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thanks if u listen
thanks if u dont


for a brighter 2023

tracklist:
intro
1. id 00:37 - 01:15
2. we never went too far 01:15 - 01:48 
3. Microwave - Stovall (cover) 01:48 - 02:07
4. Dean Blunt - The rot (cover) 02:07 - 03:17
5. i dont believe u 03:17 - 03:53
6. Pathetic 03:53 - 03:27
7. bled (keep me grounded) 03:27 - 05:18
8. cigarettes 05:18 - 05:51
9. uwantmebyurside 05:51 - 06:34
10.id 06:34 - 06:52
11. id 06:52 - 07:37
12. idlih 07:37 - 08:04
13. chill 08:04 - 08:30
14. i could (patience) 08:30 - 09:52
15. coldplay (idek) 09:52 - 10:51
16. id (im a fraud) 10:51 - 12:02
17. udontknow (feat. @faejr , @notverylukewarm) 12:02 - 13:29
18. id 13:29 - 14:02
19. id 14:02 - 14:18
20.id 14:18 - 14:30
21. laywme 14:30 - 15:01
22. whispering 15:01 - 16:02
23. id 16:02 - 16:35 
24. chrashnhold 16:32 - 16:52
25. save face 16:52 - 17:09
26. idontwannawaitforu (feat. @prodbyaustyn ) 17:09 - 18:46
27. id 18:46 - 19:39
28. i need a break 19:39 - 19:52
29. id 19:52 - 20:09
30. f u 20:09 - 20:23
31. id 20:23 - 20:45
32. id 20:45 - 21:02
33. transition (ur ears only :*) 21:02 - 21:14
34. suitcase.mp3 21:14 - 22:12
35. lontalius - running now (cover) 22:12 - 23:44
36. lontalius - comfortable, maybe ur smile will / Atlas in motion - Richmond (cover) 23:44 - 26:46
37. id 26:46 - 28:25 
38. trois 28:25 - 31:32
40. ego 31:32 - 32:59
41. weakend 32:59 - 35:24 
42. no light 35:24 - 35:52

2022

The Fairy, the Wizard and the Moon by Ryan Leahan
produced by @kimj + @redhill

Lyrics below

It's hard for a fairy like me
To make-believe
When the lie's already there
And I can count my wishes
And fly away
But it's hard when you're never here

Walked through the valley through the garden and the fortress
Gods live within the stars I feel of less importance
Turn me into angel dust
Where the winds a blowing
Toss me in the air above
Dance across the ocean
Can you feel the particles between us when they ignite
Can you peel my skin back can you tell me what is inside
And I swallowed a star and I don't know where to go
I'm a deadly toxin to everybody except for you

Is it all a dream
In each waking second
The voices, tell me what they mean
We fall deeper and deeper, deeper and deeper
Drinking mercury, Hercules, deep inside my body off of ketamine

The cycles of my body metamorphosize under the moon
Every single second is a blessing from the death of you
Things are always better as a secret but it's hard to keep
When we die we rise into the sky Laputa I believe is
Pure, but maybe I'm impure
Cause Hades he supplies me with the angel dust and tells me not to go
And be pure
But baby what's for sure
Is you're an angelic light from above my body becomes a dove

Hard for a fairy like me
To make-believe
When the lie's already there
And I can count my wishes
And fly away
But it's hard when you're never here

So I ran through the valley through the garden to the fortress
Where I met a wizard and he made me go and forfeit
All of my possessions half my heart under the premise
That he then could cleanse me of the curse that I was born with
Can you tell me what will happen to my body once you cast away
He told me if he told me that I'll never see the light of day
And as he waved his wand a cloud of dust circled around me
My wings began to sprout gone was the curse that used to bound me
Everybody's got a fear within them worth the bounty
So face the pain and take the change and throw it in a fountain
I'd wish to be the one but my Magnalia are still unknown
Find the peace inside me and I'll water it to make it grow
But wait, what's the truth
Am I wasting all these hours under spells of sweet vermouth
I've spent nights under the twilight with the alabaster moon
Where we swam inside the fountain of our everlasting youth

It's hard for a fairy like me
To make-believe
When the lie's already there
And I can count my wishes
And fly away
But it's hard when you're never here

The Fairy, the Wizard and the Moon

jus got 29 bucks we ball
prod me (yeah thats right 28bigdog produced this sick ass song)

rich dog 🤑

onemanarmy

Produced, Written, and Performed by Ryan Leahan

Lyrics:

