[LYRICS]
it’s nothin 
it’s nothin 
at all
at all

it’s nothin 
it’s nothin 
it’s nothin 
at all x5
and even if i told you what it was you wouldn’t care 
cause every-time i talked it’s like you 
weren’t even there 
it haunts me every night to think of you with someone else 
after every chance you gave me and  i’m still sleeping by myself 

late night out with the windows down 
got the ac on while i’m smokin loud 
thinking of ur face and it makes me ouch 
drinking every night till the memories drown
tryna convince myself that i don’t really want you 
i know that im evil cause i hope it also haunts you 
i don’t want this feeling that keeps
 aching my bones 
i don’t want this feeling that keeps 
making me cold 
i’m so buried in anxiety 
don’t know what’s deep inside of me
so i just pretend just pretend 
just pretend

it’s nothin 
it’s nothin 
it’s nothin 
at all x5
and even if i told you what it was you wouldn’t care 
cause every-time i talked it’s like you 
weren’t even there 
it haunts me every night to think of you with someone else 
after every chance you gave me and  i’m still sleeping by myself

NOTHIN'

NOTHIN' [okei]

too.fm/seanpitarotogether

I saw you last night
Felt different
Surrounded by light
I'm missing
Back when you were mine
I was living
I'm blinded by the night
Lost my vision

So would you tell me the truth
If I said I wanna be here with you
Yeah or would you lead me on
Would you believe me

Cause my body different
Would you be my misses
You take my existence 
And break me down
If I say that I'm sorry
And you stop being cocky
Could we go to this party and figure it out

Want be together with you
Want be together with you
Want be together with you
Want be together with you
With you

I wanna be (together)
Wanna be (together)
I wanna be (together)
You

If I see you tonight
Don't talk to me 
It wouldn't be right
It wouldn't be okay
The second that our eyes
Cross paths 
I bet that will be my demise
What am I 'sposed to say

What am I 'sposed to do 
When you look like that
Thinkin' that it's just you
And I gotta relax
You running circles through my head again
Like maybe fuck it I'll give it a chance

Cause my body different
Would you be my misses
You take my existence 
And break me down
If I say that I'm sorry
And you stop being cocky
Could we go to this party and figure it out

Want be together with you
Want be together with you
Want be together with you
Want be together with you
With you
Want be together with you
Want be together with you
Want be together with you
Want be together with you
With you

I wanna be (together)
Wanna be (together)
I wanna be (together)
You

together (p. twilight & doug suh)

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cover art by me

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raves about mandy second song !! 
instruments/prod hottub johny
vocals flesh & hottub johny 
https://open.spotify.com/track/1DcGqgnS3E2WrbxYaNlWGb?si=14bea666014d43e6
https://www.instagram.com/ravesaboutmandy/#

@ravesaboutmandy - somethings fishy here

i act like idc let it goOooOo
i hear da chirp of birds lettem knoOoOoo
1 mistake thts who i am
in ur eyez
1 mistake thts who i am
in ur eyez (ಡ‸ಡ)
im jus a memory a memory i guess 2b forgotten
clda sworn tht we were lokd in
im jus a memory bt memories r best 2b forgotten
clda sworn tht we were lokd...

dont feel like dis ill take this picture when ur sad
nd ikno
i know im bad iknow
dont lemme fall fall fall
u kno dat id catch u if i could
fall fall fall
dnt tell me how it was ikno tht itz different than this
im different than him
im different than u
ur face on the moon
the stars all align
the depth of the ocean is safe in ur eyez :/

@olus440:

I’m on my road and my path
I’m hoping that you quit relying on me
I don’t listen too,
They don’t care about what I say
Its dark out at night,
and I like driving without light
Don’t need to stick together but I’ll miss you by my side
It gets colder, it gets colder where you lay
I don’t wanna miss you but I’m not sad
Maybe we were meant to be together
In perfect condition
I feel the way you want it (want me)
Can’t let go of this touch
Will you stay by me
I’ll leave you by my side

