft. swazy)

made from the sawce x niz challenge :)) s/o sawce for the guitar

swazy* - headaches (austyn remix)

edit - 1/14/23

i absolutely LOVE the production on this one but i could not for the life of me write more to it so it just got left behind

Runninrunninrunnin

lyric video: https://youtu.be/FN6JwMYWOg4
shoutout @wishlane for the extra production & background vocals :3

he said let's just runaway
but i don't wanna go
he said let's just runaway
but i don't wanna go
he said let's just runaway
but i don't wanna go
he said let's just runaway
but i don't wanna go

he said i could take you anywhere
that u wanna be
cause life is like a picnic
when its just u & me :)
but i think he's delusional
he's down to much to drink
swam across the ocean
just for him to watch me sink

he said let's just runaway
and i might go
(i don't wanna go)
he said let's just runaway
and i might go
(i don't wanna go)
he said let's just runaway
and i might go
(i don't wanna go)
he said let's just runaway
and i might go
(i don't wanna go)

he said i could take u anywhere
that u wanna be
cause life is like a picnic
when it's just u & me :)
and baby i'm delusional
i've had to much to drink
the image in my head
of us together
makes me sink

runaway

made this song yesterday w jauntsen n i sampled omori

edit 1/14/23:
jauntsen/jasmine is one of the sweetest people ive ever met, she introduced me to omori and that was our first interaction & as soon as i finished the game i sampled it and made a song with her because it just feels right yk

i think i had a problem with the production and my vocals which is why it didnt come out originally and i was too #lazy to do anything about it

im better off alone
not one to ask for help
im on my own
second chances
lead to heartbreak
this i know
tired of picking up the pieces
been so long since i felt peace
is this my home?
is this my home?

ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
im pulling back the curtain
i was nothing but a burden to u
burden to u

if i knew u felt that way
it wouldn't end like this
overthinking in my bed
and now i feel like shit
close my eyes
right to a dream 
hope i don't wake up
but something haunts me
i just hope when i wake 
i don't feel lonely
only if there was a chance 
to know the old me 
it gets better
man i wish you told me
i wish you told me

i wish you told me how it felt 
can't see no darkness in ur eyes
can u tell me it was fake ur in disguise
only took a couple years to realize
i wish you told me how it felt
but now im better off alone
when i see u call i dont pick up the phone
cause this is my home

ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
im pulling back the curtain
i was nothing but a burden to u
burden to u

burden (ft. jauntsen)

shoutout vaeo and rouri

og song if u haven't heard it, (what are u doing): https://soundcloud.com/goreset/ed-hardy-goodbyex2002-x-31sentinel?in=danivallefamily/sets/ed-hardy-is-fucking-amazing&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

vaeo & rouri404 - ed hardy (austyn remix)

thank you @kaihaunted for the cover art :3
& thank you for all the birthday wishes!! if i reply to all of them too quick soundcloud will think im a fkn bot but know i love each n every one of you :3
obvious influences are obvious, sue me!
lyrics:
turning twentytwo
i don't have a clue
what i'm gonna do
with my life
i guess that's okay
i can rot away
in the comfort
of my bedroom

been a legal alcoholic for a year now
guess it wasn't hard to get down
like a deer in the highlights
future's coming fast
arms open wide
will i fall
or will i fly
cause ain't shit changed in a year and a half
was hoping this one's better than the year before last
if i had stuck it out
i'd have graduated college by now,,
but then i'd move on
i'd have a degree
it'd be probably worse
you gotta agree
but there's nothing i'd rather do :3

turning twentytwo
i don't have a clue
what i'm gonna do
with my life
i guess that's okay
i can rot away
in the comfort
of my bedroom

turning twentytwo
i don't have a clue
what i'm gonna do
with my life
i guess that's okay
i can rot away
in the comfort
of my bedroom

twentytwo

my anv7 submission w @swazyhq 
and im almost outta time
future isnt looking very bright
it seems like lately
people switch up on a dime
fuck em thats alright by me
let em live their fantasy

i keep running 
i feel like id do better on my own
let me hold on to something
the sun goes down by the time i get home
was it all for nothing 
cuz lately i been feeling nothing at all
no i keep running 
aw forrest gump dont have shit on me at all
look at my fingertips 
they bruised and burned from the cigarettes 
running through my thoughts just dont put them on the internet
i been up all night thinking about us getting intimate 
no i dont wanna die before i see your face again 
demons monsters hating them 
im on fire blaziken 
im not high as i can be i think its time to blaze again
i told you im caged in my mind 
put a date on the line 
i wont make it there in time

fantasy (ft. swazy)

https://soundcloud.com/slidv
Where the rain falls
Where the water froze
And the wind blows
Where the light is gone
I sleep forever 
Where the lights shine
Where the worlds collide in the deeper end that I can’t dive in
Where the angels sing
We’ll be golden