Been tucked away
In a tower for all her life
Now forced to bride
In candlelight
She scorns her dress
And in the shadows, I hide
I'll take thy life
But in another night
You should have been my wife
The lord's at hand
It's his fault his plan
His word which drives my knife
Ooh Ooh Ooh
One last kiss
Oh for you princess
I'd leave it all behind
And we could run away
Baby just you and I
We need to runaway
It'd haunt me if we never tried
Before the break of day
A new life your hand in mine
And with a twist of fate
We'll sneak off into the night

Paramour, a chance at life
Beseeched you in the dead of night
You grabbed it never thinking twice
Troubadours, playwrights
Inspired by your sacrifice
"The Princess Who Had Chosen Life"
They write

And so with haste
The unlikeliest of lovers disappeared into the night
With a love betwixt the two so great
Not even the swiftest of spearmen
Wisest of warlocks
Or the mightiest of the king's mercenaries could tear it in twain

The Princess Who Had Chosen Life

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cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

it didn't have to be like this
_________________________________
(do you remember me?)

hold it close to you
broken bowed a new
i thought this was life
watch the thread unwind

we were in zion that summer
i was still trying to breathe
watch it corrode the isomers
everything i couldn't keep

all the nights that we spent being young
the copper rocks under our feet
the pastures never felt so wrong
up in flames your favorite evergreen

pull the needle through
laces lorn the center

i promise i wasn't crying
there was just smoke in my eyes
holding you until the morning
i'd fall in and out of the fire
wreathed in hollow ivory
christened collows bedaubing 

and i saw your body covered in roses 
and i started screaming, nobody noticed
the locket you gave me thread intertwined
tearing taut at the seams when it started unwinding 
i fell out the trunk of your dad's four wheel drive 
and we laughed it off when we called it a night
through the laurels and brushweeds we walked side by side
god you were so pretty even when we were crying 
cus' the rust started falling i ran out of time 
watch the world invert into infrared light 
lying lithe on the duff dying embers dissolving 
the smoke in my lungs couldn't stop me from calling your name
but i, (2x)

laurel

the original song is genuinely the best song ive ever heard

og: https://soundcloud.com/thatcherblackwood/laurel?si=f13daaa3f277405fba9e99da19d95ee3&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

laurel by thatcherblackwood but its just piano (first half)

Cat Silhouette With Red Lightning In The Backgrund

acapellas used:
cops and robbers
locals (girls like us)
johnny johnny johnny
shoot to kill, kill your darlings
old money bitch
uncanny long arms

bonus:
count of three (you can eat shit!)
girls & boys
old money bitch banjo
seventyseven dog years guitar

this will surely put an end to my abuse of underscores acapellas 3

edit - 1/14/23: this song was for one of the last niztopia contests and i absolutely love this song and i feel like it should be out (i am doing this without checking with any one else my fault thats on me love yall though :3)

vox (in order) @noanimosity @rans0m @wheeeaty

prod @heyitsherbs & me :3

[zion]
lost in a thousand places
peace a mender to thoughts called on my mind
and i know youll never say it
but walls are broken down jehricos lie
i know
when you say my name you fall to peices
my low
dressing up the truth to leave me speechless 
never gonna fix that
guess it was a miss match
you were one of my lows
never gonna miss that
like get straight to the point no i aint fuckin with the chit chat
been spittin til the day i getta rollie where the wrist at

[ransom]
we gone pick up where we left off
i been counting blue, real fast
just like a hedgehog
steady aim through my scope
i just hit a headshot
going fast switchin lanes
i cannot kick it with lames
you said are we friends?
sorry i do not feel the same
he keep talking down
why can't you walk up
say it to my face
really i could give a shit
keep a tool on me
are you tryna get fixed
trust me you dont wanna
get caught in the mix

[wheaty]
caught in the mix, nah
came w/ protection, got katana on my hip now
you could run up, but i might just cut ya legs off
brodie got the glaive, fucc w/ us and we get pissed off
you dont wanna face off

run from the past, but the future lookin frightening
hate to admit it, i guess that was the pride in me
i got off task, kept wonderin why you lied to me
the way i see it, thats the reason why youre died to me :))

sike i meant youre dead to me*
i might go pacc another bowl to burn the memory
crazy i thought you might be the 1, you just a detriment
and ima have to send a bitch home, she say she heavensent
yall caught me in my element
 
this shit aint random, im wit ransom, thats my brethren
cross me, im gon have to crucify you, on my christ shit
aint no disciples, we a team, yea we gon get it in
but we cant do it without inciting a lil violence

niztopia challenge song 2

austyn with a y

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