lettin go {+olus}

after her untimely departure, the bedhead estate wishes to bring you her final words on her behalf. with some help from longtime friend and collaborator lil wet wet, and some blatant my chemical romance influence on full display, "sleep song" is a last will and testament that will serve as the beginning of a new era for bedhead. she is survived by her estate manager who may be reached on socials @fallgirlxx and will take on the task of releasing brand new recorded music through bedhead's channels in the next year! as we celebrate her life and the time we had together these last months of her 7th year in action, we will be compiling other works of hers from various points in time to continue to deliver her songs to you in her name just as she would have wanted. stay tuned, stay pretty, stay sad, and stay loved. <3
~ fallgirlxx

i'm gonna hit it til i like myself
i'm trynna hit it til i like myself again
i blur my vision when i'm by myself
i think i might just go and blind myself to them
my baby thinks i need to get some help
but i can't help myself around her or our friends
i let them hit til i dont like myself
i never liked myself enough no helping it
no fun if you won't stomach
when i go numb under the fist you love me with
i got a gun i don't take out in public
take it in your jaw i'll shoot whatevers left from it
i got a different way i'll tell it to you now
i'd never say it to your face no way no how
but you did everything that i was worried about
said what you thought i'd wanna hear didn't hear me out
no tunnel vision when you cut me out
still nothing draws my heart back like your mouth
you wanna talk about me when i'm not around
i only know because my ears are burning out
you're no god you're just another puppet
in somebody's crusade someday you won't fuck with
and i would have stuck with you if we were something
i just can't keep coming up and feeling nothing
i feel nothing
i feel nothing
she said i feel nothing
(don't feel bad about it)
can't keep feeling nothing
she said nothing
(just close your eyes)
she said nothing
(kiss me goodbye)
she said i feel nothing
(and sleep)
can't keep feeling nothing
she said
(and through it all)
i wore the jeans and you walked away
(how could you cry)
i fought the feeling you fought today
(for me)
[REDACTED]
(cause i don't feel bad about it)
my fall was fleeting i saw the flames
(and through it all)
my heart was beating you missed a vein
(how could you cry)
we walked the waters up to this deep
(for me)
my shining treasure was washed away
(cause i don't feel bad about it)
i'm losing things that i wanna keep
(just close your eyes)
off to the side to watch the parade
(kiss me goodbye)
wait til the nights over to sleep
(and sleep)
[REDACTED]
(don't feel bad about it)
[REDACTED]
(just close your eyes)
[and through it all]
(kiss me goodbye)
[how could you cry]
(and sleep)
[for me]
(cause i don't feel bad about it)

ALL PLATFORMS

sleep song (+ 20prettyhusky)

OUT MY MIND ft Sheppo

keyblayde808 x capoxxo - in the end [+keyblayde808]

remix of my repeat song atm. fly by mura masa and cherish.
DOWNLOAD: https://www.toneden.io/chikksmusic/post/fly-mura-masa-cherish-remix

FLY - MURA MASA. CHERISH. - chikku REMIX

vintage cartier so i’m never late
it’s so hard for u
i make this shit look easy huh
i can’t talk to u 
u don’t even know who u r
range rover red leather seats
black silhouette stripe on my prada sneaks
ima stand on my choices
and ima speak to all the voices
transmission coming in
told her i wanna win
said i don’t need anything 
don’t need anything
i got it all

vintage cartier so im never late
ima set the blade in motion
vintage cartier on a winter day
oh look at the time let’s get going

cus i don’t know if the times off but 
i took 2 percs and now im not alright
we could spend 5 thousand still have a fucked up night
i wanna talk to u about the things i didn’t do right
so when i pull up in the lamb i want u holding my hand
if its not u fuck the money still means i failed my plan
but i just can’t talk to u tonight
got a quagen bottle in my hand 
when i pull up and ur in the rs5 u can take a photo for ur friends
take a walk inside my life u say oh my god
i try to not to look at the time i wish it went more far
i miss the nights with u at night i think about u often
and now i live such a different life than what we had my darling
i took an oxy 30 and walked outside and beamer parked it
i wish that we could say fuck it like go to hawaii or out to london
and we talk once in a while
but what it’s mean 
u know what i think
i think ur everything
if u were here everything would be perfect

vintage cartier so im never late
ima set the blade in motion
vintage cartier on a winter day
oh look at the time let’s get going

vintage cartier so im never late
ima set the blade in motion
vintage cartier on a winter day
oh look at the time let’s get going

vintage cartier w cold hart (silver)

Kvlchk - La La La

@1oneshot
@moderndayuk

(some tags from 15.ai)

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