boys club

Emo rap

2 Hot 4 U (feat. $uicideboy$) [Prod. Budd Dwyer]

[VERSE I: YUNG PLAGUE]

rip out a piece of my rib and give it to a bitch
as the snake whispers to her "ruby does not fucking exist"
so i bit off the head then i chewed it and spit it out
fell to the ground as i puked up and flipped around
scales started forming i think that now i am the snake
i am the one they call plague who will never escape
will forever remain
the omega
the alpha
the chosen one sent here to reign
who saves all the slaves?
lil plague breaking chains
jesus christ was never raised from the dead 
he rots away
burn a church and watch the flames
autumn embers turn to grey
wooden crosses in decay
the flock of sheep now fucking slain

{VERSE II: LIL REMAINS}

run up with the mother fucking mac
on attack
shoot back
gat gat
he flat
leave them bodies where they lay
let they mothers cry and pray
nina nina
oh nina
i need you bad up in my life
them heathens that scheming
look dead or something like demons, woah
smash a 40oz on the cop cars
probably just popped five bars
sipping hydro
got a bad cough
indica dripping down the cigar
its that dope head
drug fiend
mug mean
lonely
shut the fuck up
yall annoy me

KILL YOURSELF Part XVIII: The Fall of Idols Saga

FROM THE BEGINNING OF TIME UNTIL THE END OF TIME

NIGHT LOVELL x $UICIDEBOY$ - JOAN OF ARC

BITCH I LOOK LIKE SHINJI (prod. GlimmerXP)

lyric video: https://youtu.be/usxoTeXd0Aw

(prod by me)

lyrics-
i'll try to be
how you want me to be
just set me free
you’re torturing me
i want to leave
when you just scream
when you just scream at me

i'll try to wait
i’ll find a place
i’ll hide away
and cut my face
i miss being numb from before
I don’t know if I can do this anymore
i’ll tat my face
i’ll leave this place
every time I wake
drown in a lake
i miss being numb from before
i don’t wanna feel like shit anymore

you still want me? 
you still haunt me?
this last weeks
been hell for me
it’s hard to sleep
It’s hard to see
that you're fucking with me
why you fucking with me?
had a panic attack 
yeah twice a day
but you don’t react
to what i say
i miss the numbness
can’t find release
please just let me

r  i  p

i'll try to wait
i’ll find a place
i’ll hide away
and cut my face
i miss being numb from before
I don’t know if I can do this anymore
i’ll tat my face
i’ll leave this place
every time I wake
drown in a lake
i miss being numb from before
i don’t wanna feel like shit anymore

ohhh don't want to feel like this no more
I feel you, anxiety 
 </3

i miss being numb

(prod by me)

lyric video: https://youtu.be/NKlgA5_9sbg

lyrics-
i feel my soul
leaving mind control
find me some peace
let the pain increase 
can’t let it take all of me

withdrawal from pain
i can feel the rain
holding my hand
you can hear me say
i wanna cry again

withdrawal from pain
i just feel insane 
right where i stand
you can hear me say
i wanna die again

it's all me
it's on me
i feel weak
just call me
you don't care
just to speak?
i feel the pain
i can’t explain
what's happening to me?
can’t let it take all of me

withdrawal from pain
i can feel the rain
holding my hand
you can hear me say
i wanna cry again

withdrawal from pain
i just feel insane 
right where I stand
you can hear me say
i wanna die again

i wanna die again
i died again
i’m so bad, so bad to me
it's all on me
i feel so weak

withdrawals

a lil something different for 2020

lyric video: https://youtu.be/eqFwK0iqbxU

(prod by me)

lyrics-
i miss your voice
you stop the noises
it's getting hard
getting harder to understand
all the mud
that's on my hands
all the blood
that's on my hands

watch me tear my heart
watch me bleed
like from the start, the start
i hear you need my love
i'm so fucked up
i'm not living without you

watch me tear my heart
watch me bleed
like from the start, the start
i don't need your love
i'm so fucked up
i'm not thinking of you

until we fall apart
you're a work of art
if i live or i die
whatever stops you crying
headphones up real loud
hit the ground, no sound 
grown up from the mud
like a rose bud

i'll pretend it isn’t about you, babe
this is the last time we separate 
i'll find you cutting me
right where my heart used to be

i miss your voice
you stop the noises
it's getting hard
getting harder to understand
all the mud
that's on my hands
all the blood
that's on my hands

watch me tear my heart
watch me bleed
like from the start, the start
i hear you need my love
i'm so fucked up
i'm not living without you

watch me tear my heart
watch me bleed
like from the start, the start
i don't need your love
i'm so fucked up
i'm not thinking of you

i'm not thinking of you
you’re not thinking of me



</3

tear my heart

happy birthday me </3

lyric video: https://youtu.be/U_fnw_e_kSA

(prod by me)

lyrics-
don’t abandon me
just talk to me
we haven’t spoke in weeks
we’re only nineteen
all the things you said
like wishing i was dead
heartbreak in the end
can't get you out of my head

it’s hard times to break
it’s hard to stay awake
when i try to say 
want i wanted to say
what’s the reason to leave
when i have to scream
from the top of me
just hold onto me

hold me close
and let me know
if you want me
like i want you
it’s all i see
when you're fucking with me
heartthrob james dean
we're only nineteen

don’t abandon me
just talk to me
we haven’t spoke in weeks
we’re only nineteen
all the things you said
like wishing i was dead
heartbreak in the end
can't get you out of my head

can't get you out of my head
can't get you out of my bed

heartthrob james dean
we're only nineteen

don’t abandon me
just talk to me
we haven’t spoke in weeks
we’re only nineteen
all the things you said
like wishing i was dead
heartbreak in the end
can't get you out of my head

</3

nineteen

if you're reading this, Я скучаю по тебе

lyric video: https://youtu.be/f98OFvxCbb8

(prod by me)

lyrics-
so i'll wait for you to come and stay
i'm wide awake, waiting for you when i'm not okay

the world is cold and dark at times
you make me feel warm inside
i'll sit and write my damn rhymes
so let's make out, before you fucking cry

the world is cold and dark at times
you make me feel warm inside
you broke my heart a million times
just text me back, before we fucking die

yeah, let’s just wait
bulletproof heart
that you still break
yeah, please heal my pain
i need some reasons
if i’m gonna stay

it’s all on top of me
don’t lie to me
i just miss your bed 
just give me a reason to believe in
you’ll love me when I'm dead

so i'll wait for you to come and stay
i'm wide awake, waiting for you when i'm not okay

the world is cold and dark at times
you make me feel warm inside
i'll sit and write my damn rhymes
so let's make out, before you fucking cry

the world is cold and dark at times
you make me feel warm inside
you broke my heart a million times
just text me back, before we fucking die

so i'll wait for you to come and stay
i'm wide awake, waiting for you to heal my pain

</3

BITCH I LOOK LIKE SHINJI (prod. GlimmerXP)

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