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Alone Time

blindfolds on
never will i tire
on the right way home
always was the word
that plagued the life i earned
never have i fallen
with my eyes tight closed
nice white clothes


mirage. []

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Blindfolded by Loveisheavenly is the original

meant to be

Summer.

¿?AND YOU DON'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND?¿

Produced/Mixed/Mastered by @DisjointedBeats
Cover art by @Sin7ven

Sin7ven & Disjointed - Wire Me

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hey, new sad song :(

last one im posting until i reach 200; once i am im dropping the best thing ever, i promise

produced by @submarineboy !!!! theyre amazing plz go check em out!!! <3



LYRICS:
sit down at the side of my bed
rummage through the clutter thats inside of my head
i wanna cry, i wanna pass but not to be dead
i just wanna see my future so i know whats ahead
so i wont be afraid anymore
i wont be scared of whats to come
i wont feel like lifes such a chore
because boredoms got myself feeling like no fun
everythings been grey, letters on the page have turned to sediment and rage
ive been feeling like my days are outnumbered by the thunder strikes in the sky
so if im ever lonely, i can text some friends to try

. . .

tell me what i need to change about me
do i act like a celeb, or do i ask for too much help
or am i just a bit too ugly, do i act like im depressed
over a story that occured because the feelings in my chest
could not suppress themselves over a person
its a burden, how i live, but i can cope with it through wordin'
so im living through my life with all these curses, the feelings in my head has got my heart thinking its hurtin'
and im sick of all these episodes hunting for my self,
the person you would skip right over on a bookshelf
my story lies inside my eyes and not what i had felt
im sick of always feeling like a wounded person, needin help 
and im just waiting for myself to not be stuck in between
im praying for a miracle, im down on my knees
god knows i want forgiveness, its the only thing i need
but to be truthful its a policy in which i had decieved
and i never thought much of it, a little slow on this highway
i could never mold the music that i wanna make
and its best if i just get on out and fly away
cuz i just wanna live life, and live it my way

uncertainty (prod. submarine boy)

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About
LNR_[03] is the third installment in my "Late Night Ramen" beat tape series. The title is a nod to bsd.u's 'Late Night Bumps' series. This album means a lot to me because it is dedicated to my grandfather Jorge who passed away last November. It's been almost a year now and I wanted to release it on the day he died - 11/7. The number seven has always been important to me because I'm actually the 7th. I wanted to release the album on the day he died so he could be reincarnated in a sense as something eternal - music. If I make a classic, he'll live in our memories forever since he's on the cover of the album. So I decided to make this a full fledged album unlike the other LNRs by drawing up liner notes and sample information because I wanted to do something special in his memory, as well as the significance that the number 3 has in my life. 

After he passed, I became fascinated with the impermanence of being. I researched things like destiny and astrology, tarot cards, and numerology. I re-read "The Unbearable Lightness of Being" by Kundera. I tried to investigate the meaning of death in different contexts, including Zen Buddhism, and find a way to incorporate it into the music. I ended up typing in my information online and found out that my life path number is 3, and the number has become very important to me as of late. I also found out that my zodiac sign Scorpio is affiliated with the death card in a tarot deck. I'm still trying to find out what this all means, if it even means anything.

And of course this album was inspired by a ton of other things: Anime (Darling in the Franxx, Saint Seiya, Tsurezure Children, Kimi no Todoke, Seven Deadly Sins, My Hero Academia, Erased), TV Shows (Parks & Rec, The OC, Futurama, Rick & Morty), genres (Future Bass, Lofi HipHop, Deep House, UK Garage, Acid House, Lofi House, EDM, Indie Rock), fashion houses like CDG, Prada, and Chanel, artists like Ross From Friends, Burial, Tim Maia, 88 Rising, Yumi Zouma, Ella Mai, Giggs, Lil Uzi Vert, Birocratic, Toshifumi Hinata, A$AP Rocky, Mall Grab, bsd.u, SwuM, Tomppabeats, Shamana, T.I., UGK, James Clarke, Rico Nasty, Jamie XX, Knxwledge, J Dilla, Frank Ocean, Larry Heard, Lil Wayne, SOPHIE, Men I Trust, Carseat Headrest, Playboi Carti, and tons more artists have influenced me and filtered their way onto this album.

Finally I wanted to say thank you to everyone who has supported me throughout this process, especially my family. Shouts to Melrose for linking up just in time and killing the feature. Shouts to Ben and Jeff for always supporting, and finally thank you to my fans. You guys reaching out and telling me you rock with my music/have it helped you through rough times is the reason I do this. Thank you so much, I hope you like it <3 

- Bee

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