thxx 4 all the love <33 (on all plats) [:

ft. @darkestnet , mastered by @chriad
prod. @yashio20k & mee <33

lyrics

@zixdown
what if i never make it?
i start to think when faded
i see the chance i take it
told you i’m nvr changing
all these drugs no prescriptions
ik tht u dnt listen
be gone without a question
i just wish u would listen again!!

but u can’t comprehend
i told u it’s the end
so don’t come back again,
yet you come back again
i cannot play pretend..
not another second
yet you come back again
i thought u learned ur lesson.. <3

@darkestnet

yk that i don’t need u
all of ur words are see thru
i think im fading out
i don’t think that i’ll ever make it
why would i wanna be u?
we’d never work out as 2
yk i love u
but i don’t think i could ever say it
you said i could do it easy
dk how u could see me
i feel like haze they beneath me
why would u wanna keep me ever tho
this is the end of our story
im sick of all ur ignoring 
yeah u call me annoying
but in the end ull be back

spotify

faded w/ uxie [prod. yashio + zixdown]

i see them looking ik theyre seeing
you're breathing hard but theres barely breathing room
do you wanna be like them

they dont look at you like human being
we all bleed red and we're surely breathing too
still i dont wanna be like them

how the fk could i fit in
no you're not my twin
why would i ever be like him
oh wait im already him😎

if someone has to lose then shi its not even a win
im holding out my hand with hopes that i can pull you in
this world is full of dirt, ill grow a flower from within
ill make a new world, then we can watch it spin

holding out my hand for you

snakes +gypsum (pearlblade)

HPPD

SPOTIFY

HPPD +farella [andrey]

https://open.spotify.com/album/6BQzb0xgjjUHT1czBPUX0p?si=ecuRAP7yTCWs5lx7YcndAw

@neohnq @yashio20k @zixdown

bless me if i take that
consider it your payback
it’s better if you stay back
gotta show love to my neighbors
ink up on a page
close the gashes with a stapler
tie a noose up when i don’t know what to name her
your pony in my stable
pink cutters for your cable
hanging up my halo
do it when i say so
hide my ashes underneath the table

i’m right here for you but you think it’s nonsense 
devine tears when i’m crying for my prospects
through the window, your cigarette, please pass it
i know a little magic, but the outcome might be tragic
i’ll treat you like gymnastics 
posies in a basket
do it it’s a classic
they won’t understand it
even with a clear view
i really thought i know you
looking through the rear view 

bless me if i take that
consider it your payback
it’s better if you stay back
gotta show love to my neighbors
ink up on a page
close the gashes with a stapler
tie a noose up when i don’t know what to name her
your pony in my stable
pink cutters for your cable
hanging up my halo
do it when i say so
hide my ashes underneath the table

lips so fine, i wanna kiss it
crashing thoughts, they got me drifting 
the way it’s snowing, you’d think it’s christmas 
it’s the afterlife sitting in my wishlist

bless me if i take that
consider it your payback
it’s better if you stay back
gotta show love to my neighbors
ink up on a page
close the gashes with a stapler
tie a noose up when i don’t know what to name her
your pony in my stable
pink cutters for your cable
hanging up my halo
do it when i say so
hide my ashes underneath the table

write this in ink (neohn + yashio + zixdown)

@bodygaard // @poorconnection
//
lyrics:
feeling like shit so i might as well quit
depressions a monster he aint give a shit
he towers above you like youre a lil kid
he eats you alive like its suppertime bitch
believing the words that he whispers to you
how could he lie when these voices are true
i sit on my bed as he laughs at my pain
relentless the beast that wont let me escape
he keeps me in hell where i cannot be seen
im praying to god let this all be a dream
i havent seen my friends in days
the devil always told me that they would all go away
but he stayed with me for the rest of my days
rest of my days
the rest of my days
you pull on my heart and you fuck with my ego
you taxing my patience you needa just go
im sinking rock bottom
im bothered by problems
surrounded by life but im lonely as hell
all of my loss only making me happy i need someone caring to numb all the pain
i feel my own sanity drain as i die as I watch the world burn through my lifeless white eyes
i am not destined for greatness in life
altered by people and strengthened with spite
all of the drugs and silence ive taken arent bringing me joy or a sliver of hope
might as well end it ive far overspoken
i leave myself broken and ask to be free

bodyGaard - Days

prod li twanz @okeefey @sochiolympics @han2k15 !!
song wit twin @thunder-lighting-269651374 xbox ah tag

WiNDOWShopp! [FT. TA310] (sochi, okeefey, han)

bandcamp: https://cosmikmusic.bandcamp.com/track/dont-feel-like-myself
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/17Op2hYFbIrtGPehB2891y?si=iwGK1LhJQwyeM3U-qbjrtg

HPPD +farella [andrey]

nox (@nox00_)