it'll all fall into place eventually

../12

Candle

FREE PALESTINE
PROD CHIBI
COVER ART BY GARY

Oh To Be a Goldfish (prod. Chibi)

(Around, around, around...)

---
She's not around no more (no more)
I heard that she's got a new man she adores, but
He doesn't treat her right
I wish I could've done more, but
They walked right by, yeah
They walked right by, yeah
They walked right by, didn't tell you why

You can count the days all on your fingers
But it don't make a difference
The world still spins around, around, around
You can tell yourself that you don't miss her
But when your heart is blistered
The world still spins around, around, around

She's not around no more (no more)
I heard that she's got a new man she adores, but
He doesn't treat her right
I wish I could've done more, but
They walked right by, yeah
They walked right by, yeah
They walked right by, didn't tell you why

You can count the days all on your fingers
But it don't make a difference
The world still spins around, around, around
You can tell yourself that you don't miss her
But when your heart is blistered
The world still spins around, around, around

And it's all your fault
And it's all your fault

The world still spins around, around, around
The world still spins around, around, around
---

blisters

stream

billy ! - lightswitch 
austyn with a y - twentytwo
austyn with a y & swazy* - ispy
gonima - cavern music (brakence remix)
user-177606669 - this will surely put an end to my abuse of underscores acapellas 2
underscores - spoiled little brat
user-177606669 - honey ham
bickle - naked
user-177606669 - running up that hill cover but i only sang the part that is currently playing in my head
kate bush - running up that hill (TOTEM remix)
still woozy & remi wolf - pool

austyn with a y @ coolsmp

prod by me

https://soundcloud.com/deadman

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6GvIvgLWiViZggmS2VLvmr?si=AH-7sMQDR2m_KyfuqNry2A

lyrics:

yonklolz:
i didn't know she was dangerous
playing both sides will get you nowhere and ruin my trust
i think we play these games enough
sick of all the times you've given up
im tired of this love

ones and zeros
love is evil
what do we know
running from the spotlight, i dont wanna be known
(x2)

deadman:
you went and tore my heart to pieces
who would've known you're so conceited?
only care 'bout yourself and nobody else
it's tragic, the way you are
said you wanted love, should've known what was up
when i looked you in your eyes
threw away all my trust, just for "one little fuck"
why am i even surprised
that you did that shit?
guess it's all my fault that i fed into your lies
know i played my part
i should just act smart and move on with my life
im so disgusted
you went and threw me away like i was nothing
sick to my stomach
feels like im stuck on the edge and about to plummet

yonklolz:
ones and zeros
love is evil
what do we know
running from the spotlight, i dont wanna be known
(x2)

dangerous (ft. deadman 死人)

prod. by myself

i spilled my guts all over the floor
im throwing up what id hold in before
swear we expired now we gotta throw it all out
every well i try to wish in i just fall down

im stuck here tryna pick up pieces of what's left of the truth
dont try to tell me that you think my life was better with you
turn of the tv i cant stand to see your face or ill lose it
ill let it consume me

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
im looking back ur tearing up
about the fact that we are done

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

throwing up

won’t u say something anything 
to make me feel alright 
i won’t put up a fight 
my mum says I’ll realize by the time I’m older 
“u’ll get bolder
but still rest on my shoulder”

if I rest on u I’m sure 
u’ll start pulling me closer,
didn’t ask for a close up 
never needed ur closure 
trynna keep my composure like I 
i feel dumb this could’ve been so fun 
we could’ve been so fun*2

won’t u say something anything 
to make me feel alright 
i won’t put up a fight 
my mum says I’ll realize by the time I’m older 
“u’ll get bolder
but still rest on my shoulder”

[babebee aka. loml <3]

can we do it again?
but i can’t play pretend
like this isn’t the end, no
i cant let it begin

i hide and seek
all the thoughts seeping in
i act like i’m fine but you’re sinking into my skin
and i can’t heal from these wounds
while you keep asking me can we do it again? 

it’s just, too hard, to brush it off and mumble lies
I’ll say, I’m fine, if they worry I’ll put on a smile 
I know, deep down, this isn’t helping me at all 
But I can’t, decline, another invite

invite w/ Babebee (anem0s)