I send you best regards
Stress and pain both make the world go round
If i promise that you'll be okay
I'll stop at nothing til you have it all
I'll give the best of me to everyone who needs a piece
I’ll fight the thunder til the rain is up a hundred feet, ill
Come back to haunt you good way if you wanted me too

Cause i don't ever see you anymore
You’re starting to let me down
Just let me lay here darling
Look at the stars uh i promise you that well be g-

Let's start a life out here
I kinda want to live life lonely 
 
I know we’re one in the same
I know we’re not gonna change though
Leave me back to be saved
And maybe i could be famous
And live forever
Where the lights shine
Where the worlds collide in the deeper end that i can’t dive in
Where the angels sing
(We’ll be golden)

Cause i don't ever see you anymore
You’re starting to let me down
Just let me lay here darling
Look at the stars uh i promise you that well be golden
(You’re starting to let me down)
(Just let me lay here darling)
(Look at the stars)
(We’ll be golden)

we'll be golden (SlidV x austyn with a y track battle)

shoutout @rawwbguitar for the extra guitar solo :3
https://www.twitch.tv/rawwbguitar 

look at the mess
you made for all to see
i know that its hard
to pull yourself together
just dont blame it on me
just dont blame it on me
just dont blame it on me
dont blame it on me

you never seem to look
me in my face
dont think you know 
what you did
but i dont know
if im alright
decisions were made
on my behalf
thats great 
think she's winning a ribbon
for all the lost time
shouldve listened to everybody
to cut ties
seems like all you wanted
was somebody to hold
and if i havent made it obvious
i wont let you go
you wont give me a reason to feel alive
ill let her leave me alone

just dont blame it on me
just dont blame it on me
just dont blame it on me
dont blame it on me

blame game (ft. oldcollin)

edit: 1/14/23: this song is like 2 years old and the original song still slaps to this day but this remix is a little rough i can't lie - honestly if you're going anywhere past this point its about to get super rough

drive45 - avenues (austyn remix)

shoutout @buttonmaker 

seems like it was only yesterday
said everything will be okay
but you're a liar and i believed you
and all the stupid shit you'd say
but im better now
dont fuck with my head
i could go without
wanna leave this town
but the voices in my head
tryna bring me down, down, down

cause when i call you
i know you wouldnt call back
i was fucking with you heart
but its all black
but i didnt have to tell you
you knew that 
im outta sight
i cry myself to sleep at night
and it, hurts me just to know youre fine
over in a blink of an eye 
like butterfly kisses

told you that i'd call you
maybe im just on mute
maybe its all bullshit
maybe you dont miss it
what we had
way back then
you had said
once again
ended with a knife in my back 
but you dont even see it like that
million messages are on read
maybe im just better off dead
dead and gone away
ive moved on to better things

cause when i call you
i know you wouldnt call back
i was fucking with you heart
but its all black
but i didnt have to tell you
you knew that 
im outta sight
i cry myself to sleep at night
and it, hurts me just to know youre fine
over in a blink of an eye 
like butterfly kisses

cause when i call you
i know you wouldnt call back
i was fucking with you heart
but its all black
but i didnt have to tell you
you knew that 
im outta sight
i cry myself to sleep at night
and it, hurts me just to know youre fine
over in a blink of an eye 
like butterfly kisses

butterfly kisses (ft. button maker)

when you wish upon a star
your dreams they might come true
give a ring
i dont even know what you mean, girl
we'll just stay friends till then

cause you’re heartless
but you're weighing heavy on my conscious
thoughtless
all the pain you put me through
have got me feeling nauseous
stressed for the next 
staying cautious
everything you said
was some nonsense
should've known i
wasnt good enough
what you need to see that we're not meant to be so 
leave me be

slow burn of a candlelight
writing at my windowsill and waiting for the flame to die out
so when im shrouded in darkness
left alone with my conscience
i wont get lost in the here and the now

waste of my time and a waste of my ink
so many thoughts inside my brain that i got no room to think for myself
cause you faded out of sight with a wink and a smile
now im left on this island alone

*sax solo* shoutout gavin of lofty's comet

leave me be (ft. wishlane & gavin)

dont give a damn (ft. ay!jd)

i’ve been struggling lately & had to put my thoughts in song form

living in my head
wish that it was different
need to go to bed
something in the distance
wish that i was d̶e̶a̶d̶
so that i could reminisce 
all the feelings that i’ve missed
i don’t know why

down astronomical

dante red - villain (austyn remix)

made a chanelfather type beat 

shady swazy: https://soundcloud.com/swazyhq
joeverse: https://soundcloud.com/joeverse_sc
chanelfather: https://soundcloud.com/chanelfather

austyn with a y

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