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[[𝒟𝒥 𝒫𝑅𝒜𝒴 𝒯𝐻𝐸 𝒢𝒜𝒴 𝒜𝒲𝒜𝒴]]

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(っ◔◡◔)っ ♥𝓓𝓙 𝓛𝓘𝓚𝓔 𝓐𝓝𝓓 𝓢𝓤𝓑𝓢𝓒𝓡𝓘𝓑𝓔♥
ᴅᴊ ʜᴏᴍᴇ ᴏᴡɴᴇʀ
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<𝔻𝕁 𝔸ℕ𝕋𝔸𝔾𝕆ℕ𝕀ℤ𝕀ℕ𝔾 𝕄𝕐 ℙ𝔼𝔼ℝ𝕊>
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ʚɞ  𝒟𝒥 𝒫𝐿𝒜𝒩𝒯𝐸𝑅𝒮 𝐿𝐼𝒢𝐻𝒯𝐿𝒴 𝒮𝒜𝐿𝒯𝐸𝒟  ʚɞ

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[ dj internalized Ꮒ𝘰ෆ𝘰𝚙Ꮒ𝘰ⱃí𝜶 ]
Dⱼ ⱼₐZZ WₒₒD ₜᵢₚ
 𝕕ן ℂŁ𝐈ᑎι𝔠𝒶ｌ ᗪ乇ｐ𝓡ｅşⓈ𝐈ㄖภ
28bigdog

ＨＯＵＳＥ ＯＦ ＭＵＮＣＨ： ＴＨＥ ＭＯＶＩＥ

a song about mania and delusions

backing vocals by jackalsclaw

/

i fell into a pit
dont know how to get back up again
mud on my face, scrapes on my chin
this feeling wont stop festering
i scratch away my skin
cause i want to know whats under it
my muscles ache, im suffering
i just want to feel comforted

if its my fault, then tell me so
i dont want to do this alone

im a princess, im a bard
im a priestess from afar
i am anything i want when
i tell it to you

i wanna look away
but i just cant seem to close my eyes
your voice is near but phantomized
is it all real or fantasized?

and yet it feels so real
when will it come to fruition?
all i feel is suspicious
of all the opposition

if you dont care, why wont you leave?
did you just want (did you just want, did you just want)
to see me bleed? (to see me bleed?)

im a princess, im a bard
im a priestess from afar
i am anything i want when
i tell it to you

(did you just want)
(to see me bleed)
(to see me bleed)

temperance

massive thanks to @mewatonin for her help on this track

lyrics:

i went out when i fell asleep last night
yeah i had a feelin i wasnt goin down alright
i thought i gave it up, started feelin bad for myself
i looked in the mirror, i saw someone else
o yea

i woke up in a bad dream
im just another bad thing
i woke up with my eyes closed
she dont love me i know
x2

(change my mind in the morning
break my heart by the time the night ends
said its alright, then?
i've been waiting for way too long
trying not to
break my own heart
break my own heart)

...

[ bad dream
bad things
eyes closed
i know
bad dream
sad things
eyes closed
i know ]

luci

@leytonmode @starsbeforesunrise
track 6/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/7ExxY1alzE1JyHeuPPM8NF?si=39459f84c2c542c9
https://youtu.be/Glnx8f_ZOWE

blissom:

you never said it once
its never coming out

im falling thru the floor again and again
the trees are losing touch with all thats been
and if the bark peels off
the moss grows up
the leaves fall off
the birds dont talk

leyton:

you were every fallen tree
tried to warn me ahead what my fall could be
grew through the mess of your canopy
now im throwing stones
growing moss
falling down 
getting lost
i guess ill sit and wait till its over
just to remind me of that day in october
i grit my teeth for you
now theres pain in my molar
guess ill decay while you grow older
called you last night didnt go through
what id go through just to hold you one more time
i gotta find a pastime 
need a hobby
fuck my life no one wants me
just staring at a cold sky

starsbeforesunrise:

and as the sunlight dims
and night is closing in
the moon lights up the lake
with blinding reflection
the last of the pink cuts the clouds imperfections
the cracks of the sticks says exterior movement
the bridge on the water is smashed up and ruined
and just when i thought that u couldnt stain beauty
the sun will rise and leave the night empty

austyn with a y @ coolsmp

austyn with a y

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